Wandering Wolf
Location: Jedha
Somewhere between one breath and the next, the cold seemed to soften. The air felt warmer, touched by a breeze that had no place beneath Jedha. When Ace turned the corner,
Fatine von Ascania
was sat perched atop a fallen block of stone as though ancient ruins had become a stage she had casually claimed, one foot swinging idly as she passed the time. When she noticed him, she brightened at once.
"Ohmystars." She said, a grin tugging at her mouth. "You look awful."
Against his will, something in him almost gave way, but he said nothing. Fatine wrinkled her nose in faint frustration and hopped down lightly. She circled him once, inspecting him with theatrical suspicion, her gaze dragging over him as if she were trying to piece together what had changed.
"Have they been feeding you at all?" She asked. "You look all severe and haunted." There was a brief pause before she added, more quietly: "…more haunted."
Her hand lifted almost without thought, brushing a trace of dust from his shoulder, and she lingered there for a moment longer than necessary.
"You've gotten even worse at resting."
Ace watched her warily, in a way he had not watched the others. "You're not real."
Fatine tilted her head slightly, studying him in return. "Does that help?"
He didn't answer, and something in his silence seemed to confirm whatever she had been thinking. The brightness in her expression didn't disappear, but it dimmed, softening into something more uncertain.
"Can I ask you something?" She said. "Sometimes…" She glanced away, as though uncertain whether she wanted to finish the thought, before forcing herself back to him. "Sometimes I wonder if this is who you really are when I'm not with you."
A small, uneasy laugh escaped her.
"Which is a dreadful thought, really."
Ace's jaw tightened, and he looked away. Fatine's expression pinched slightly in response.
"Don't do that thing where you disappear while standing right in front of me..." She said, though there was a quiet insistence beneath it.
Then she stepped closer.
"I miss when you smiled. You used to do it more."
The silence that followed felt heavier than anything the ruins had offered so far. The playfulness in her expression gave way to something sadder, something she was no longer trying to disguise.
"I'm not just frightened you'll die doing this, Acier." She said, fingers brushing lightly against his sleeve. "I'm frightened you'll live through it too."
Something in his chest pulled tight, and she seemed to feel it, even if she could not name it.
"You keep giving pieces of yourself away like there will still be enough left for me when this is over." She shook her head faintly. "That's a stupid plan."
He had no answer. Fatine searched his face for a long moment, and whatever she found there made something in her expression falter. Then, as if trying to recover some fragment of her earlier lightness, she drew a breath and gave the smallest hint of a smile.
"When this ends… will there still be enough of you to come back to me?"
Ace reached toward her but the light shifted. She was gone. Only warmth remained where she had stood, lingering faintly in the air. And for the first time since entering the ruins, Ace found that he did not want to keep walking.
"Ohmystars." She said, a grin tugging at her mouth. "You look awful."
Against his will, something in him almost gave way, but he said nothing. Fatine wrinkled her nose in faint frustration and hopped down lightly. She circled him once, inspecting him with theatrical suspicion, her gaze dragging over him as if she were trying to piece together what had changed.
"Have they been feeding you at all?" She asked. "You look all severe and haunted." There was a brief pause before she added, more quietly: "…more haunted."
Her hand lifted almost without thought, brushing a trace of dust from his shoulder, and she lingered there for a moment longer than necessary.
"You've gotten even worse at resting."
Ace watched her warily, in a way he had not watched the others. "You're not real."
Fatine tilted her head slightly, studying him in return. "Does that help?"
He didn't answer, and something in his silence seemed to confirm whatever she had been thinking. The brightness in her expression didn't disappear, but it dimmed, softening into something more uncertain.
"Can I ask you something?" She said. "Sometimes…" She glanced away, as though uncertain whether she wanted to finish the thought, before forcing herself back to him. "Sometimes I wonder if this is who you really are when I'm not with you."
A small, uneasy laugh escaped her.
"Which is a dreadful thought, really."
Ace's jaw tightened, and he looked away. Fatine's expression pinched slightly in response.
"Don't do that thing where you disappear while standing right in front of me..." She said, though there was a quiet insistence beneath it.
Then she stepped closer.
"I miss when you smiled. You used to do it more."
The silence that followed felt heavier than anything the ruins had offered so far. The playfulness in her expression gave way to something sadder, something she was no longer trying to disguise.
"I'm not just frightened you'll die doing this, Acier." She said, fingers brushing lightly against his sleeve. "I'm frightened you'll live through it too."
Something in his chest pulled tight, and she seemed to feel it, even if she could not name it.
"You keep giving pieces of yourself away like there will still be enough left for me when this is over." She shook her head faintly. "That's a stupid plan."
He had no answer. Fatine searched his face for a long moment, and whatever she found there made something in her expression falter. Then, as if trying to recover some fragment of her earlier lightness, she drew a breath and gave the smallest hint of a smile.
"When this ends… will there still be enough of you to come back to me?"
Ace reached toward her but the light shifted. She was gone. Only warmth remained where she had stood, lingering faintly in the air. And for the first time since entering the ruins, Ace found that he did not want to keep walking.