The Red Crown of Eshan
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//: Attire //:
No room for Quinn to doubt.
Her type of diplomacy either got her into trouble or did as it was supposed to do, she realized. Her face, her sensibility… all of it digestible, giving the enemy a moment to drop their guard. With that, the strike followed. She closed her eyes as she could still feel the wave of the Force Destruction hitting the surface of Thyferra. A hand rested at her side; the fleshweaving she had done was rudimentary, but it was healing. Once the scar formed, she would be able to erase it, like the other blemishes that had once adorned her porcelain skin.
A hand covered the lightsaber wound; she felt the roughness of the skin as it continued to heal. Whatever happened on Thyferra, her usual quick healing was lagging. Quinn frowned slightly, wondering if being cut off like that had introduced some underlying side effects. Still, like the others, she wore the battle scar proudly… or as proudly as she could fake it.
Quietly, her hands smoothed the soft fabric of her skirt; today, she had decided that while she represented Eshan, she would also represent the Sith Order. A small brooch on her uniform showed the connection between her and her home world, while the rest of her showed her position within the Order. The weight of the tiara, the one her master had crafted, sat gently over her ashen hair.
All of her was something; all of her belonged to multiple places, but in the end she chose what they weighed against her. Exhaling softly, the struggle of wearing so many masks found its reprieve.
Stepping out of the room she was occupying on the Tyranny, she met with the two she had brought with her. Apprentice and guard, two who had once seemed to work well together. Though after Thyferra, things seemed off. Quinn wasn't going to push it, as long as respect still remained; the two didn't need to like each other. Sighing softly, she brushed back a few strands of her white-blonde hair and addressed them.
"There's going to be a lot of people at this, I'm afraid." She smiled weakly, already preparing herself for potentially being overwhelmed.
When the idea was proposed earlier, they used the term leadership. Now, from what she had gathered from whispers, it was going to be a lot more than she bargained for. Her mind wandered momentarily; her heart skipped before a bit of dread settled in. Arris would be present; the woman hadn't had any contact with the Eshan Queen between Thyferra and now. Things were left unsaid, undone, and Quinn, despite feeling the cyborg in the Force in multiple ways… still wanted to confirm that Arris was still Arris.
A thought that she lingered on for a moment longer, perhaps too long.
"It's a good chance for you both to find potentially common ground with others." Her eyes shifted to Eira as she finished, then to 312.
"Keep your eyes sharp and listen for anything important."
Quinn smiled, and they began to walk. The distance from her quarters towards the meeting area wasn't far; she was thankful – still a bit out of it from Thyferra. She tried not to think of it; the horrors and her conversation with Sibylla weighed on her. Thinking of the woman quietly, she reached out for the blood trail; it seemed the woman had survived as best she could.
Silence quieted the trail once more as she entered. She nodded to Eira and CT-312 to mingle as she stepped forward into the crowd of people meant to be her peers. As much station and power as she had received and earned over the years, Quinn still felt like a mortal among gods. The thought flickered in the device in her chest as she groaned; it wanted to show itself, bring attention to her.
That was the last thing Quinn wanted to do right now.
Her eyes scanned the crowd, from faces she knew from childhood to those she saw as treasured mentors. Her own Master lingered, looking well after Thyferra. Everyone else was the same; it looked as if everyone bounced back, unscarred.
She needed to be the same.
Looking through the crowd more, she finally spotted the person she wanted to speak with. Arris, as usual, was in her own corner, becoming more part of the wall than the crowd. It brought a smile, remembering a past conversation where Quinn spoke of doing the same… how it made it easier for most and for her as well.
As she drew closer, she waved, her lips parting to say the cyborg's name. Despite her earlier emotions, she felt joy at seeing the Triminvir.
"Arris!"
Quinn stopped as she saw who was beside her. The blonde from Abregado-Rae… the one that Arris needed, the one that Arris left with.
Her hand withdrew, embarrassment filtering through her emotions. A faint blush crept across her cheeks and ears as she exhaled deeply, trying to calm any incoming spiral.
It's fine… You knew this…
She told herself, and she did her best to blend into the scenery as well.