Chancellor Emerita / Advisor of State
Hey All,
I debated posting something like this, but I think people have noticed that I haven't been AS active the last couple of days as I normally am and I think I at least should give an explanation. I'm sure you all saw my previous LOA where I was supposed to go be with a family member having surgery but then decided not to because I couldnt go see them due to covid. That family member was my dad and he was having a brain tumor removed. My grandpa died from the same type of tumor and they gave my dad 8 to 12 months to live after they finish doing chemo and radiation and discharge him. I also have to be screened for it which has added to my... existential crises.
I am not posting this because I expect to be leaving the site or giving up any of my commitments to the site. Chaos is the best outlet I am going to have for myself during this weird time, but the last couple of days have been very strange for me. So, if I am not as quick on the draw when it comes to posting I wanted you to know why. I do intend on getting posting again, not because I feel pressured, but because I need an outlet for everything I'm trying to process right now. As soon as I find that inspiration again I'll be back to my old self here.
Thank you all for continuing to be the community I need. I guess this isnt really an LOA, but I didn't know where else to put it. Feel free to reach out to me if you would like and I would appreciate any suggestions for reviving my muse right now.
I debated posting something like this, but I think people have noticed that I haven't been AS active the last couple of days as I normally am and I think I at least should give an explanation. I'm sure you all saw my previous LOA where I was supposed to go be with a family member having surgery but then decided not to because I couldnt go see them due to covid. That family member was my dad and he was having a brain tumor removed. My grandpa died from the same type of tumor and they gave my dad 8 to 12 months to live after they finish doing chemo and radiation and discharge him. I also have to be screened for it which has added to my... existential crises.
I am not posting this because I expect to be leaving the site or giving up any of my commitments to the site. Chaos is the best outlet I am going to have for myself during this weird time, but the last couple of days have been very strange for me. So, if I am not as quick on the draw when it comes to posting I wanted you to know why. I do intend on getting posting again, not because I feel pressured, but because I need an outlet for everything I'm trying to process right now. As soon as I find that inspiration again I'll be back to my old self here.
Thank you all for continuing to be the community I need. I guess this isnt really an LOA, but I didn't know where else to put it. Feel free to reach out to me if you would like and I would appreciate any suggestions for reviving my muse right now.
