Vandra Zambrano
Darth Carnifex
R
Reyn Australis
“Oh! Oh, you’re hurt… wait, hold…” I fix Reyn‘s makeshift pillow, make it easier on his head. “Vandypanders did a right riot on you, it probably doesn’t feel great… okay so I know it feels ruddy awful, but in a few hours, we’ll all be on Bastion and… and Adara’s waiting for you. Won’t be long, I… I know it.”
But I didn’t know it. I know the waves of emotion Taeli shunted into my mind, the tremendous cost of keeping Moridinae from Mandalorian intrusion. From Reyn’s father, a man I’ve seen in passing and remember more for that one time he found my mother on a planet without a name in my childish brain.
“Reyn?” My chin dips down, I plunk my arm over a raised knee, facing this boy I’ve always known, my other leg sprawled inward. “Adara wanted me to keep you safe, and you made it stupid hard to do… I know you’re angry and being in battle wasn’t great… but… your father, he… he did something in the battle that pissed everybody off and I mean, ah, yeah he’s Kaine Australis, right? That’s kinda the meaning of his name, the whole ‘One Who Ticks Others Off’ or something but… it was relatively easy to protect you before and get you to Adara… but now?”
My silver, bloodshot eyes bear down on him, not even sure if any of this’ll get through. Boys can be so terribly thick. “I don’t know how safe I can keep you. And I know if I tried right now, you’d bite my hand. It’s what Mandos do, right? Hit back. We’re just kids, but that’s the problem now. Your dad killed someone’s kid, and she’s so angry about it she’s sending my teeth on edge. All of our teeth on edge.
I… gosh why am I even talking to you? You freakin’ hate me… gosh dang it, try and rescue my best friend’s brother and bam! Mess eeeeverything up. Token Raya. Got Vandypands hurt to boot. But… I couldn’t let you die like that. In your own blood on Mandalore. You’re Yasha’s kid… she’s the only one I’ve ever seen get mercy out of my Dad… so that’s where we’re going. To Dad. He... oh you’ll figure it out.”
Vandra Zambrano
stares and I wave the medic off her.
“You know how Adara gets, Vandy. She... come on. You’d burn worlds down to get me back if I was hurt and...” I crawl across the four or five metres to Vandypand with a groan. Every muscle wants to seize. My breath caustic in young lungs. I reach and touch her wound, a flickering light full of anathema peace in such a place pouring around us as the wound closes. As this mini world in the ship blurs. “He’s her brother. That’s gotta count for more than being Australis’ son. Maybe. Probably not but it was worth... dang.”
I cannot pass out. Jackals and shadows of warriors bare down around us, the Mandalorian and Daddy’s Ray’a Sunshine. My hand on Vandra falters, too much energy spent. I feel myself sway, but know there’s no weakness I can show when we get to Daddy.
No weakness. No frailty. No fear.
My lips work, pale as the rest of my Echani-Epicanthix skin (got my lack of tan from my mother). Vandra healed with the last of my energy, I crawl back to Reyn, knowing I have to make it. I cannot pass out. And it hits me.
He doesn’t know. He’s an angry teenaged kid living on the promise of war and he doesn’t know the cost. My back presses against his hand shackles legs akimbo.
“Anybody got a snack on ‘em?” My voice warbles, as in my fading vision a figure gets down on their haunches. Nope. Don’t feel like Daddy. The rough voice of the ice cream man echoes in the air, a crinkly bag sets in my fingers.
A single big sniffle.
Ice cream Man grabbed a bag of marshmallows.
The sniffle recedes for my sunshine grin.