The Heir
...But too, so he could avoid it for as long as possible.
He had many regrets in his short term of life, regrets that he had imagined would never be topped.
His other hand gripped tightly around leathered gloves, the material taut and rigid upon a hand that felt heavy, upon an arm that threatened to snap and be torn out of the socket. Ophidia... Elsie... Revna... Strosius... Kara... the names of his regrets, of his failures, haunted him ever still. Within the black confines of his mind, it was easy enough to imagine some of their ghostly spectres reaching out to him.
Beckoning him into the shadows from which he would never emerge.
Some of them were not dead, some... as far as he had been told, were doing rather well for themselves; the question lingered on the back of his mind if it had been he that had held them back. Yet, regardless, his actions in failing them... in leaving them to the clutches of the enemy, in killing them even, to bring them back.
In... calling out for them, and they not answering his call.
He knew, after this, one way or the other.
One specific haunting would be done away with.
Red eyes broke their gaze through the viewports, turning away, back towards the crew behind him. He had caught their glances, furtive, curious, nervous; they were quick to look away when his rays fell upon them, but they looked when they thought he would not notice. He could hardly fault them that, could they? Mystery filled the air, questions unanswered, for questions that had gone unasked. They knew it was him, it was unquestionably him, and yet... the him they had known had disappeared years ago.
...Years.
His tongue tasted the word; the rancour of emotion that it once had brought out of him had dulled in the days since his return. Yet, still, it was as if he could feel the blade jagged in his heart. The absence, as it was pulled out, and his lifeblood, ichorous and angry, spilt across the floor. He had lost years.
And a galaxy had moved forward, none the wiser.
In some way, it was a blessing that it had only been years. Considering what he had seen, considering what he had experienced, considering what he had lived, if it had been at all proportional to the time here... he might have returned to a galaxy from which nothing he had known still existed. Where the Tsis'Kaar had been lost to the annals of time entirely, rather than simply written off in the history books as defeated. Where Alvaria might have been forgotten by the galaxy entirely, slipping back to obscurity. When House Marr itself... well, they had survived thousands of years, would they survive thousands more? Would they ever reach the heights from which he had brought them for just a moment?
A few years, for all that he had seen peering beyond the veil, might have been worth it.
And yet, all he could taste was the ashen promise of what he had left behind.
His gaze flicked back to the viewport as a resounding boom echoed along space from which sound was not meant to make purchase, the sound which announced the arrival of the Dar Itah to its destination, from one end of the galaxy to the other. Charting a careful course from the Tingel Arm, through the Slice and Wild Space, to finally emerge out into the Western Reaches, avoiding Sith space entirely. It had been by design; his warlords had come when he had sent the call, the dull booms and the flare of the hud signifying the arrival of other ships to the system was proof enough of that.
Yet, for others, informants, spies, infiltrators, assassins, and all the rest. They might have answered the call in trickles, passing messages via encrypted channels that only the Tsis'Kaar knew of... and yet...
...Until he had seen them swear fealty, he could never be too sure, and so, across the galaxy, those that could were all summoned to Alvaria. Summoned for the chance to show their loyalty to the Lord, to whom they each owed fealty. His return could not be kept secret for long; already, he knew that Quinn must have known. He had considered cutting the binds that attached him to her, hesitating long enough to maintain them.
He had taken too many actions that had left a far too... permanent edge.
He had to trust her to be discreet. Was that not a wonder all unto itself?
He had idly hoped too, that... the other whose bond he held, would be here.
Yet, for a reason he could not truly place, but perhaps simply the same hesitation that kept him chained to Quinn, she had not cut it either. Even as through it, he could feel across the breadth of the galaxy that she was fast attempting to escape him. A futile effort, she must have known. If he knew where she was at all times, what was the point? And even beyond that...
...Did she truly imagine that he would not move heaven and hell for their children?
The pang in his heart was a reminder of another failure...
...Aureus and Caelia...
...He would be reunited with them soon, he promised the void of space between them, a distance beyond human comprehension, but a distance he would cross a thousand different times if it meant returning to them...
