"I lost visuals."
Are you a Jedi or not?!
Dagos thought unhelpfully as every muscle in his body strained to their limit as he pulled hard on the yoke trying to keep a safe distance between The Old Girl and the thing trying to kill her.
Judging from the Force damned screaming of the hull, the ominous hissing from burst pipes, the sparks from wrent wiring, the unceasing blaring of Force knows how many alarms, and the undecipherable but obviously panicked overlapping chatter of droid-speak, she was at least twice the Jedi that he was a pilot.
Sweat poured from him, stinging his eyes, he didn't know if it was only from the heat of the cabin as it filled with acrid smelling smoke and was devoid now of any cooling or if his pounding heart, floating stomach, and dry mouth had anything to do with it.
What did he have to worry about anyway? He was only in a dog fight against a giant malformed nether dragon with the Grand Master's little sister. If the worst happened at least he'd be too dead to get in any trouble.
They could not fight this thing separately. Dagos tried to find Bastilia in The Force and could not see beyond himself; beyond his struggle to keep the ship in as many pieces would keep them alive, beyond his discomfort at being suffocated by sweltering heat in side the cabin as power was either diverted from the atmocooling or just lost entirely, beyond his anxiety over be overwhelmed with sounds. Droid speak, comm chatter, electric buzzing and the occasional snap-pop of exposed wiring, all together with a dozen alarms going off so rapidly BD had no time to even shut them down let alone fix them before a new one cropped up.
He couldn't see beyond his fear.
Dagos didn't fuck with fear. There was no time for it today and his heart never held no room for it.
He allowed himself to be surrounded more fully by the Force. He went deeper. It was not meditation, but it was close. To Dagos, the Force was a jungle. The heat of the cabin was replaced with humidity so thick it weighed him down. The buzzing and screaming alarms were drowned out by the calls of birds, bugs, and beasties of all kinds, as all living things made up The Force.
The jungle surrounded him. He felt things he didn't see. They were all color and song. Every shade of color he could imagine, blue, purple, yellow, green, seemed to get brighter or even change color as their songs flowed through the force and his spirit. He pushed his connection further. The bright colors, the joy of their song, and the tranquil feeling they provided, gave way now to the heart of the jungle, to darkness.
True darkness. It was as though this place in the Force had not seen the sun for decades, centuries even. Places where the grass was a dark shade of blue and was covered by gnarled twisting plants that struggled to find any light. Places where hunger lived, where hate ruled and the desperate went to seek salvation.
He should pull himself away, he knew, away from The Dark but he could not help but stare.
There were answers there; he could feel it.
No. He could not go there.
But why? A voice asked.
Why should he fear that place? The Dark. It was as natural as the light, the jungle proved as much.
No.
Dagos had touched the dark before and knew he would again but not today.
Dagos was not alone in his jungle. There was a light in the jungle that Dagos knew to be Bastilia and above them a storm of swirling chaos. An impossibly heavy curtain of black, lighting swirled around the formation, lashing indiscriminately in every direction. The enemy.
Dagos reached his light for Bastilia's. To connect with her in The Force and become more than either of them could ever hope to be on their own, to erase all fear and stand together as warriors of light and protectors of life.
The Old Girl shook violently as the attack from above finally came.
"Power to the dorsal shields."
The Jedi's prayers had been answered and thank the Force or the would've been ripped to shreds right then and there. Now however they had a chance to revel in their doom before it came.
The alarms ceased but brought no relief as the silence was the definition of ominous. Claws and teeth tore into the durasteel until a blast of coolant fired down the beast's throat. It released the ship and they began to plummet like a stone.
Bastila Sal-Soren