M̵̥̐͘I̶̡̤̅͘S̴͉͎͠S̶̯͙̀̔I̵̧̗͘Ȏ̸̭̋N̸̕͜ ̴̭̔̋R̸͔̾̚͜E̶̠͛͝P̸̞̾̐O̵̝̦̿̃R̵̟̙̍̾T̸͚̀̓:̶̨̽͆ ̷͓̐
F̴̤̓e̴͙̓ȅ̶̩t̶͎̐͌ ̴͖̠͌F̷̤͎́̿i̵͉̍r̵̻̰̚͘s̶̗̩̆t̵̥͐ͅ ̴͉̆͐Ǐ̷̼n̷͕̻̈́͠t̴̛̯̎o̶̘̒ ̴͕̿H̵͎͈̊̕ë̷̥l̴͙̃l̸̥̎ͅ
̷̝̓Ồ̵̱ṕ̶̭͐ē̵̾ͅŗ̸̲̊́ä̷̼̹́t̶͙͙̀i̵̺̤͂v̷̦̿̓e̴̡̠͝:̶͉̊ ̸͎̗͐
S̵̼͔̈́å̷̟̖̍b̶̦͗l̴͕̹̇̚ė̵͚ ̸̱͋V̸̤̈́͝a̴͎̬̐r̸̳̺̂r̷̹̱̂́o̴̘͘
̶̥̀M̸̖̂î̸̯͎͆s̷͈̒s̷̜̅͜i̷̙͂ō̸̰̖n̵̯͌ ̴̭̼͆C̵̩̿͑ľ̸̰̃a̶̬̔š̸̺s̴̮̫͊̈́i̶̧̓f̴̯̽i̸̢̛̛č̵͓̮͊ḁ̷̝͘t̷̤̿̚ǐ̴̝ó̶̟͌ṋ̷͙̈́:̷̱̘̎̐ ̶̧̙̋͐
[̷͖̻̌͗C̸̫̬͊͝o̵̦̐n̴̪̼̾f̷͇̈́͆i̸̩͂ḑ̸̬̓̂e̶̛̋ͅn̵̢͗t̶̞̄̂i̷̘͕̽͐a̵̢̛̽ͅl̷̦͙̆]̸͖̿͂
̴̄͒͜
̷͔͕̈́P̵̱͠e̶̦̽͆r̷̘͕̎̐ș̶̰̇͘o̴̡͑̍ņ̴̘̅̒ñ̸͕̰͛ḛ̴͚̊l̷͙̀̉ ̵͔̔I̷̪̗͊n̵͓̪̂̃v̸̯̻̈̒ọ̷̅͘l̷̙͕̆͘v̷͇̄͆e̵̦͍͒d̶̗̥̀͠:̷͖͂
̶̫́
̶̠͆̈P̷̯͇̅r̴͕̖̐̿i̴͇͒̇͜m̵̢̈á̷̡͋r̵͙̿̏y̷̛̮̆ ̵̡̪̎Ő̴̟͜p̴̪̎e̶͉̳͛͑r̷̻̈́̀a̶̭͂t̷̨̳͊ǐ̷͇ͅv̶̡͒͘ě̶̜(̶̞̠͛s̷͎̚)̴̡̭͋̒:̴̩͌ ̶͚͋
E̶͈̟͊͠l̷͕͇͗i̴̡̦̕m̶̢̀̕ͅi̶̤̔n̷̖͊̕a̵̰͖͑t̷̳͗è̴̖͝ ̵̟͌̕H̶͉̏͐͜o̷͍͓͌̊s̸̲̫̀t̷̉̿ͅi̶͇̗͂͘l̵̨̿ẹ̶́̈́s̷͙̉
̸͎̮͒S̷͈̀ǔ̸̡p̵̲͛p̸̛͕͂ọ̶͝r̴͘͜t̴̢̪͑͆i̴̥̞͐͛n̷̥̬͌̚g̸̳̈͜ ̸̳̋͠Ù̷͍̯̽n̴͓͝í̴͉̻̔t̴̨̍̔s̸̛̘̈:̷̢̳̎͒ ̶̖̿ͅ
Ȕ̵̩͈n̸̡̝̕͠k̸̲̈́n̷͈̮̊̿o̵̱̬̍͆ẘ̷̞͔n̴̩̿͘
̴̰̻̿̊A̴͍̕l̵̞͌l̶̤̃̎i̷̲̻͆e̴͚̐̀d̸̰̂ ̸̫̊C̷̭͇̈o̶̖̜̚ņ̶͖̀͌t̸͚̋a̴̪̅͒c̴̺̟̈́̆ṱ̷̯̈s̶̕ͅ:̴͈̭̔̈́ ̶͗ͅ
