Jonyna Si
Valery Noble
Rayia was going to come face to face with her demons faster than she had expected. As Jonyna started to guide her up the steps of the temple, Rayia blinked as she saw Valery Noble waiting for them at the top. She almost hissed in surprise, only just managing to bite down on her lips before she uttered a sound. The fur on the nape of her neck rose in visible anxiety.
'Wait, how long has she been there?' Rayia found herself thinking. She glanced, betrayed, at her tail only to find it bristling as it normally did when it detected the displacement of air that indicated movements. As the wet trail staining her cheeks started to dry, Rayia found herself flooded with sensations that swamped her from all sides. Prickles of movement just now breaking through the foggy haze of the past few moments. She shook her head, a little disappointed in herself.
'Maybe I was too busy sniveling to take notice. Mom would tan me if she saw me now,' she thought, wincing at the thought.
On the other hand, Jonyna's reassurance was very welcome and Rayia found herself clinging to her adoptive mother's tail. Her hands seized around it, keeping it around herself as Jonyna revealed the fact that Rayia had not entirely been forthcoming. Rayia refrained from scuffing the ground with her boots and instead opted for making eye contact with the taller Jedi. Her ears did droop in shame though, flattening back protectively as Rayia stopped short of coming within reach of Valery. Her tail also retracted protectively into its sheath, leaving only the end poofing out behind her.
'Much as I want to act the abashed kit, it's not the time. I knew well what I was doing. It's just time to face it,' Rayia thought, feeling Jonyna's elbow nudge her in the ribs.
"Oof!" She winced, rubbing at the spot before sighing.
"Yes, Jonyna is right. I did not tell the truth while registering with the Order."
She paused, inhaling to steel her nerves as she thought about how to best explain.
"...If you were to pull up my records, you will find that I registered as a Cathar instead of my true species. Given that Jonyna found me on Cathar, as well as several other factors, it was the best option for me." Rayia said, aware that she was leaving out pieces. Pieces like how the word option was a replacement for the word mask, and about the factors that had led to her fleeing from her homeworld and winding up on Cathar in the first place. Golden eyes continued to study Valery as Rayia continued.
"...It wasn't done to hurt the Order, or anyone within it." Rayia said, knowing that sounded suspect now regardless of whether or not it was true. One clawed hand idly scratched the fur on Rayia's left arm.
"...Recent events on Ukatis, as well as being captured and escaping with
Makko Vyres
, led to one of my species' unique traits being revealed, despite my efforts to suppress it. Moreover, it led to me becoming a danger to both Mandalorian and Alliance forces in both instances," Rayia finished, wondering how Mentor Noble was going to react to that.
"...Makko can confirm this as well, if you would like an external witness," She finally finished.