With each new wave of electricity arcing out and purging Balun's body of all but the sensation of agonising pain, his battered body convulsed and writhed before the onslaught of power, innate in its darkness and incarnate in his will,
Darth Nefaron
sparing the younger little in his tormenting and goading of the Jedi.
He could feel his on heart beat, a pace in which wounded within his throat, racing as Balun suffered every course of lightning shooting throughout his body. He could smell the burning hair, and even hear the searing heat that felt as though his flesh might begin to boil and bubble, breaching the surface and giving rise to convey his anguish; and yet he could still make out the words of the Sith Lord all the while.
Without warning or the sense to try to halt the coming threat, Balun felt his body pulled into the air and launched across the room. As his mind clung to consciousness, he lost track of his coordination, his body ragdolled before colliding against the work station terminals, sending the screens and computers scattering across the bench while he fell once again, this time to collapse upon the floor as objects he didn't have the mind to distinguish clattered around and over him.
There was a pause, a moment in which Balun clung to hope and considered the assault to have passed. His hands grasped at the floor beneath him, lying flat on his front, trying to will his muscles to work, though they felt torn, and the burning had yet to cease within him, the pain ravaging him still. Somehow, despite how easy it might have been to let himself succumb, he forced his knees up underneath him, lifting his upper body beneath shaking arms and rested back against his legs, kneeling unsteadily against the floor.
As he wavered there, trying to make sense of everything, his eyes first came upon the hilt of his lightsaber lying a little distance away from him. His mind reeling at the sight of his weapon, a sense of panic and urgency, a need to find his strength and somehow rise to the occasion. His head craned to one side as he caught sight of the Sith Lord snapping his dislodged jaw back into place, a crimson glow to his eyes that Balun could still make out despite the smoke that arose and blurred his very gaze.
His thoughts roamed to his son first,
Kellan Dashiell
. At the young age of four, he had a family beyond his father, yet Balun couldn't help but fear for his son's future without his guidance. Few understood the influence of his mother,
Falentra. Regardless of whether or not she resurfaced one day, his son was still half Sith-Spawn and inherently sensitive to the threat of the Darkside of the Force.
Judah Dashiell
would naturally do everything in his power to protect the boy, yet he did not understand the ways of the Force, and he distrusted the Jedi who, in Balun's absence, would be his son's best bet for holding fast to the light. His Master,
Ala Quin
, could potentially offer him a pathway, yet would she and Judah see eye to eye; Balun had always thought it unlikely. No, he couldn't allow himself to simply give in. Not for the sake of his Son and those few he loved. The Dashiell's, his Master, and yes,
Cerys Dyn
too.
He tried to tug at his jacket, shirking it off from his shoulders and dropping it behind him before desperately tugging at the straps that held the
Hodharium stab vest. He pried it free from his chest and dropped it to the floor. His
Apparel, though he favoured the aesthetic above most else, wasn't fit for this kind of fight where Balun needed to rely more upon the Force than his own skill with the blade.
Footsteps sounded anew, louder, coming closer.
"Such terrible pain. You would think your Master would sense your distress and come for you, and yet-"
The Terror Lord galnced about thematically, another bout of laughter escaping his hooded maw.
Pain, anguish and electricity struck him once more, sending Balun to his side as his back arced, his breath stolen from him in another painful scream, his own, though he couldn't hear it above the crackling assail of blinding heat, his body burning from within once more under an ethereal fire that tore him apart from head to toe and sapped at all his strength and will to act.
Unlike before, it was brief; it ceased as Nefaron continued to speak, uttering notions of failure and betrayal, mentioning his master, though Balun struggled to comprehend the words. He wanted so desperately to close his eyes, yet he thought then of his father, and his brother,
Makai Dashiell
. He thought of them and the few allies he had made along the way.
Once again, the Sith Lord sent forth the powerful surge of force lightning, and once more it cascaded all of Balun's physical and mental senses. By this point, Nefaron would find the Jedi's cognitive resistance fallen, though Balun had not the energy or mind to realise this. Smoke plumed up around his tattered figure, lying there against his right side, clutching himself almost in a fetal position as his muscles twisted and his body shook under the horrific agony. His clothes had become frayed and torn in places, the stench of charred fabric blending with the smell of burning flesh. His arms, visible now, showed evidence of third-degree burns, where the damage had not merely been contained internally but had ruptured the surface with blood, plasma and dark patches of cracked flesh.
"G-rist..." he swore, a single word uttered between clenched teeth as he lay before his enemy. Jedi though he was, he had never experienced such horrific torment, and he was still human; he could only take so much. Balun had never thought of himself as a hero; he had seen and done things that only his twisted dreams would speak of, the consequences of fighting in wars from such a young age and the damage that had already been done to his psyche long before today. No one was a harsher critic than he himself of his life and actions thus far, yet Nefaron could not persuade him away from what Balun knew as the truth.
"You talk-..." his own breath caught in his throat a moment as he almost vomited against the pain rolling through him,
"-Too much...".