Wearing:
Nathan's Robes
Armed With:
Training Lightsaber
He had only recently been recovered from Sith captivity, and he was
not well.
Nathan had suffered throughout the Plague. The worst kinds of Sith Lords. But what had happened...what he had been rescued from...
That was something else.
It was testament to how inhumanly powerful Nathan's will was that he remained functional, able to serve...but what he had experienced only served to teach him he must be able to ignore physical and emotional pain
completely to stay fully cognizant and resistant, to be able to guard his mind that much more perfectly against assault.
He felt Syd in the back of his head, their unbreakable bond only strengthened by the mutual suffering they had undergone. They were connected... knew each other on a level that went beyond his wife's understanding.
Nathan focused himself by bare-knuckle boxing a pillar of solid stone in a desert cave, ignoring the extreme pain and scratched nature of his knuckles. Because of his natural strength and durability, each blow left a subtle crack in the pillar, enough strength in each swing to fracture a human skull to
powder, or lift a grown Wookiee over his head and toss them into a pit.
His hands digged into pits of burning charcoal, all part of the strengthening method, making his hands more able to withstand various heat extremes and power through protective surfaces.
The whispers from the torture he had been subjected to would never leave him. He would hear them in the back of his head until he died.
So he practiced long hours in the cave since his rescue. He didn't dodge classes, but if there was spare time to be had on Jakku, it was here.
Thank the Force he jumped between Enclaves so long as a pre-established courier: The Courier could go
anywhere as long as Enclaves got their deliveries in a relatively timely manner
"They said you could be found in this cave..."
Nathan turned and spotted Lorna (
Westenra Mina ) wearing a
long blue gown, hands on her hips. Since marrying into the family, Lorna (Formerly the infamous
Lynda, Demon of Jedha) had become his sister in law. And in this current appearance, a voluptuous one quite unlike the pale, raven headed warrior that had gone full Doomslayer on the Mawites in a war previous that he had barely gotten to be in, she was programmed to function as a psychologist.
"I had to show, Nathan. We
are family, after all." Lorna said gently.
"I...am glad...to see you, Lorna..." he got out, still punching the carved stone pillar again.
"They say what the Sith put you through would have broken a hundred men..."
"A hundred men who wouldn't be fit to carry the name
Bloodscrawl, any more than they'd be fit to carry
your family's name, Lorna."
"Not many get over what you've been through. By all rights, you should be so fethed up the only solution is a straitjacket." Lorna observed, gliding into the cave, her gown disguising the movements of her legs to make her movement seem unnaturally smooth. The back of her hand affectionately brushed the side of Nathan's face. It was a far cry from how the pair first met.
"Will you permit me to help you, Nathan?" The Android Vampire asked. "As your personal Psychologist?"
Nathan, all too aware of how many Jedi fell because they didn't try to address serious problems in a context other than their own philosophy, surrendered to the reality of the situation and nodded. Punching a rock pillar all day wouldn't help him deal with the feeling of absolute
violation he had experienced.
Lorna glided over to a stone slab he had carved from the rock in the cave, and sat down, patting an empty space next to her.
Nathan approached, sighed, and sat down next to her.
"To start with..." he trailed in a quiet, oddly soft voice for him.
"In captivity I was given a poison that made me relive all my worst memories... from the perspective of my
victimizer..."
Lorna clasped Nathan's hand.
"Continue..."
Present...
Nathan finally arrived at the Obstacle course brooding, but collected enough to participate. Physical activity seemed to help more than other stuff. Kept him from listening to the whispers
He had turned back to a somewhat normal schedule, at Lorna's urging. She advised him to stay busy, to push himself to help even if it didn't feel like it. He had to remind
himself he was stronger than suffering.
It was partly why he had accepted Caltin's invite, not certain what Caltin was to teach. Supposedly he had fought alongside his Daughter in the Bryn'adul Wars against their chieftain at the battle of Sarka.
Nathan had passively observed Caltin in multiple instances, and could only conclude, whatever his admittedly high level of skill was, that few Jedi from the Gulag Era could have gotten along with him; the person he had been reborn as when his family's castle was sacked, Morris Crownwraithe, wouldn't have been able to
stand him in his youth.
But that was the past. This was the present.
Master Vanagor seemed lost in conversation. He waited for them both to finish their topics before speaking.
"Master Vanagor. Here as expected..." he said in a way devoid of emotion, his thousand yard stare giving away years of hardness before even running into someone like Vanagor...