Ȕ̵̩͈n̸̡̝̕͠k̸̲̈́n̷͈̮̊̿o̵̱̬̍͆ẘ̷̞͔n̴̩̿͘
̷̞̆D̴͔̝͠e̶͎͠p̷̱̘̓̈́l̴͈̑̃o̴̧͒̏y̷̯̦͋̈́m̶̬̜̄̆ẽ̷̞̟n̵͙͛͝t̶͂͜ ̵͓̋L̷̠̔ȍ̷̗͙̇c̶̥̤͊a̸͈̦͛̚t̴͉̭͑i̷͙͒̔ö̸̳̭n̵̼̘̎̉:̸͓͈̏̈́
̸̛̪̹͑
̵̦͊P̵̗̞͐̉r̴̡͐i̵̮̓m̶̟͓̌̂â̸͍̘r̷̼͑ỷ̸̢̝ ̶͔̌͠T̶̤͓͂̐a̷̖̪̎̂ŕ̵̝̠̄g̴̹̋e̶͍̩͐͋ṭ̵̿ ̶͉̹͆Z̵̬̈o̶̳̪͌n̸̟̠̅e̴̞̚͠:̸̤͍̎̚ ̴͙̔̽
Ȕ̵̩͈n̸̡̝̕͠k̸̲̈́n̷͈̮̊̿o̵̱̬̍͆ẘ̷̞͔n̴̩̿͘
̴͎̬̃E̴̅͌ͅq̵̞́u̶̢̬̽̿i̵͇̻͆̂p̴͚̹͒m̸̻͒͘ȩ̶͚͛̕n̷̡̳̊̽t̵̞̘͛ ̸̟̏͜L̷͔͊o̶̗̅ͅa̵͇̬̍d̵̪̂o̴̡̩͂͝ṳ̷̩͛̔t̵̪̳̽̍:̶̰̹̋
̷͍̘̑͝
̶̗̪̔P̶̢͛̊r̸̥̳̊̿i̸̙̊̿ṁ̸̝á̵̩̏r̷͕͆̀y̶̖̦̓̅ ̷̧̈́̈W̷͍͍̕͝e̴͇̾a̴̪̣͋̃p̸̡͈͋o̵͉͕̊n̸̻̊̅(̸̠̼̄͝s̴̪̟̈́)̷͇͠:̸̼̊ ̴̼̎͝
Ṣ̴͛D̸̥͖̐̀-̴̟̰̈́͠Ĺ̷̪̮͑1̸̙̈̅ ̸̰̌͗Ĺ̸̮̣o̴͉͎̓́ṉ̸̰̍̈́g̵̩̔͑ ̷̧͖͒B̵̥͕͊l̸͎͍͊a̶̺̾͜s̸̤͌t̵̳̤̆ẽ̸͓̅r̴͍̊
̶͇̥͛S̷͙̙̔͗ë̶̺c̵̬̞̅͒o̵͈̭͊͝n̶̺̱̿̈d̷͙̯͂͘a̸̝̻̅ȑ̷̯̔y̷͔̜͂̊ ̷̭̻̐̾W̵͓̖͘e̵̩͗a̷̛̻͈̔p̴͓̍ó̷͇ͅñ̷̮̓(̷̖̹̀̏s̷͎̚)̵̪̈́̑:̸̺̿ ̸̺̫͗
H̴̲͓͒G̴̯̘̽-̶̨̭̇̃8̶̹̍8̷͓̟̄̕ ̴͇̪͒B̴̧̼̓į̵̊g̶͕̔̕ ̷̩͊Ḯ̵͖̙͛ř̷̹̅o̴̗̥͐n̸̼̊,̸͙̲̑̏ ̷̩̹͂
V̶̟͋B̸̲̊͝-̷̖͒͠1̸̬͋1̴̱̼́̿3̴̘̳̓͒ ̶̚͜"̸͚̆̕T̸̢͇̕í̴̧̈́ͅd̶̠̲̾è̵̥̘f̴͈̊͌ǎ̴̻̭̊l̸͓̽l̷̢̅"̵̡͖̉ ̵̱̭́C̴̭͍̃l̷̼̆͂a̶̜̓̀ͅs̵̭̓ṡ̷̩͖ ̸͙̏Ṽ̵̮͔ì̸̧̞͋b̴͇̘͒́r̶͇̉̃͜ō̴̚͜b̷̧͔̈́͂l̷̮̅ȃ̵̧̭d̷͇́̓ḙ̵̖̌́,̷͎͝
