
WHO AM I?
I mean, what kind of question is it? People know who they are, right? Well, I don’t. Only recently I have started thinking about who I actually am. Maybe I am not the person I think I am? I have realized, that something controls my life, but I’m not sure what the thing is. Maybe it’s… destiny? I have so many questions, but no one to answer them. Now it’s time to start looking for them myself. I don’t depend on others. They are other people and I am someone else. They don’t know me, neither do they know me. But why does it look like others are more important to me?
I AM WEAK!
That’s what I have been told. I have understood it. Many times. People don’t understand who I am. Well, I don’t understand them either, but… Everyone thinks I am not good enough to exist. They think only strong survive. But having emotions, weaknesses, love… is something that actually makes people strong. It doesn’t matter how powerful you are or how much influence you have in a certain area… Everything that matters is your strongest weakness, the one which makes you afraid, the one, which makes you exactly the person you are. Without it, everybody is a soul who has nothing to do in this galaxy. And by that, I mean… Jasmine.
THE TRAGEDY!
That’s the only thing that I certainly know about my past. It was something which changed both my and Jasmine’s lives. Why did it have to happen? Why? I’m not a bad person, neither is Jazzy. Of course I am a Darksider. But it shouldn’t matter. It’s just the way how I use the Force. The way, how I see the Force. Sith are good. The Republic is good. Everyone is good. But people think others are bad. Why? Is there a reason behind this?
MY PAST…
Now I stand on Coruscant, in front of the Jedi Temple. I have avoided this building for a long time. Now it’s finally the right time to come back and see, what people are doing. I don’t know who is the Jedi Grandmaster. I don’t know who is in the High Council. But I know they have become warmongering beasts, not better than the Empire was. Yes, the Empire was destroyed. By them. Jedi are not what they used to be. Where is meditation, peace? They seek to destroy all other power to make sure the Republic starts controlling the whole galaxy. But is it the right way? Why have Jedi changed so radically? I have learned, that they used to be people who meditated, studied the Force, wrote scrolls and other texts which talked about the Jedi life or the knowledge of the Force and only rarely fought. They fought against little criminals, not against whole empires. They are definitely not better than the Empire was. But that’s not why I am here. I came to find knowledge about… who I am.
WHO AM I?
This powerful question...
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@[member="Circe Savan"] @[member="Vilox Pazela"] @[member="Equa Dominator"]
Jedi, please do not invade our thread. I understand why you were so upset and just intruded us, but we already had everything planned out. We were going to use Jedi NPCs and Equa Dominator to fight against us, so there was no need to bring in basically every Master you have in the Order. The previous thread will be considered Non-Canon because of that and I have abandoned the thread.
Best wishes,
Darth Malificete