
Truthfully it felt like a long time ago, to hold that position of leadership and responsibility. It had been an honour and a privilege, one that he had felt most proud about, gracious that others had trusted him with such confidence. The Jedi Knight had not taken on such a role for a number of years, having eventually returned to the Order of the Silver Jedi after an early period of retirement where he had felt he needed respite. The weight of numerous conflicts, wars and the lives that had been lost as a result had weighed heavily on him during those days, but in the end, the idea of retirement had come too soon and he had decided the call to duty was not something he could ignore.
Ten years had passed since give or take, and his role and responsibilities were once more in full swing. Caedyn had taken to life once more with renewed vigour, and in a bid to practice self-care, he had made a habit to self-reflect on his actions, his ideologies and his direction of service in relation to the various different Jedi Organizations present in the Galaxy to date. Recently, he had come to the conclusion that his role as a Jedi Guardian no longer fit the direction of his path, nor his desire to better understand the Will of the Force, that which he believed to be a living conscious calling for those receptive and willing to serve.
He had decided that he wished to receive further guidance from those more experienced and wise than he was, a bid to stave off any complacency or limitation of potential. Caedyn understood full well that he had much more to learn, there was always room for growth and improvement in both himself and his ability to operate as a Jedi. His faith in the Force was steadfast, yet he sometimes questioned whether he had misinterpreted his calling. These were but a few of the reasons he wished to build upon his training, improve himself and further his knowledge.