He closed his eyes as his breath grew heavy, his chest constricting against the armour plate shielding his front. His lip quivered as an energy passed over him, a reminder of a matter that even after his arrival, he had done his utmost to ignore, and yet... it was time to pay the piper. Red eyes awakened to gaze upon the world in front of him.
And his heart broke.
For all that S- the Empress had warned him, for all that the Empress had veritably shown him. He was not prepared for this.
It was the lack of ships, the lack of a station, that he first noticed. Hulks, empty and cold, floated under the backdrop of the world below, remnants of the fleet that he had left here to defend his world. Bits and pieces, chunks of hulls, turbolasers, engines, and all in between them, made for a circle of debris that, even still, seemed to make for a rotation around Alvaria's orbit.
They were a distraction.
Smoke and mirrors, to what he did not yet wish to face.
He breathed in, a desperate bid for an overworking heart, begging it to be calm, or else bring about the end of him and everything else. His gaze tilted ever carefully, past the ghosts which had been the first line of defence, past those that he had abandoned, and yet still fought on in defence of their master's home... he promised, he would provide them the dues in death that he had failed to in life.
And even still, he distracted himself from the sight that he did not wish to confront.
It was a shuddering breath out of his lips, as the first crystaline spires registered in his gaze. Even from orbit, they were unmistakable, blood red with a sheen of black, as wrought as the moons he had borne from Lothal. Even from this distance, he... felt them. The rogue shiver pulsed down his back, a call that was unable to be ignored, voices playing at the edges of his mind, the Empress trapped in that moment...
...It made it impossible to deny she had not been wrothful at the attack against him.
...Not that he truly had imagined she was lying.
His hand upon the viewport brought itself closer to the darkened world, looking to cup it within its grip... all that he had built, all he had transformed, all that he had done...
...What did it matter if it could all be wiped away in his absence?
He turned away, flicking his gaze to the ground, as his lips were dry. The bridge was quiet, eerily quiet; they awaited him, or they gazed ahead to the world they had once known. Paying their respects, for all they had known.
A return that had never been promised, and yet now, here they were.
He slipped his hand into the confines of his cloak, fingers finding purchase upon the mask that he knew all too well. He brought it to his face with little fanfare, and a short hiss resounded across the room as it confirmed itself upon his front. He turned towards them then, all of them standing ever slightly taller, formal, unquestioning. He said little as armoured steps took him out of the bridge, the blast doors opening at his presence, as he marched through his vessel to the hangar.
The pinpricks by his eyes had to be ignored, lest all of him crumble with them.
Now he gazed upon a palace that once so welcoming now was... pierced via the crystal spires that the Empress had left behind. It was good she was here, he could vaguely muse, for even crystaline there was something... alive, about them. Indeed, it was as if they were living growths that had attached themselves to the once cream-white walls. He had no intention to touch them, for even without physical contact, the sense of emotion within the voice contained compelled him to stay away, even if reasonably, he knew they bid him no harm. Him, at least... others, he could not be too certain. It would make for an intriguing backdrop, all things considered. The weightiness upon his chest had not lessened any, in fact, upon the ground now... despite all the familiarity, it beheld a weight that threatened to crush his ribs.
The irony of where they stood was not lost upon him either.
It had been from which he had confronted the Emperor and Empress once long ago.
It had been from where his break with his Mistress had become official, and he was provided the certainty to undertake his task upon Fiviune.
And now, in this place, this clearing, from which he stood upon a small hill, in the distance the crystaline infused palace, and below him, the gathering of the last of their Order, with more arriving every moment...
...From here, they would restore all that had been lost.
A hiss resounded from the sheath as pommel and hilt were heavy in hand, the Sith Steel black and weighty upon both form and soul, sung stout, as a hundred different eyes gazed upon its point.
As the sun melted away beyond the horizon, leaving its last orange hues to splutter and burn in askance, as twin moons emerged from opposite burgeoning.
He ignited his blade as the plasma burned alive.
And in the sky.
The crescent of the Sith Order appeared, circled by the ever-chasing Ouroboros.
Their Lord called, the Lord of the Tsis'Kaar.
It was now only a question of who would answer.