Jedi Maverick

Location: Gaias
Equipment: Jedi Robes, Jax's Lightsaber
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"Gaias is dead ahead."
Jax accelerated his X-Wing messaging BB-12 to prepare the landing cycle, it's been a few days since he left his Padawan
Aveline Cuiléin
on Kayshykk. She had been through a lot and needed some time to recover from her wounds at Korriban. Spending time with her friends the "Paddie Pack" as she called them will do her some good besides Jax needed some time away and relearn what he had learned all those years ago at Gaias: the Wellspring of the Force. The failure at Korriban weighed heavily on Jax's mind while the Supreme Chancellor:
Adhira Chandra
awarded Jax the Golden Starbird, he didn't plan on attending the ceremony. He informed her that he was still shaken from the battle and needed to reconnect with the force. While the statement was somewhat true, the reality was that Jax didn't feel like a hero in Korriban. Did heroes nearly kill their Padawans in battle? It was a mistake that despite Aveline insisting that they learn from this still filled his heart with guilt.


He failed Aveline at Korriban, the reality was his teachings to her were lax and ineffective and it nearly cost Aveline her life. Jax had trouble connecting with Aveline during their missions together and he realized that it was his failing. He thought his unique ways of teaching Aveline such as his views on the Living Force and how the force is just an encompassing whole rather than good or evil would appeal to her. Jax was wrong, the way he taught Aveline drove her away from him and likely just saw Jax as just a stepping stone rather than a master that she can bond with. Aveline changed Jax's life but he wasn't sure that he was changing her, it was clear at Korriban that Jax needed to step up otherwise Aveline could fall to the dark side.
<Entering the atmosphere.> BB-12 beeped. His droid companion spent most of his time worrying whether Aveline would make it or not. When Aveline did recover, BB-12 was filled with so much joy that the inner circuits sparked causing an internal malfunction which shut him down for three days. A major part of why Jax was delayed when leaving Kayshykk, yet it was no matter, Jax needed to pick up the pieces of his shattered pride and confidence and rebuild it into something stronger. Aveline needed a master whom she can respect and look up to. Jax needed to work on himself, look inward and find out what the force truly had in store from him.
"Oneness....." Jax said as guided the X-wing through the clouds. "What did they mean?"
<Who's they Jax?> BB-12 asked on the translation screen.
"These sprits," Jax replied his eyes staring over at the small dots of land. "At Korriban said that I've become one with the force, yet It's an ability that only activates after a Jedi passes away. Yet I've managed to attain the power while I was still in the realm of the living."
<Maybe you're the chosen one.> BB-12 said. <The force sees you as someone special.>
Jax steered his X-Wing to a patch a field of grass frowning. "But why?" he asked. "What did I do to deserve so much power? I'm a drunk who allowed his master to die, I can't connect to my padawan and nearly killed her. There's some disconnect here that I'm not getting."
<The force is a weird thing.> BB-12 replied as he began to start the landing gear. <I'm glad I'm not force sensitive.>
"Well I need to know," Jax said. "There's so much that I haven't learned or perhaps refused to learn. I need to train BB-12, I need to get stronger."
He had to be careful gaining power for power's sake was selfish and could lead to the dark side. Jax needed to make sure that what he learned it was for the purpose of protecting his friends and to pass down his knowledge to Aveline. As the X-Wing touched down, Jax immediately got out and looked around. "This place hasn't changed one bit," he mumbled adjusting his robes while BB-12 popped out of his hatch. "Where is the Shaman?" Jax said to BB-12. "I know he's here."
