Alexandra continued her silent observation, watching as
Kyric
and
Jand Talo
gave their own words to the matter. Addressed the failings of the Hidden Path as well as the actions of the Lightsworn. Her eyes studying them and wondering if they spoke for people like
Corazona von Ascania
who had not addressed the most recent round of conversation. The information was a curious thing, made her wonder if there would be opportunity for a greater union of the Jedi Orders in order to stand against the Sith as a whole.
It could be a grand Army of Light just as it had been when
Veino Garn
had been at her side with much of the Order during the fall of the Galactic Republic and the time when the Rebel Alliance had operated. She was curious about what Veino might even be doing these days, curious if he might be getting into trouble or if time had finally caught up with him.
Those thoughts were banished for now though, focusing in on Jand speaking with Authority over the course of the Jedi Order while Kyric held his ground regarding the perseverance of the Jedi Order against the Dark. These were ideals that she could support without a need to think further, but they were not without fault which the Lightsworn Master quickly spoke on.
First, came the topic of Titles and the mention of a Zambrano. The first she found to be little use, as her own thoughts on the titles of the Order was simple.
They meant nothing.
Beyond the title of Grandmaster, authority through a title was only as much as the Order itself allowed. Fighting over a title did nothing but create disunity when the enemy was as strong as ever.
The topic of the Zambrano though brought her eyes solely onto Henna. Alexandra herself knew little about the Zambrano in question, but she did know who it was that had been mentioned. She had her own issues with that family, especially with their Scion whom she had recently stood against when the mission to rescue Manu had been interrupted. Carnifex had taken a great deal from her as well, killing her beloved, twisting such wonderful children into his pawns and she had been powerless to stop it. She found only distaste for the thought of Carnifex, of the man who she had served a lifetime ago herself.
And soon, Alexandra's eyes settled ever more intently on
Henna Ashina
at the words 'Jedi Lordship'. It was not too long ago when she had suggested, even promoted the participation of Jedi in the Alliance's government. Within the GADF and the Senate where they could do the most good, where structure would keep the Jedi from being targetted and accused of seeking to push their values onto the worlds of the alliance as if they were despots.
And then came the part she feared the most from such extremism. Moralistic Justice, to use the Light as a beacon of absolute good that retribution and crusades could use as a banner. Alexandra understood the worry regarding the dark, it was what had torn apart her first family, those students of hers within the Temple of the Grey that had turned to infighting and Krest had been given the chance to murder Minna. She had paid for her lack of vigilance in allowing for the Dark to be given room to crawl into the minds of her students.
Even now she could see the faces of those who had died as a result of her failures.
Yet... for Jedi to speak in that way, to call for a purge and culling of all those who do not believe the same as them. It was dangerous, and her hands moved, extending the spear she used to fight but also as a pole to lean on so that she could stand. The metal striking the ground and creating a sharp sound that echoed for a moment to punctuate her rising from where she had been sitting, her sharp eyes looking towards everyone before she would collapse the spear only once she was standing once more. She placed it onto the back of her belt, the robes being pulled back over it so that she could speak without a weapon in her hand.
"Apologies, I do not wish to interrupt you but I must speak on these matters." She started, her voice soft, letting the force help carry what was barely a whisper to the others in the room. Even now only her right arm moved as she stepped forward to join the congregation properly, her left side still deeply scarred and corrupted by the Dark during the fight within the Nexus under Coruscant's temple.
"I cannot speak on the future of the Order, it is not my place in that regard to do so. But, I must speak, both in defense of the Order but in defense of those we seek to help and protect through our actions. When
Valery Noble
and the others had left our side, it hurt but we cannot control their decisions or choices. They sought to serve and help others in their own way, a method that those here cannot agree with simply." She paused for the moment, bowing her head towards
Starlin Rand
who had been seeking to offer a kinder view towards the Hidden Path and its people. Alexandra had hoped to aid the Hidden Path, but things had changed and her efforts could not be so widespread, not when so many needed her focused on those that got left behind.
"But, as
Corin Kaze
has stated, this topic today should be focused on the future. On our next steps and the steps that the Jedi Order and the Lightsworn can take to curb and stop the enemy from bringing devastation and harm to more people. The steps necessary to spare both those we care about and those we never knew from suffering at the hands of individuals like Darth Solipsis. Which, is why I must address your view for the future, and the idea you have brought forward
Henna Ashina
." She turned, settling her gaze back on Henna, studying her and her form continuing to let the Force draw at the emotions of others, to pull to her those more hostile ones, continuing to steal away any that could cause discontent so that the conversation can be understood by all without emotion clouding things.
"Jedi Lordship is dangerous. To view our beliefs as supreme over the ideals and beliefs of trillions is wrong, and while Atrisia may be doing well, your wording betrays the fact of it. You speak that worlds will be given the chance to be 'taken' into your fold. To claim and rule over, to build a dominion by force and to control the countless numbers who will only see it for what it is. Conquest. While I know your intention is Liberation, while I understand that many here feel they have been left helpless or felt they could do more if given the power to do so, how far is too far and how quickly will righteous intentions fall into committing harm no different in scale to the Imperials now." She stopped, coughing as blood fell into her sleeve, holding the right sleeve there as she had strained her body a great deal by speaking just this little bit.
"Please, do not take my words as accusations..." She continued, her voice much weaker now and only the force allowing her words to reach the others in the room.
"... I could only fall to my knees and ask with the greatest earnesty that you help in turning back those who seek to do harm. But, given the duties I must fulfill myself, I must be vigilant of when despotism is being offered even if it is given a comforting sound to it. While your words are something I agree with, that the Sithspawn cannot be allowed to infest the halls of worlds, while those who commit great crimes must pay, we must understand that taking the path where Jedi rule over others with such fanaticism will only bring about suffering too. There are better ways, ways in which the Jedi can make that kind of impact without stripping away the rights and choices of the worlds who trust in us."
With that, she stopped, coughing again and stepping back, letting herself withdraw after saying her peace. Her reach clawing out to the force, pulling it to her consciously now and any who could look into the force would see how weakened her being was now. The half of her soul within the body struggling to stay steady and pushing back against the dark corruption crawling deeper into her core. She pushed back against it though, filtered the force into her very being and letting it push down that reaching grasp that had seized onto the half of her within her body still.
She maintained her soft smile though, even as she had found a place to sit once more, not far from the others within this congregation. Her hand resting in her lap while the left continued to hang uselessly, her breathing slow and steady and her eyes returning to simply watching the others. She had spoken, offered the risk that comes with such a path as what Henna had suggested. That what they could do is breed an enemy far more insidious if they sought to become despots in their own right, that their teachings were not compatible with ruling.
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