Grief & Rage
F A L L ?
Gwyn listened to the Jedi's words. Gwyn lacked much guidance in the Force within the Enclave, save for a twi'lik dark sider who had only just started to trained under. Gwyn listened to a form of the dark side described to her as corrupting and self destructive. She made a confused face, looking back on her past using the Dark Side.
"But I've been fine using it in the past," She clenched her buy'ce, "In moments where I couldn't make it, or a loved one was in danger, I could call upon the Force and fight back with the Dark Side."
She pulled a hand from her helmet and opened her palm. Gazing down at it, excitement grew as she eyes widened, "And it felt incredible. Holding such power within me, feeding into my emotions and letting all who challenge me know what they're dealing with."
She clenched her fist, "After everything, it feels so good."
She looked back up to Valery, "What kind of risks would the dark side even have? So far, if anything it's strengthened me. And I'm not a Jedi, don't believe in your code at all, so don't give me reasons based on that."
Despite her brashness, the uncertainty in her eyes showed worry over this. She actually was willing to listen, as long as it wasn't Jedi nonsense and she was given some factual examples. As angry as she was at the world, the idea of becoming like a Sith still terrified her.
Valery Noble