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The Light of Ashla, Champion and Avatar of Ashla "Galactic Common" | <"High Nelvaanian"> | ["Essonian"] | ~ telepathic communication ~ | << comm. channel >> Objective: Stop the ritual
Location: Death Star III
Equipment: Sverð Fyrstr (weapons) | Ljósspjót (spear) | Skrúð Engill Fyrstr (armour) || Empyrean gland | OPBC-01m
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When Vinaze gave the order for the others to continue the ritual, Eina did not perceive any of it, for she was still a prisoner of her own fear. Again and again, she relived the same visions from her past, when she had been forced to watch helplessly as the souls of others were destroyed; for this had always been her greatest fear. The same scenes returned to her mind, over and over again, as she experienced them anew under Vinaze’s influence. Sometimes, she even saw things she had never truly noticed before, yet had always feared deep down.
It was this: that her loved ones - her husband, her children, her family, her friends, and all who were dear to her - would be utterly annihilated. Naturally, she tried to resist, but when she reached out towards Vinaze’s mind, Eina had to relinquish part of her defences. It was then that she saw those dearest to her being destroyed. Yet later, as her resistance strengthened, only the memories remained. But whether something was merely a memory or a fear did not make it any less agonising.
And so, still trapped within her own fear, she did not hear that the ritual was continuing, nor even Vinaze’s voice ahead of her. She tried to recall what her husband and the others had taught her; most of all, that she was not alone. She did not have to face her fears or her enemies by herself; she did not have to feel helpless. What had happened in the past had already happened, it did not mean that the same would happen again in the future. Eina slowly began to realise that she was not alone, that she did not have to fight alone, that she could rely on others.
Even now, she could have done so; yet deep within her lingered the knowledge that for most of her life she had been “alone”, the one offering support to others. She focused on the dyad between herself and Geiseric; she did not draw any additional power from her husband - only strength from the feeling that he was always there for her, always ready to support and help her. Just as others were: the Valkyrja, the Children of Ashla, and the Crusaders. Eina was not alone... and though she feared the loss of souls, she could fight for them, both alone and alongside others. Thus, she slowly moved towards the light, as though swimming upwards from the depths of water toward the air.
As Vinaze fought as well - though the woman did not know this - the memory walk weakened somewhat, until Vinaze’s voice began to seep back into Eina’s consciousness. When she opened her eyes, it was as if she had broken through the surface of the water. She still saw the dark memories; they still weighed upon her mood and her spirit, yet she could once more perceive the world around her. The woman still could not move, paralysed by the memories pressing upon her... but she could finally speak, and her voice was filled with sorrow.
"You do not understand, Vinaze. Power and strength mean nothing; both can be taken from you, at any time. You still do not understand, life and death do not matter, nor does the dimension you dwell in..." said the woman, raising her head to look directly into Vinaze’s eyes, as if she sought to pierce through to his very soul. "Everyone is immortal, and no one is. True immortality is the soul... for as long as your soul lives, so do you, only the place changes, whether here in the Netherworld or any other realm. But as long as you live within your own fears, terrified of something... you will never truly live, no matter where you are."
It was then that she began to see and sense, through the Force, the wormholes opening; yet even she did not know whether the ritual had succeeded or not. In her mind’s eye, she still saw horrors, but she continued to fight them, struggling to move, and to make the visions finally fade away.