Objective One
Industrial Complex Refinery
Outfit: x x x x x |
Equipment: x x x x x x | Weapons: x x x | Companion: Domxite
Interacting with:
Revna Marr
The headbutt made Zaiya see stars. Actual little white ones. Which was almost impressive considering she could not feel the Force anymore.
"Nngh!"
Pain burst across her forehead before fingers tangled into her hair and
yanked. Zaiya cried out as her head snapped sideways, colorful braid whipping through ash as Revna rolled them over.
Then everything became a bout of sharp elbows and bony knees, dirt, and desperate little grunts of effort. Zaiya shoved. Revna twisted. The Jedi Knight tried to hook a leg around the Sith and discovered that without the Force lending strength to her lithe Lovalla frame, this was considerably
less effective than she would have liked.
Drat! Actually, it was becoming increasingly apparent that
most things were less effective than she would have liked. She should have trained in a void space for these things...
But then Revna snarled something inches from her face, but Zaiya barely heard it. The battlefield had become too loud around them, explosions hammering the earth and making things rumble violently beneath them. Blasterfire snapped overhead, ash kicked up around them, and still beyond the refinery the Sith and Republic forces continued to crash together as the fury to fight seemed to rage anew -- and while cries of pain and jolts of anguish cut the air, Zaiya from her periphery could see people dying.
Only now she could not
feel them die... and maybe that made it all the worse. Because no one wanted to die alone. She didn't want that for anyone.
Another explosion thundered close enough to shake the ground. Zaiya twisted free when Revna pulled away, gasping as she scrambled through the dirt. Her ribs screamed with every breath and her shoulder burned whenever she put weight on it. That didn't even include how her forehead throbbed with the pulse of her heartbeats and every frantic inhale scraped at a throat already raw from smoke.
But it was the way the colors danced over her skin that betrayed just how
badly she was fading.
The vibrant Lovalla who had stood against Revna minutes ago was disappearing beneath the ash. One rosey golden hand had paled toward a sickly and silver and the brilliant teals and blues had dulled into washed out stains beneath her skin. Even fear struggled to summon more than a weak flicker of yellow through the grey.
Without the Force, Zaiya could not maintain the brilliant bioluminescence that had always come so naturally since she discovered she could weild it. Without that resonance there was no Aris, no Domxite, no vast emotional tapestry and the weave of colors and lights of everyone around her.
There was only Zaiya... And Zaiya had never realized quite how
small herself could feel again.
Those thoughts were cast to the wind as conciousness brought to the fore that Revna was shouting again, something about the Republic and about what they had done and how everyone dying because of it.
"I don't..." Zaiya began only to cough, struggling to remain upright.
"I don't know!" Because she
didn't. There was no Force carrying answers to her. No empathic impression telling her whether Revna believed what she was saying. Zaiya didn't even know
if the Republic had caused this.
She only knew people were
dying. Had been dying since the Sith came with their ships to Thyferra and set fire to the fields, sent Sith troopers to start killing people, and caused whatever it was that had felt corrupted and terrible earlier to sweep across the industry complex and fleeing civilians.
All Zaiya knew is that she
had to keep Revna from adding to them. So when she threw the pearl, for hopeful second Zaiya thought maybe,
maybe, she had done it. Nope. Revna got back up.
"Oh come on!" Zaiya barely had time to brace before the woman hit her, the pair crashign down again. This time Zaiya knew immediately she was losing. Her legs kicked desperately against the dirt and fingers clawed for leverage. She twisted, shoved, tried to wedge an elbow somewhere useful, but Revna was stronger and Zaiya's muscles were beginning to tremble with exhaustion. And when an arm locked around her throat, Zaiya went rigid.
"Nghk!" Pressure closed around her neck and the Lovalla's hands immediately flew to Revna's arm, pulling uselessly as panic exploded through her. Too close, the girl was
too close. And while Zaiya could not sense the hunger lurking inside the woman anymore or whatever darkness might be staring down at her, the Lovalla as a species had at one point been prey and apparently some very ancient part of Zaiya remembered and icy fear ran down her spine in alarm, her already racing heartbeat going wild.
