His X-Wing hummed with purpose as it flew through the vacuum of space. The Astromech TD-2 beeped and whirred behind him, and Wyatt could offer nothing more than a frown to his robotic companion. With words low, as though someone might overhear him, he responded -
“It’s too dangerous to bring anyone else. I already told you.”
The robot gave a sad beep back, and Wyatt exhaled heavily - already stressed by his choice to abandon the Jedi Order only a short time after becoming its Grandmaster.
“
Without
Tathra Khaeus
, the Bryn’adul will fall. Jend’ro and others already tried assassinating him once to no effect; but…”, he hesitated. So many had tried, and either through ignorance or pride he had thought himself able to do it alone.
“... but if I can do it, I won’t be coming back. The Jedi have Peace, they do not need me - I wasn’t ready to lead them anyway.”, he sighed.
Perhaps it wasn’t ignorance or pride, but selfless sacrifice. Wyatt considered all three, knew that it was a touch of each - and doubly knew that the Force warned him against it every time he meditated. Like the red hot pulse of a neon light in a nightclub, his visions were racked with that constant reminder.
And he ignored them.
He would end the war with the Bryn’adul himself, and in his martyrdom he may yet succeed in aligning the Jedi to one common goal. All he had to do was win one fight - the only fight in his life that would ever matter.
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The fire had gone out hours ago - little more than a smoldering ash of what it once was. It was tired, knew the end was close; holding onto its flame through the smallest bits of ember, tucked deep beneath the remains of the wood, surrounded by rocks. Dark now, the cave Wyatt shared with this failing fire grew cold.
How long as had he been here? It took a moment to consider the time frame - nigh on a year without food or water, living a life of constant guerilla warfare, Wyatt could feel his aging frame give out by the day. Only his mastery over the Force allowed him to maintain himself - but even the Force had its limits, and with Wyatt grossly emaciated, dirty, covered in scars he poorly healed himself, and nigh matted hair; he knew he was at his own limits.
The Force be damned, it couldn’t keep him alive anymore.
In truth, he wasn’t entirely sure he wanted to be alive. How many had he cut down since his arrival? The entire planet was corrupted, and his efforts to destroy their infrastructure, their hierarchy, it meant almost nothing as a single man. Every time, the Bryn’adul would simply return with more leaders, more troops, and more hunters to end him. Yet, only a few weeks before they had suddenly stopped their chase.
Perhaps they knew his death was going to come naturally enough anyway. He wouldn’t fault them for letting Morga simply waste away in the confines of his rocky prison. It was a cleaner, safer solution than letting him go out a martyr.
Wyatt’s calloused fingers ran down a more recent scar on his ribs - still tender to the touch, red from the poor healing job he had done on it. It stung, but the pain kept him grounded when he could not focus on meditation. A wince, and his fingers moved to his rib bones - jutting and painful against the skin that ran taught over them.
How strong he had once been - a beacon for so many padawans. A darker side within him hoped they would never find his body when he was gone… He wanted to be remembered for the pillar that he was - not what he had become. What he had failed to become.
His neck muscles grew weak as he closed his eyes. Wyatt hadn’t cried since his wife and son were killed - and he wouldn’t start today; but The Force knew he wanted to. To mourn this life, for his endless mistakes and hubris - to finally find peace away from all of this he had created for himself.
Yet, it was in that moment of his eyes closed, feeling the Force envelop him and his dulled emotions that he could feel it. The distant echo of another - a Master using the Force on the planet… A rogue agent? Wyatt sucked in a sharp, startled breath as he stood - barely holding himself on his knobbled knees, and as the rags wrapped around his legs and waist trailed from his movement - he walked to the entrance of the cave, to prod the Force.
Were there more?
Yet he could not feel an invasion force in orbit, only a select few Jedi. This wasn’t the liberation of the planet…
“No… No, no!”, he cried out from a dry mouth. It sounded almost unfamiliar, even to him in that moment. Fear, for the first time in many months, had bit into his voice like a snake - and its poison leaked past his lips as his eyes watched the horizon.
He had failed to hold himself off from the Force - they had tracked him down. Not only would they find a shadow of their former Grandmaster, but they put themselves in extreme danger - all for the sake of a man who didn’t deserve their rescue attempts.
Then, it became clear -
They had stopped hunting him not to allow him to die alone, but to encourage an evacuation. His blood ran cold as he started to hobble forward - suddenly reaching out through the Force for someone - anyone to hear him.
It was
Allyson Locke
who had first felt his words through the Force - but they were not likely to be the ones she expected to hear;
“You can’t be here! Tell the Jedi to retreat!”, he pleaded through the Force, and even in that telepathic communication a hint of his newfound weakness would permeate. Despite Wyatt attempting to hide his pain, Allyson and all Jedi who would hear his echo in the Force would feel the slightest fraction of what he felt currently.
An immense amount of pain.