ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ʀᴇꜱᴏʀᴛ
Objective I
The Ascent of the Queen Mother
The ceremony continued around us, hymns rising beneath vaulted ceilings as the Queen Mother took careful steps towards the throne. Towards her future. Every eye seemed fixed upon the procession. Mine lingered there only briefly.
His answer came exactly as I expected. They know the price. Of course they did. Every Mandalorian did. It never made the waiting any easier.
“It never does,” I murmured in response to his admission.
My hand drifted instinctively towards the side of my head before stopping. Fingertips brushing against loose strands of dark hair where the familiar weight of my buy'ce should have rested. The habit remained, even without the presence of the helmet himself.
“You asked how I recognised it.” For a moment I watched the incense curl lazily through shafts of sunlight, its fragrance carried across the hall by unseen currents. “I've carried the same weight. We all have. Even though we try to hide it we all wear it the same. It's as recognisable as beskar.”
A faint smile found me, though there was little humour in it.
“I've taken my helmet off after battles because I thought it might make the reports easier to read.” My gaze lowered for the briefest moment. “It doesn't.”
A quiet breath escaped me. “The names never become easier to read. Even the ones I'd only learned a hour before. I remember them all.”
I patted my chest plate, where the little red book filled with names and the lives they had led sat warm and precious against the thud of my heart. Silence settled between us. It wasn't an uncomfortable thing. Some truths deserved room to breathe.
His words lingered in my thoughts. Every one of them chose this life. I understood what he meant. I simply wasn't sure I saw it the same way. “I'd like to believe they didn't choose the fight,” I said after a while, my voice thoughtful rather than disagreeable. “I like to think they chose to protect. That they chose duty, and honour.”
My eyes followed a pair of Mandalorian guards standing watch over the gathered assembly, motionless beneath banners that weren't their own. “The fight was simply the price that came with it.”
For a few moments I said nothing more.
Instead, I allowed my attention to move through the hall as it always did. Not admiring the grandeur, but taking stock. Armoured warriors stood at every entrance. The honour guards remained disciplined, alert, their focus never wavering from the ceremony unfolding before them. Enough beskar to guard a Queen. More than enough. The battlefield, however? That was another matter. No matter how capable the clan, the warriors, or the army they were part of… Extra bodies were always a welcome reprieve.
“I've counted enough Mandalorians here to keep the Queen safe.” I glanced sideways towards him, a warmth touching my expression that hadn't been there before. “I think they'll forgive us.”
My eyes drifted towards the towering doors beyond which the city, and somewhere even further beyond that the battlefield itself, lay in wait.
“I'm not certain the same can be said for our vode out there.” The corner of my mouth lifted ever so slightly. “I was never fond of standing beneath chandeliers brushing elbows with nobility while other people are out there doing the heavy lifting.”
His answer came exactly as I expected. They know the price. Of course they did. Every Mandalorian did. It never made the waiting any easier.
“It never does,” I murmured in response to his admission.
My hand drifted instinctively towards the side of my head before stopping. Fingertips brushing against loose strands of dark hair where the familiar weight of my buy'ce should have rested. The habit remained, even without the presence of the helmet himself.
“You asked how I recognised it.” For a moment I watched the incense curl lazily through shafts of sunlight, its fragrance carried across the hall by unseen currents. “I've carried the same weight. We all have. Even though we try to hide it we all wear it the same. It's as recognisable as beskar.”
A faint smile found me, though there was little humour in it.
“I've taken my helmet off after battles because I thought it might make the reports easier to read.” My gaze lowered for the briefest moment. “It doesn't.”
A quiet breath escaped me. “The names never become easier to read. Even the ones I'd only learned a hour before. I remember them all.”
I patted my chest plate, where the little red book filled with names and the lives they had led sat warm and precious against the thud of my heart. Silence settled between us. It wasn't an uncomfortable thing. Some truths deserved room to breathe.
His words lingered in my thoughts. Every one of them chose this life. I understood what he meant. I simply wasn't sure I saw it the same way. “I'd like to believe they didn't choose the fight,” I said after a while, my voice thoughtful rather than disagreeable. “I like to think they chose to protect. That they chose duty, and honour.”
My eyes followed a pair of Mandalorian guards standing watch over the gathered assembly, motionless beneath banners that weren't their own. “The fight was simply the price that came with it.”
For a few moments I said nothing more.
Instead, I allowed my attention to move through the hall as it always did. Not admiring the grandeur, but taking stock. Armoured warriors stood at every entrance. The honour guards remained disciplined, alert, their focus never wavering from the ceremony unfolding before them. Enough beskar to guard a Queen. More than enough. The battlefield, however? That was another matter. No matter how capable the clan, the warriors, or the army they were part of… Extra bodies were always a welcome reprieve.
“I've counted enough Mandalorians here to keep the Queen safe.” I glanced sideways towards him, a warmth touching my expression that hadn't been there before. “I think they'll forgive us.”
My eyes drifted towards the towering doors beyond which the city, and somewhere even further beyond that the battlefield itself, lay in wait.
“I'm not certain the same can be said for our vode out there.” The corner of my mouth lifted ever so slightly. “I was never fond of standing beneath chandeliers brushing elbows with nobility while other people are out there doing the heavy lifting.”