Zaiya's entire galaxy became a bloody Revna hovering over her, those ember eyes fixed upon opal iridescent blue, the Lovalla bucking and trying to twist as her lungs demanded air.
No no no --
Her vision began to go dark, and then suddenly, Zaiya's hands slipped and went clamping around Revna's forearm. A sudden powerful jolt of electricity went surging from the jolt ring she wore, the bangles of her arms jiggling with all the movements. But even as Revna gasped and grunted, it wasn't enough to knock her unconscious. Nope, not even close. But at least
finally the muscles around Zaiya's throat suddenly went slack as the arm went numb and Zaiya ripped herself free.
"Hhk --!" Air tore painfully back into her lungs. She collapsed onto one elbow, coughing violently, one hand clutching her throat as every breath came ragged and wet. Hot pinpricks of tears burned at the corners of her opalescent eyes and for several seconds, all Zaiya could do was try to
breathe. In. Out.
Ow-www. In again.
It was then that what Revna had been saying, the last bits, finally registered, the Sith woman nursing her stunned arm as she tried to get her bearings together.
I don't want to kill you, Jedi.
Zaiya stared at her.
Really stared, those opal blue eyes baring down at the Revna as if trying to stare into her soul. There was no Force or empathic resonance to tell the Lovalla what Revna felt. No shifting and swirl of colors except her own and even those had faded to sickly ghosts.
Zaiya only had Revna's words.
I don't want to kill you.
And something stirred over Zaiya's grimy face as she stared at Revna through a fringe of tangled multicolored tendrils. And while her lungs still struggled for air, her throat hurt, and her arm remained wrapped around bruised ribs while the other supported her against the bloodied ash, throat burned too much to speak above a rasp.
But slowly... ever so slowly, Zaiya began to smile. It was a small, exhausted, tired, and almost painfully gentle.
Oh. See? There you are.
"You don't want to kill me." It was barely more than a whisper, and Zaiya swallowed painfully. Revna had told her that she possessed a heart capable of killing and sure, Zaiya had never doubted that. But here, with Zaiya weakened in front of her, the Force gone, and her vibrant colors guttering toward grey and every advantage resting in Revna's hands....she had offered mercy and suddenly Zaiya remembered another Sith Lord.
Another person who had told her there was something inside him too broken to heal. At the river on Ukatis, Zaiya had told
Nulgath Zardai
that wounds meant something was wrong, not that something should be abandoned. That maybe healing would not come today, or tomorrow, but the Force was vast enough to leave the door open.
Zaiya had believed it then and even without being able to feel the Force at all... She believed it now.
"I told someone once..." Zaiya rasped, fighting for every word,
"...that I would rather leave the door open."
A faint shimmer stirred through the grey mottling of her skin, a ripple of teal bioluminescence that went skirting over her face and the delicate curves of her cheeks that was Zaiya's and Zaiya's alone.
"Even just... a little crack." Those opal blue eyes lifted toward Revna, their corners crinkling. "
So maybe your heart can kill."
The Lovalla Jedi Knight gave another tiny, exhausted smile.
"But it doesn't want to." Zaiya's fingers tightened weakly against the ash as her vision blurred and everything became heavier and harder to focus on.
"...and that means there's still something in there worth hoping for."
Then, because apparently Zaiya remained stubborn even while half-strangled, battered, Force-blind, and rapidly running out of anything resembling sensible options:
"So..." that little smile warmed by the tiniest degree even as unconsciousness began to take hold.
"I think.... I'll keep hoping. Hoping you --" but whatever Zaiya was going to say was cut off as just like that, the Lovalla crumpled onto the floor, only the waning faint light of her heartbeat seeming to pulse throughout her mottled spots and stripes in dimming luminescence.
And while the deactivation of the artifact released the grasp of the void that had pressed and suffocated them all with a lack of the Force, the Lovalla Knight remained motionless there...
With only the briefest shimmer of bioluminescence perking up in color as a result.