̵͖̈́̄S̵͚̋ͅp̶̱̙̈́̉ę̶̹̉c̷̲̈́̀ǐ̶̜͚̆a̷͇̎ͅl̸̰̄͂i̵̻̽ẓ̸̈́e̸̟̲̕d̸̻̬́͗ ̵̲̏G̵͓͚̀͝ȩ̴́̀a̶͖̚͝ṝ̴̺:̷̖̓́ͅ ̴͓̔
W̸̤̾̄ͅr̷̜̎ḯ̷͈͔s̸̬̀͛ṫ̷̹̞̉ ̵̢̒̄Ḿ̴̺̈ő̸͕͈u̴̖͖͑͛n̴̙̎t̴̩͚̓͑è̸̡̟̀d̵͉͎̒ ̸͙͙̾̓W̸̦̞̓͝ȩ̸͂a̶̧̓̑p̵͓͈̕o̴̙͑̉n̷̓̌͜s̷̢̥̋ ̵̪͇̾̏(̵̛͇͜H̴̟̄e̷̯̓k̴̳̞̈́l̸̘̜͋̀e̵͑̾͜r̴͍̞̊̈́'̴̲͖̊͘K̶̙̤̾͑o̸̹͗̅k̵̮̯̒ ̵̳̋̾W̵̦̹̚M̷͚̮̊M̴̯̠͝Ẃ̵̘̘̂-̸͔͝0̸̹̍͜1̸̢̔̕)̴̭̆,̷̭̎̔͜ ̴̞̥͒́
D̶͖͆̎S̶͍͎̑-̸̠̜̇̈́1̸̙͋0̵͚̈̓2̵̮͝ ̵̜̄"̴̞̫͛A̴͇̔ẹ̸͂͂g̸̨̾͘ǐ̶͔͛s̵͚̹͒̅"̵̗͈̓ ̸͉̳̒̃P̸̻̱̐̾e̶̥͐̾r̷̓͜͜s̴̨̼͋o̵̺͐̽n̴̲̄͆͜ä̵͔́̕ļ̴̭̅͆ ̸̣͠E̴̥̓̉n̶̜̏̓e̴̟̕r̴̖̿͝g̶̡̃̑ỹ̴̙́ ̸̡̧̀̈́S̸̰̽͒h̷͈͑i̶̡̭͂e̷͚͠͝l̵̢͑͜d̴̞̀͘,̷͎͛
̷̠̆̒͜Ā̷̰r̸̼̟̽m̷̭̈́̌ͅò̴̹̕r̶̞̫̈̇ ̵̢̋&̶̝͑̎ ̴̟̓À̸̲͓t̸͍̂͊t̷̙͛͆ì̵͙͕͂r̵̗̃͠e̴͔̟̐́:̵̲̇ ̷̙̫͝
P̷̠̈́̑ę̷́r̴̡͑ś̵̛͈̘o̷̭̭̚n̵͎̾͜a̶̹͊ḽ̸̨̓ ̶̧̥͌̽Ã̴̪̃ͅȑ̴̲͒m̴̫͐͜ö̷̺͎r̵̪͍͆́
Sable staggered forward, dragging each step through the blood-slicked floor, the weight of her own body threatening to pull her down. The air was thick with smoke and the acrid scent of burned flesh, stifling, suffocating. Every breath rattled in her chest, sharp pain flaring where the wounds ran deepest.
