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Zaiya gave a final wave at
Shan
's parting encouraging words before the Lovalla Padwan straightened her shoulders and made her way to her next stop.
It didn't take long before Zaiya stood just outside the arched entryway to the Chamber of Reflection, the stone cool beneath her boots, the silence thick as a Kashyyk's jungle before rainfall. Others had already gone in and had their own experiences with it. Now it was her turn.
Opal blue eyes flicked over the smooth doorway, then down to her palms. A faint shimmer of amber glided across her fingertips, chased by a nervous flicker of pale silver at her collarbones. Her skin betrayed what her breath tried to control.
You can do this.
She closed her eyes for a moment, drawing in a slow, deep inhale, just like
Iris Arani
had taught her. Domxite echoed next, quiet and steady --
Feel the emotion, don't drown in it. And then Shan's grin, his ruffle of her hair, the way he'd trusted her with something important...
Don't worry, Zaiya. I know you've got this.
Her mottled stripes dimmed toward a soft bronze as her breathing evened. Calm. Focused. Not empty, but centered.
With another breath, she stepped into the chamber.
The door sealed behind her with a whisper, the dim lighting shifting as a black mirror, smooth and suspended in mid-air, tilted down to face her. Its surface rippled, and then
she was staring back at
herself -- only twisted. Warped. Her reflection's colors churned too fast: violet, silver, burgundy. Fear, shame, and grief smothered in resentment, thrown back at her with every flicker.
"You're too emotional," the reflection hissed in her voice. "
You'll never master control. You'll alway show everything, even when you shouldn't."
It took every bit of control Zaiya had to try not to flinch.
The mirror's image leaned in closer, warping further, her own gaze turned sharp with doubt. "
They pity you. They think you're sweet. Harmless. They don't believe you can be strong."
Her skin flickered faintly, a pale citrine, then soft teal, then back to rosy gold.
Feel it, but don't let it steer you, she told herself. Her thoughts, like anchors, circled back to Iris's teachings on how to ride the wave without being pulled under. To Shan's quiet honesty. To Domxite's comforting, grounding presence.
The mirror tried again.
"You can't hide. Even now, your colors betray you."
The amber at her collarbones glowed once, then dimmed. Her stripes shifted to a soft grey, uncertainty brushing her heart like a cold wind.
But still, she didn't move. She didn't speak. She didn't
break.
Instead, Zaiya locked eyes with her reflection. Her heartbeat slowed, steady. The warping colors faded, not in the mirror, but on her skin. She held her center. Held her breath. Held her
truth -- that she was
more than her fears. That control didn't mean denial, and power didn't mean silence.
Two minutes passed in silence. The mirror blinked, faded into obsidian.
Zaiya stood tall, skin a rosy golden hue and calm, a quiet glimmer of cobalt-flecked amber flickering like a heartbeat across her cheek.
She exhaled.
Then, quietly to herself, she whispered,
"See....I can do this."
Seeing that, working through it herself, gave her hope. It wasn't completely perfect today, but it was a start. What her Masters had taught her had brought her this far -- and it will take her further still.
~ Exit thread ~