Haunted wails rose to meet the pair of sisters as they hurried down the hall. Cora’s hands were on Fatine's shoulders, having steered her younger sister out of the courtroom moments after a Dark surge of the Force hit her in the chest like a brick.
Cora reached for one of the guards, pulling him by Fatine.
"Get her out of here," she pled over rough vocal cords.
“Do you hear me Von Ascania? You should have stopped him! He’s your brother. You should have stopped him!”
For a long moment, she lingered a few feet away from Loren, frozen. Absorbing his agony. She looked a mix of exhausted, terrified, and regretful.
"I…"
I'm sorry? That sounded so flimsy in the face of such a violent lament. The line she’d tried to toe so carefully with her brother had ultimately ended up hurting
everyone. Thousands of innocents. Their family.
Him.
Cora’s back molars ground together.
"I should have," she rasped. Suddenly, she went stiff.
<<You always wanted me to choose for myself. I finally did. I love you, Corazona. But the brother you've been trying to save is already gone.>> Movement found his boots again, dragging them across the dark floor. <<Tell Fatine I'm sorry.>>
Familiarity did nothing to lessen the panic rising like bile in the back of her throat. There was no more air left to breathe in this hall.
Cora dashed past Loren and up the stairs, weaving around guards as they scrambled to evacuate courtroom personnel and spectators, following an invisible thread before it could vanish completely. Maybe, if he was still
here she could-
The door opened with a rush, revealing an eerie decrepit room. Broken windows and yellowed, peeling walls that stank with the ichor of corruption.
The room was empty. A pair of loose shackles laid on the floor.
Cora knelt, wrapping quivering fingers around the metal restraints that once held her brother's wrists.
Psychometry was never pleasant, and she wasn't particularly gifted in being able to glean entire histories. But a short, recent conversation would come to her in blinding snippets.
"And I would prefer it if I did not leave alone. I will take you home regardless of the cost…If it is what you wish."
"I spent too many cycles trying to contort myself into something my family could stomach. Something they could look at without asking what had become of me. I had it entirely backward. I tried to shrink myself to fit their mold, when I should have realized I was never meant to fit it."
"I've made my choice. Take me home, Lady Talon."
Home.
Cora ripped her hand from the shackle, chest heaving sharply. She wiped beneath her eyes with her sleeve, a cruel ache carving through her stomach and branching outward along every limb.
They'd spoken at length about his choice. Perhaps the Sith felt like home because they did not challenge him to be better, or hold him accountable for the lives he'd taken. And that woman, who'd lingered in the back of the court room was really…
Of course. The Sith always had some trick up their sleeve, some way to shirk the consequences of their actions - or place them on someone or something else entirely.
"You never had to join the Light," she muttered, heedless of whether or not the sentiment would carry over through telepathy.
"It would've be enough if you didn’t stand with monsters."
But he had. He’d made the choice to stand with those who’d perpetuated wanton violence unto innocents. Genocide. Perhaps he held greater strength of character than her simply because he was the one who’d been able to stop waffling and making excuses.
Their bond couldn't be severed - it was too thick with ninteen years of memories to break in an instant. Instead, it would come apart gradually, thread by thread. An agonizing, slow death.
“I can’t… do this anymore,” she whispered, voice straining on years of grief. She had the rest of her family to look after. Ukatis. The Jedi in her care.
Cora rose slowly, carefully, pressing the shackle to her heart as she imparted one final message to Lysander:
<<"You should not return to Ukatis.">>
After all, he'd made it known where
home truly was to him.