The last scream had faded. The last body had fallen. The fight was over.
She had won.
Well for now.
And yet, she was still standing.
A sharp pain dug into her back, her hand instinctively went for it, and gripped the pommel then-pulled.
There was a white hot flash of pain, she felt the air vanish from her lungs, the newly removed blade falling from her hands.
Her vision blurred. The ground tilted beneath her.
And yet she stood still.
Her vibroblade slipped from her fingers with a hollow clatter. A slow, sinking weakness clawed at her muscles, dragging her to her knees as if the blood loss had finally caught up to her all at once. Her body shuddered violently, breath coming in ragged gasps. She tried to brace herself, tried to keep upright, but her arms buckled, trembling from the sheer exhaustion pressing down on her.
Strange, that she was still on her feet.
Not after all
She gritted her teeth, tasting copper, and refocused her gaze to find
her.
Her hands—slick with blood, carbon scorching lining her armor—legs pressed weakly against the grounds. It felt like ice beneath her fingers.
But there
she was, several steps away. Lying on her back, face to the sky-a hole blasted through her rib cage.
She did it.
She won.
And she was still on her feet.
Then—
The world spun, and she slipped into darkness. The strain, pain, and weakness finally ate through to her very being, and toppled her.
She felt a wheeze pass her lips, the scent of the burning debris around her reached her nostrils, and she struggled to clear her mouth of the handful of dirt she had inhaled.
Everything hurt.
Serina…(
Serina Calis
)
She needed to call to her, somehow. Though, the fatigue and overload that pulsated in her mind kept her from thinking clearly.
Right now she just needed to breathe, struggling as the forced coughs and lashes of agony worked through her being.
Then she head it.
Footsteps.
Soft. Measured. Coming closer. The sound of spurs.
Not a survivor. Not one of them.
No.
She knew that sound. She felt it even.
Sable forced her head up, blinking through the haze, through the flickering firelight and drifting smoke. A shape moved through the wreckage, stepping over the bodies without hesitation, untouched by the carnage, untouched by
any of this. The glow of the flames illuminated pale skin, ashy white hair, the glint of red eyes that were all too familiar.
No armor. No weapons. No wounds.
Her.
Sable's heart pounded. She exhaled sharply, tried to push herself up—but her body refused to obey. A raw, broken sound tore from her throat instead, a mix of defiance and disbelief. Sable tried to move, though her body wouldn’t comply. Her body felt as if it was made of lead.
"You…aren’t…alive…"
Alana smiled.
That smile. The same one she wore when she was trying not to make a joke.
"Funny," Alana mused, her voice a low, mocking drawl.
"Guess you failed at that too, familiar, huh?“
Sable squeezed her eyes shut, willing the hallucination away.
She had survived worse.
This was just another ghost, just another trick of her own mind. It had to be.
She wasn't real.
But when she opened her eyes, Alana was still there—closer now, crouching in front of her, tilting her head like she was studying something pitiful, something fascinating in its suffering.
Sable tried to move, tried to push herself away, but her arms barely held her weight. Her body trembled violently, heat prickling behind her eyes.
Alana just watched, amused.
"What exactly was your plan here?" She asked, her voice all silk and venom.
"Kill some random soldiers, go home, and be the loyal Kath Hound?"
Sable grit her teeth.
