Nimir-ra to Iella, Jedi Shadow
The jedi master looked at Selena when the subject changed to the empire. He visibly stiffened and held a grin on his face towards the notion of war. It was something he knew well enough and looked at the others before speaking. "Going to war is a sad fact of keeping the peace, the empire has been mounting we all know this. They have been given to much freedom to prepare to conquer us while we argued among ourselves, while we tried to protect a failed experiment. I don't pretend to be hide my distaste for peace with our enemies. Anyone who knows me knows I found the notion of peace foolish and childish because of the naivety it believing they would honor the offer."
Before he could speak Syn turned. "She is our friend Dragonsflame but even friends are and can be wrong, please see it with more wisdom then you have in the past. We sought our goal, our mandate at the cost of millions, we allowed those on the edges of our borders to be taken into the empire and suffer because all we wanted to do was pretend war didn't exist and we lost jedi from the order. The Silent conclave and others were bred from our decisions but it was more then that. It was not our fighting or their desire to be something. Granted I find it laughable and a strange notion that the vaunted group of real jedi who protect the galaxy have done nothing of note besides fade away. We did all we could to support them, to lift and help Ben, to help Aleidis ideal come to pass and people suffered for it. We hurt more people then we saved, we allowed the destruction of the senate building on Coruscant because we were so blinded by her ideal we failed to see the truth of what was coming. We tried to be decent in an indecent time."
It brought a sour taste to his mouth to think about it and while he was sure Ben, Je'gan and Aleidis disliked him they were gone. He had stayed in the order regardless of status, he had remained a core believer in the jedi ideals. "What we did was foolish, Ben Watts plan to bypass a loophole in our own tenets by having Aleidis step down to become chancellor. Some way to push his agenda upon those we protect. Like it or not when he made that decision it became something foolish. He marched us to war and when he had the chance to press decided to force a peace by crucifying our order and allies. For a peace that the chancellor claimed was victory blindly while it was broken and abused by the sith empire. While they mounted forces and came to our borders we remained smiles, while they worked to undermine all pacts, all treaties or agreements with the others in the galaxy we smiled. We showed them our resolve to harm more people in the galaxy with an illusion, we showed them we would cower in the dirt at the approaching storm, we sullied our reputation as keepers of peace by pretending to have it."
He gave a small snort at the thought and remained neutral in his expression now his face showing control despite his annoyance. "Had we not been so willing to bury our heads in the sand the attack on Coruscant wouldn't have happened. No one would have been idiotic enough to allow Sith an embassy on Coruscant, to walk on Coruscant and be invited wherever they want to be. To operate academies in Republic space, to send ships and assail the deep core. That can raid our temples and all we do is sit there being told to smile because we have peace. Told we were winning because we had peace, an ideal that would be welcoming yes. I would love nothing more then to have peace in our time but saying we have it while the people suffer, while we sat around barred down from protecting them and doing our jobs. That is where we failed."
"Whatever we choose, whatever path we take be it to war again to so those upstarts in the army of light what a true army does, or if we choose to help and support the Republic to achieve peace. It will not matter if we change our minds half way through and start calling each other criminals and warmongers. Infighting is what led to previous ruin in the council. I can admit to fault as well for myself and I have taken the consequences of it from the council. I let my frustration at childish ideals and waving a datapad saying peace while those close to sith space suffered cloud my judgement and sought to do something about it. It failed but somehow I am the only jedi with Dragonsflame still here. The others are gone off doing who knows what." Well okay he knew where Je'gan had went, to be the Ghost Prisons warden but that was something only a few would know then and now only that the high council would know.
Before he could speak Syn turned. "She is our friend Dragonsflame but even friends are and can be wrong, please see it with more wisdom then you have in the past. We sought our goal, our mandate at the cost of millions, we allowed those on the edges of our borders to be taken into the empire and suffer because all we wanted to do was pretend war didn't exist and we lost jedi from the order. The Silent conclave and others were bred from our decisions but it was more then that. It was not our fighting or their desire to be something. Granted I find it laughable and a strange notion that the vaunted group of real jedi who protect the galaxy have done nothing of note besides fade away. We did all we could to support them, to lift and help Ben, to help Aleidis ideal come to pass and people suffered for it. We hurt more people then we saved, we allowed the destruction of the senate building on Coruscant because we were so blinded by her ideal we failed to see the truth of what was coming. We tried to be decent in an indecent time."
It brought a sour taste to his mouth to think about it and while he was sure Ben, Je'gan and Aleidis disliked him they were gone. He had stayed in the order regardless of status, he had remained a core believer in the jedi ideals. "What we did was foolish, Ben Watts plan to bypass a loophole in our own tenets by having Aleidis step down to become chancellor. Some way to push his agenda upon those we protect. Like it or not when he made that decision it became something foolish. He marched us to war and when he had the chance to press decided to force a peace by crucifying our order and allies. For a peace that the chancellor claimed was victory blindly while it was broken and abused by the sith empire. While they mounted forces and came to our borders we remained smiles, while they worked to undermine all pacts, all treaties or agreements with the others in the galaxy we smiled. We showed them our resolve to harm more people in the galaxy with an illusion, we showed them we would cower in the dirt at the approaching storm, we sullied our reputation as keepers of peace by pretending to have it."
He gave a small snort at the thought and remained neutral in his expression now his face showing control despite his annoyance. "Had we not been so willing to bury our heads in the sand the attack on Coruscant wouldn't have happened. No one would have been idiotic enough to allow Sith an embassy on Coruscant, to walk on Coruscant and be invited wherever they want to be. To operate academies in Republic space, to send ships and assail the deep core. That can raid our temples and all we do is sit there being told to smile because we have peace. Told we were winning because we had peace, an ideal that would be welcoming yes. I would love nothing more then to have peace in our time but saying we have it while the people suffer, while we sat around barred down from protecting them and doing our jobs. That is where we failed."
"Whatever we choose, whatever path we take be it to war again to so those upstarts in the army of light what a true army does, or if we choose to help and support the Republic to achieve peace. It will not matter if we change our minds half way through and start calling each other criminals and warmongers. Infighting is what led to previous ruin in the council. I can admit to fault as well for myself and I have taken the consequences of it from the council. I let my frustration at childish ideals and waving a datapad saying peace while those close to sith space suffered cloud my judgement and sought to do something about it. It failed but somehow I am the only jedi with Dragonsflame still here. The others are gone off doing who knows what." Well okay he knew where Je'gan had went, to be the Ghost Prisons warden but that was something only a few would know then and now only that the high council would know.