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Darth Hydra
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Objective II: The Living Grounds//:
Passion. Strength. Power. Freedom.
The words spoken remained, settling into the quiet spaces of CT-312’s mind.
“Sith Code…” Darth Hydra’s philosophy slowly circled, pressing against the habits of thoughts and protocols that were engrained in the Scout. Each part of the Code seemed to carry its own weight. It was not the kind of life she had been built around. There was no room for what he had spoken of.
Everyone had been given the same goal. The same direction… the same answer.
It was not the first time CT-312 heard the idea of chains. The Dark Lord (
Darth Carnifex
) had spoken of them once to her as well in passing.
His words replayed in her mind as if
He had just said it. CT-312 found herself wondering for a moment, what path the Dark Lord had taken to become what
He was. What shape did his interpretation of the Sith Code had taken. Whether
He had always believed as he did now or had it been something forged by the journey.
The Scout’s mind wandered towards the Princess. She wore the word
Sith differently than the Dark Lord and Darth Hydra. That much CT-312 knew without yet fully understanding it. The Princ—
Quinn’s felt more difficult to name. How different was her Code from theirs? Her mind settled back on one of Darth Hydra’s words.
Passion.
What was passion, was it the same thing as want? The questions unsettled CT-312 more than she had liked. Want was dangerous. It implied preference and desire. A hand reaching for something not assigned, nor ordered. She had not been raised “to want”. She was made to endure. To perform and obey, there was no place for personal ambition.
Want was only something to suppress.
Were thoughts like these even permitted?... Or had she simply never had a cause to think about them before?
Darth Hydra’s ambitions drew a raised brow behind CT-312’s visor. A simple territory to shape. Modest ambitions by Sith standards perhaps.
“Humble.” Her helmet tipped a fraction in his direction.
“When you do, I’ll be sure to pay you a visit.” The thought of it all lingered.
“I’d like to see what your kind of rule looks like.” Curious on how Darth Hydra will shape a society according to his interpretation of strength and order.
“And Korriban Academy.” If Darth Hydra’s interpretation of the Code could differ, then perhaps the academies that shaped them differed too.
The next few questions asked, CT-312 did not answer immediately. The silence stretched out between the two. Sound was filled by the forest around them, rustling leaves and the distant noises of insects hidden somewhere in the glowing canopy. Her thoughts moved in fragments, old reflexes colliding with newer reflections. CT-312 never really had thought about it. Thinking had never been a forbidden thing, not exactly. It was her job to think tactically. To assess and calculate, to execute orders. This was different. Darth Hydra’s answers and questions slid into the instilled fractures of her mind over time, widening them without force.
CT-312 stepped off the path when she noticed a cluster of hanging seed pods from a curling branch nearby. Their outer shelling was dried and ridged. She reached for one, drawing her knife at the same time. Cutting cleanly through the stem, the pod dropped into her gloved hand. CT-312 repeated her actions, collecting them as she walked. BARCA sent out a signal.
Why do you serve Lady Quinn?
“Duty.” CT-312 said at first. The answer came automatically. Conditioned.
“Because that is my assignment. My role.” As the words left her, they sounded… thin. Was that all it was? Had it been, even now? Lately, it had not felt that simple. It no longer felt like duty, nor merely doing her job. Just a title that no longer fit as it once had.
Fragments of loud and detached voices delivering corrections surfaced. A younger version of herself standing too straight and too still. The sting of punishment administered with the same reasoning every time—
Procedure. It was: reprimand, punishment, isolation. Over and over until obedience stopped being a choice and became shape.
Her gaze was fixed forward towards the forest as CT-312 thought of when Quinn pulled her back from death’s door. Darth Hydra’s words surfaced with it.
If everyone was honest with themselves and had the Strength to do so they would follow their passions.
“Choice.” CT-312 spoke quieter, but absolute.
“Lady Quinn… gave a reason that was mine.” Behind the visor, blue eyes softened by a fraction as they traced the long curve of a root pushing through the ground.
“Even if it was labeled under duty, it does not feel like I am being controlled… It feels like choosing.”
A signal pulsed softly across her HUD. Distant shapes descended through the canopy gaps overhead. A low muffled thunder rolled through the atmosphere as drop pods entered from above. It didn’t take long for the distant impacts to resonate through the trees. CT-312’s grip tightened around one of the seed pods. Its hardened shell cracked beneath the armored pressure of her gauntlet. Tiny seeds spilled into her palm and onto the forest floor.
Would you still serve the Sith, were it not for her?
“I— do not know.” Honesty felt exposed in a way that armor could never protect against. The Sith had not made her. But they understood what to do with something like her. They gave shape to violence. In that way, the Sith easily fit around what she already was.
“The Sith gave direction.” Structure to instinct.
“A place to point what I am. A simple task for a simple tool.” Her helmet turned back to Darth Hydra, this time only enough to acknowledge him in her peripheral view.
“That is not the same as loyalty.”
CT-312 crouched beside a low mass of vines with the seed pods she had collected. With the tip of her knife, she pierced small holes into the shells.
“Most of what I have seen is power taken until there is nothing left around it.” Her hand reached for the vines next, cutting several lengths free.
“I think… without her, I would still know how to fight for them.” She began tying the vines around the punctured pods, tightening each knot until the makeshift dispersal shaker held firm.
“But I do not know if I would believe in serving the Sith.” A final pull tightening the binding.
“Not as they are.”
The brush ahead parted. A scarred frame
War-X droid emerged through, followed closely by two
Pred-X units behind it. Their quadrupedal forms moved in a low predatory strut. Halting as they reached CT-312, awaiting instructions without a sound.
“I can understand serving something that intends to become more than just hunger.” The Scout rose to meet them. Her gloved hand brushed over the War-X’s metal head as she passed, then to one of the Pred-X units. Vines looped around the armored necks, securing the seed dispersers to their frames.
The words next left her before she could stop it.
“I want more than that.” The admission hung in the air between her and Darth Hydra. CT-312 stilled.
Want. The word felt strange spoken aloud. She continued, giving the War-X a firm pat along its scarred frame.
Thunk. The battle droids launched forward all at once. Metal frames weaving through blackened trunks and broken terrain. The pods bounced around, rattling softly. Seeds began to spill free in the widening trails, tiny lives scattered into places still waiting for the forest to reclaim. CT-312 watched them go.
“Would that make me Sith?”