Quinn slowed her steps till she stopped. She had heard Sibylla's falter, slowing down, and whatever was plaguing her, whether it be fatigue or horror. She let the woman talk, her words finding a place deep in the Echani's empathy. She wasn't wrong about Quinn hating all of this, hating everything that, at times, the Sith represented. They were often considered a plague upon the galaxy, swarming and destroying everything in their wake.
But they were still
home.
Maybe she wasn't brave enough to go against what she knew; maybe some part of her disliked the discomfort that came with change. Quinn tilted her head as she mulled over her own thoughts as the brunette behind her rambled incessantly.
Claims of humanity, of compassion, everything, all to save the skin of someone else.
She looked down at her own communicator and began adjusting the frequency. She was prepared to rescind the order, to turn their hatred on her for changing and showing
weakness.
But she stopped.
Her hand froze, still holding the device.
She played back the woman's words and huffed in amusement. Her hand fell, and she didn't bother looking back towards the Republic Representative.
"You misunderstood what I meant." Her voice was laced with a sudden coldness that Sibylla had perhaps never heard. Quinn was done. She was fed up with how things were executed on Thyferra, on Abregado-Rae, and with listening to the mewlings of the woman behind her on top of it.
"I'm not asking why the Sith attacked Thyferra; I know why." Quinn looked out at the destruction and devastation that her kin had done.
"I won't insult you by saying that everything done in this conquest was justified. I'm not stupid; I know what the Sith… what they do."
She sighed softly; part of her regretted being unable to follow through on her foolish attempt. Quinn had wanted to see something different, to understand something unlike her own environment. But Quinn knew how stupid it was now that she thought about it. Her naive nature, born of the Blackwall's protection and her mother, made her think something
better existed.
There was not; there were only monsters who knew they were monsters, and monsters who pretended to be human.
"My question was to your government." Quinn turned to face her finally, her eyes finding the doe-like gaze of her enemy.
"Why did the Republic possess something capable of reaching into the Force and turning it off?"
The words came sharper now, honed by something far more visceral than anger. She hated the Republic; she hated the Jedi; she
HATED her foolishness for believing their way might be
right.
"Stop mistaking my refusal for helplessness. The order was mine." Quinn didn't look away from her.
In that moment, Quinn finally accepted her role in all of it. She accepted every death carried out at her command. She found herself hoping — praying, even — that her people had stained their hands with the King's blood and erased his pitiful existence alongside
every last Jedi who had dared stand with a government that cared nothing for them.
Knowing her luck, the King of Naboo was at home far away from the terrors of the galaxy.
"When I said someone above me solidified the order, I did not mean they held my leash. I meant someone whose counsel I respect had given their support to a decision I had already made."
Quinn stood her ground; she accepted that the order issued was hers and hers alone. It would have been easier to allow Gerwald to take the fall if anything had gone wrong. That's how it was on Susevfi. She had someone above her to fall on, someone to take the blame for her stupidity. Never again would she stand on her own two feet.
"The order was mine before it was theirs, before it was anyone's. I still have power over the Sith Order; my power ends and begins with me. No one else, not by vote or birth. Just me."
Hate. She hated the woman in front of her now. Quinn couldn't tell if all of this was a farce, or if Sibylla was this in the dark about what her own government was doing. She would never understand, and she didn't care right now. The Republic was just as monstrous as the Sith, just as deceitful and evil.
"You are right on one thing; I did not want Thyferra to be destroyed. I did not want its people twisted into those things, and I will carry my share of the blame for creating this." She shook her head, plans already formulating; punishments for those who had disobeyed the course of action burned in the back of her mind.
"But regret won't do anything." She stepped closer to Sibylla, the spear still in her hand as she looked at the woman. The warmth that often found the edge of the Echani's eyes was gone, replaced with disgust for the woman.
"We will pull civilians from wreckage; we will open our transports to the Vratrix. We will find every child, every worker, and every soul trapped between our two governments."
A painful breath slipped between her teeth. Sibylla's plea echoed again in her ears.
"But the Republic forces will not leave. Neither will their Jedi, nor the officials who protected that weapon. I will not allow the knowledge of how to silence the Force to escape Thyferra and become doctrine."
Quinn turned towards the metallic thunder echoing through the corridor. Her savior, the one she had expected, was now coming down. The massive beast tore through the remaining horde that lingered at the edge of the last bit of their travel towards the hangar. Her master's crow settled upon the metallic beast as its smaller version spread around the pair of women.
Like a giant cat, the warbeast nuzzled against Quinn's shoulder. She turned a hand, caressing the warbeast's muzzle gently. Heated steam rose as it almost purred at her touch. They belonged to 312; they were an extension of the woman — the one she couldn't feel right now, and it worried her.
"Hello there." She cooed gently to the beast. Its eyes shifted upon seeing Sibylla.
"She's not the enemy right now. Leave her."
At her command, the beasts scattered toward Quinn as she smiled softly, but the moment her gaze fell back on Sibylla, it faded.
"If things were different, mercy would not be given to me or my kind; my time on Naboo taught me that."
She began to climb the beast; it would be the fastest way to the shuttle. Part of her wondered whether Sibylla would still follow her to safety, or try to venture on her own. If she chose the latter, Quinn would have to apologize to Adelle.
Though even she was unsure about the Ambassador's loyalties…
"I have the power to spare them, Sibylla."
The pale-haired Dark Councilor's expression became cold.
"I simply will not. This weapon… this device… It's not just an attack on the Sith or the enemies of your government. It's something that can end up anywhere, and wherever it goes, disaster and death will follow."
She paused, her own emotions, which she tried to bury, churning in her stomach. This wasn't her, but she was trying. She couldn't show weakness; she couldn't be that child she was every time duty called.
"I will keep my promise to you and escort you to safety… or you can do your best to navigate your way through."
The hard, cold Sith melted for just a moment…
"Please, Sibylla, we can be at each other's throats after this, but just follow."
Quinn lowered the spear to be a rail for the woman to climb to the warbeast's back.
"Enough have died today; don't be one of them."