My roleplay for the last few weeks has been horribly sporadic. I'm going to start off and just apologize for that on the start.
Some of you know, but most don't. For the past few years of my life I have been in an absolutely abysmal marriage that has torn me down at every turn. Many of you have gone through this and understand how hard it is to leave a spouse when you have children, especially multiple young children. A few weeks ago I decided to resurrect my spine and notified my SO that I would be seeking a divorce. The weeks to follow have been nothing short of pure hell. Along with withholding my children from spending time with me and stealing all of my money, this woman has pushed me to the point of moving out of my home.
Luckily I have plenty of friends who have the space to maintain me. Anyway I'm typing this blog not to bring attention to the damage, but to take a look at what comes next. The past few years my mental state has been steadily deteriorating until I've become a person im not overly proud of. It is my hope that in the days, weeks, months, and years to come I can begin to build myself into the man I've always wanted to be, the father my children need, and the friend that you all deserve.
Chaos has and always will be a major point of freaking agitation for me XD. However, at the end of the day I wouldn't choose any other place. Drama, salt, and mess aside you guys are actually some really cool people, even a lot of the ones I don't like.
We've all had some damage the past few years, most of us have had some all of our lives, but I look forward to rebuilding with you all, my friends.
Some of you know, but most don't. For the past few years of my life I have been in an absolutely abysmal marriage that has torn me down at every turn. Many of you have gone through this and understand how hard it is to leave a spouse when you have children, especially multiple young children. A few weeks ago I decided to resurrect my spine and notified my SO that I would be seeking a divorce. The weeks to follow have been nothing short of pure hell. Along with withholding my children from spending time with me and stealing all of my money, this woman has pushed me to the point of moving out of my home.
Luckily I have plenty of friends who have the space to maintain me. Anyway I'm typing this blog not to bring attention to the damage, but to take a look at what comes next. The past few years my mental state has been steadily deteriorating until I've become a person im not overly proud of. It is my hope that in the days, weeks, months, and years to come I can begin to build myself into the man I've always wanted to be, the father my children need, and the friend that you all deserve.
Chaos has and always will be a major point of freaking agitation for me XD. However, at the end of the day I wouldn't choose any other place. Drama, salt, and mess aside you guys are actually some really cool people, even a lot of the ones I don't like.
We've all had some damage the past few years, most of us have had some all of our lives, but I look forward to rebuilding with you all, my friends.
