Vereaux
Mr. Dizzy Man
Hello =)
I joined back in November of last year, I think...or maybe December...either way, I completely disappeared a few months ago and never came back around to say why. To be honest, I wouldn't have been able to, because I was a giant emotional mess that cycled between happiness, depression, anger, grief, remorse, frustration, and acceptance; often times all within the same hour. To say the least, I was not in a good place, and did not start to get better until earlier this month.
Am I completely better? No. Will I ever? No. To explain in as few words as possible: I fell in love. And she stabbed me in the back...three times. What's the most screwed up thing is that I'm still in love with her, because I choose to believe and hope that one day she will realize the pain she put me through. It will probably be a decade before she does, but people change. Heck, I can say with certainty I'm not the same man I was when I first joined here, and that was less than ten months ago.
I came back because I missed the crowd here =) Plus I miss my Kenshin assassin character xD The few people I talked to were good to me, and remember this place fondly when I was at my lowest.
Plus you guys are crazy as hell, and so am I xD
I joined back in November of last year, I think...or maybe December...either way, I completely disappeared a few months ago and never came back around to say why. To be honest, I wouldn't have been able to, because I was a giant emotional mess that cycled between happiness, depression, anger, grief, remorse, frustration, and acceptance; often times all within the same hour. To say the least, I was not in a good place, and did not start to get better until earlier this month.
Am I completely better? No. Will I ever? No. To explain in as few words as possible: I fell in love. And she stabbed me in the back...three times. What's the most screwed up thing is that I'm still in love with her, because I choose to believe and hope that one day she will realize the pain she put me through. It will probably be a decade before she does, but people change. Heck, I can say with certainty I'm not the same man I was when I first joined here, and that was less than ten months ago.
I came back because I missed the crowd here =) Plus I miss my Kenshin assassin character xD The few people I talked to were good to me, and remember this place fondly when I was at my lowest.
Plus you guys are crazy as hell, and so am I xD