"You aren’t real…"
"You think chasing ghosts on Nar Shaddaa will give you clarity? Could try digging up Alfonz’ grave on Dantooine, you try that? Or hey, how about getting high as a kite on Nal Hutta—that gave you peace back in the day, didn’t it? Junkie."
Sable shook her head, strands of sweat-damp hair falling into her face.
"I have purpose now," She whispered, breath shaking.
"I'm not you."
Alana's smile widened, almost sympathetic.
"No?" She murmured.
Then she reached out, brushing aside the torn fabric of Sable's sleeve with infuriating gentleness.
Sable flinched.
Fingers traced the ink beneath the grime and dried blood.
The old prison marks. The gang sigils. Every part of her past etched into her skin, things she had buried, things she kept covered.
Because they signified who she used to be.
Alana's phantom touch drifted up, brushing against the faint scars on Sable's throat.
"Then where did all the scars and fancy ink come from?"
She lifted Sable's chin with two fingers, forcing her to meet those piercing, gleaming red eyes.
"Nothing about you, is original. The whole reason you’re here ‘Sable’, is because you’re replaceable."
Sable jerked away with a sharp intake of breath, hatred burning through her exhaustion, through the pain.
"I have a purpose now," She hissed, desperate, clinging to the words like a lifeline.
Alana just
laughed. A sharp, scornful sound, devoid of warmth.
"Purpose?" She echoed.
Then, she leaned in, her voice dropping to a whisper, each word slicing deep.
"Living under a boot doesn't make you alive, ‘Sable’.”
She leaned even closer, her breath hot against Sable's ear.
"It just means you're being stepped on."
Sable's eyes widened, something twisting deep in her gut, something ugly and painful.
Alana pulled back, shaking her head.
"And if you weren't so fethed in the head, you'd know that."
Sable's breath hitched.
"No," She said weakly.
"No, I chose this. I chose to be better. I—"
Alana cut her off with a tilt of her head.
"You chose?" Alana echoed, faux-curious. Then her smile faded, something darker sliding into her expression.
"You chose to grovel to Serina? You chose to follow orders like a good little soldier, all because you don't know how to exist without someone telling you what to do?"
Sable's stomach lurched.
"No, it’s because you’re scared of making a fething choice for yourself," Alana continued, voice sharpening like a blade.
"Because at the end of the day, we’re the same person. Call yourself whatever you’d like, but we’re stuck together, you and me. We always will be. Twist yourself into notes, give yourself as much medication, drugs, or therapy to try and forget where you come from…but it’s on your like a ledger.”
Sable's hands curled into weak fists, nails digging into her own palms, she attempted to rise.
The fatigue kicked her back into the dirt.
"We are not the same…"
Alana exhaled slowly, almost disappointed.
"Then let me start from the top," She began, kneeling down as she adjusted her hat. When she spoke, the tone was softer this time.
"You just traded spice for doctrine. Contracts for orders. Freedom for obedience. Yet what do you got to show for it, can you name me anything?"
Sable's breath caught.
"You still remember what it felt like when they died."
The world around her blurred.
Heat. Smoke. A flash of memory—flames licking up a broken body, a scream cut short.
She flinched violently.
Alana didn't let up.
"You want to pretend this uniform makes you new, makes you clean, that you just can’t remember? You’re choosing not to remember, because it makes you sad."
The apparition stepped back, looking down at Sable—weak, shaking, slumped against the floor, struggling just to stay conscious.
"You’re still the same broken thing that crawled through gutters on Nal Hutta, before he found you."
Her voice turned ice-cold.
"You just learned how to wallow in the mud."
Sable's head dropped, her vision swimming. Her whole body shuddered, a deep, aching cold settling into her bones.
Alana took one last step back, staring the down at her, her very presence mocking her.
"I don’t think we’ll die, but if we do it’s on you," Sable could head
her murmur.
And this time, Sable didn't argue.
Because deep down, some part of her agreed.
And then—
Sable finally gave out. Her body went still, her mind finally caving beneath the weight.
The battle would rage on, elsewhere.
But for now, Sable was out of action.