They refused to hear him, even going so far as to accuse him of harassment and self aggrandizement in order to silence him.
It was this exact moment, Nathan fully understood why Laertia had rebelled. The last piece clicked into place.
The close-mindedness. The
stubborn behavior. The instinctive desire to shut down
anyone who stepped out of line to tell them how much they were fething up.
No wonder Laertia Io had turned against them, and had done so in such a violent and bitter and depraved manner. She must have been listening to fools like this
for years until she couldn't take it anymore.
But Nathan was not Laertia, and abhored her crimes against the Order.
"And you need to learn when to start listening." Nathan replied, voice calm and more patient than
Caelan Valoren
deserved. "I
sense your indignation. I have harassed no one. Nor have I ever tried to claim to be smarter or more amazing. You twist my words. And for your information, I
was at Coruscant. In orbit. Raiding the Flagship of Solipsis himself. I didn't succeed, though I did a hell of a lot of damage and got caught in a duel of my own with the Mawite War Chieftain,
Thomas Barran
. As I have stated before, I will state again: This is not about revenge. It is about survival. It's good you dueled Solipsis. But the death of one man does not an Empire fell. Any more than the destruction of one flagship fell a whole fleet. I may not have succeeded...but that doesn't mean I should not have tried to begin with."
Nathan remained still as a finger was pointed at his chest. He felt zero emotion at the moment. Caelan didn't even deserve the satisfaction of feeling annoyance from him. While on the other hand, Nathan could very clearly feel the anger and indignation Caelan was trying to keep in check.
"I come here as an ally, not an enemy. And I'm not angry. Nor am I a fool. A Fool would have remained silent at you accusing a dedicated Jedi like
Jonyna Si
of being on the path to the Dark Side when as far as I can tell, she only ever tried to help the Alliance and the Order. Perhaps she didn't need me to defend her. She likely won't even acknowledge that I tried to. But it would have been more foolish to let her think she was alone in the room,
listening to yet another tired appeal to doing things as they were being done before, and expecting it not to blow up in our faces."
Nathan then placed his cybernetic eyes back into his skull by hand, blinking a bit.
"But if you wish me to leave...fine. I will do so. But let's see you dismiss the Sith so easily as you dismissed me when their hands come for your throat again...you may find it somewhat more difficult to banish someone who disagrees with you
and wants to fight back..." Nathan responded quietly, at last understanding part of Laertia's pain and where it stemmed from... listening to people such as this.
He turned and started to leave...and then something happened as he did so.
As he headed out of the hall, he felt a large number of people make their decision about his words.
Forty Jedi, Knights, Padawans, even a master or two, stood up. Some were still injured, covered in bandages, shocking their own friends, their own masters, their own apprentices, and began to follow him out the room, some aggressively struggled out of the grasp of the healers still treating them. Some called out, only to be ignored.
He turned. "No need to escort me out. I know when I'm not wanted."
"You misunderstand..." one of the two Masters joining him said. "We're with you, Bloodscrawl."
"You should go back. You'll no doubt be censured. The Padawans especially." Nathan warned them in good faith. "The path I walk is not an easy one. And I have no desire to be the source of a schism. I am only the canary in a mineshaft..."
"I'm done listening to people like Caelan..." spat a wounded knight balancing on crutches. "People like Caelan cost us Coruscant."
"You're in pain. Perhaps you are not thinking clearly of the consequences." Nathan responded. "You should go back."
"To what?
More of the same?" the other Master asked, an elderly Zabrak with yellow skin.
He turned to the injured Padawans in the group.
"Your masters will greatly resent me if you decide to follow. You should go back. Perhaps you are rushing things. You are young."
"Young enough to bleed." one Padawan, a human with a bandage covering his damaged eye said.
"This is a very drastic decision you are making, to rebel so openly. They will not overlook it." Nathan warned. "
You should go back. If you return now, you may yet have this moment forgiven. There is no shame in walking away from me. I encourage it, in fact. I do not wish to ruin your lives. I didn't wish to ruin anyone's lives.
You should go back."
"We can decide for ourselves whether or not we ruined our lives, not they..." a wounded Knight with a broken arm in a sling and heavy burn wounds on his face said. "We want to join you."
Nathan sighed. He hadn't been trying to cause
this. Hadn't wanted to create some big dramatic scene like this.
But he could feel their willingness to follow him. He felt their belief in his words. His argument had been more convincing than even he thought.
"Very well then. We're all in this together. I will help you to the best of my ability. I will teach you all I know of fighting the Sith." Nathan said, just as he saw a bunch of the Masters coming, Lightsabers drawn.
Nathan turned to the Padawans. "Last chance, young ones. Go home. No hard feelings."
Only one Padawan ran back to the group. "I'm sorry!" he called back to Nathan.
"It's alright!" Nathan called back. "Have a happy life, Padawan."
"Going once..." Nathan said to the remaining people who followed him, raising his hand as the Masters got closer, shouting at him to stop from absconding with their students.
"Going twice..." He said to everyone following him.
"NATHAN BLOODSCRAWL, STAND DOWN!" one of the pursuing Masters shouted, lightsaber active.
"
Sold..." Nathan said, snapping his fingers and teleporting his new followers out of the complex, all at once, to the stunned shock of the Masters.
The teleported group found themselves aboard a
Keren-Class Corvette . They were in a ritual circle in the hangar. An emergency measure he had set up beforehand, arranged by his sister Meleena. He immediately signalled Melissa to get back to the ship and get aboard.
"My new friends..." He said turning to the stunned group of injured Jedi.
"...I hope someday you can forgive me for what happened there..."
Nathan waited until Melissa had raced aboard on the Interceptor and they were leaving Ilum in full stealth mode.
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