In all the glory, all the fear that surrounded the myth of the Emperor - there was a deeply misguided understanding of who he was, and who he wanted to be. Eshan was the home of the Talon's - a name he had adopted in his own marriage to
Srina Talon
. Rhysion, a beautiful symphony of words that kept his spirit grounded in the light of mortality and dreams - all while his body decayed and his power in the Dark Side grew fat.
His mind was split a thousand ways, beings over a thousand worlds consumed in spirit by his overwhelming control of the Force - when his people screamed his name in their Churches, it was not misplaced for he had become a God in many senses. None of the ways he liked. The curse of his nature made him live a life not of his own design and being, but by consuming and destroying the mind of another to feel... normal.
So he experienced it, for all he could, through the eyes of another. Eyes black, covered by dark glasses, as he walked through a bazaar looking over goods he would have liked to purchase were he a normal man, with a normal life, and a normal family. Instead he looked and did not touch, begged but did not speak the words, and cried but did not weep.
As he moved, he hid his impression in the force well. It robbed him of his strength here, but Eshan was far from his body and mind. There would be little he could do if he chose to - but his presence could still be felt by the masters of this planet. As they always could, as they always would - he could not escape their persecution for the crimes he has comitted.
Walking by one bazaar, he felt the drawing pull of a familiar essence - one he had fought before, one who had cut him down the next. There was that nagging sensation to abandon this body, another to strike her down, but another to speak to her. He froze in his place with these choices, jaw clenching in the vessel he had subsumed of will and autonomy - and then slowly moved to stand next to her. She would sense who he was, he would have no doubt, but he would speak to her none the less.
"Do not panic.", he said in a casual tone as he reached out to look at a small statue - carved in wood, the depiction of an ox. A toy for a child, a decoration for a normal home not lined in gold.
"Do you often get to do this?", he asked, perhaps much to her surprise.
"Shop. Live. Experience life.", but he did not look at her as he spoke. Instead his thumb ran over the ox again, the shop keeper smiling at him before returning to other duties - trusting that he would pay for it if he so chose. Because to someone who could not smell the corruption, he was but just a man here. Not the monster he truly was.