Character
Dagos Terrek sat cross-legged in the garden as he had every day since arriving at the temple and marveled at the peace a beauty that surrounded him. The sun was just starting to peek over the horizon leaving the world in haze as if it had just awoken from a dream, a light fog set over the temple grounds and the tiny noises of the nocturnal creatures native to the world could be heard, it was the definition of tranquility. But what ever tranquility could be found here in the garden could not be found in Dagos. He’d had another sleepless night here on Voss and had come to the gardens hoping he could find the peace of mind that had been eluding him for weeks but try as he might he found none, there was just too much weighing on his mind.
Dagos closed his eyes and tried to calm himself as he had been instructed to do but to no avail, his mind and heart were clouded and in conflict with one another, the decision to leave his home in the way he did troubled him, as did his short comings in his training which were most likely a result of his inability to focus properly and his frustration in that regard were clearly not helping matters. Dagos wished he had someone to turn to but he didn’t know any one here aside from his master and Caira Zee another Padawaan like himself and he hardly knew her at all and was still too ashamed to admit to his master what had drove him to leave his home with her, Dagos wished his brother were here.
Thinking of his brother hurt, he missed him more than words could ever describe. Dagos had been responsible for his brother’s death literally hours before he left the planet with his master and that knowledge was central to his emotional conflict but he saw no way of changing that and honestly he didn’t want to change it, he did, but he didn’t at the same time and that confusion was contributing to his lack of focus and sleepless nights. To Dagos how ever he didn’t deserve peace of mind not for what he did but if he wanted to succeed as a JedI he would continue to search for it.
Dagos closed his eyes and tried to calm himself as he had been instructed to do but to no avail, his mind and heart were clouded and in conflict with one another, the decision to leave his home in the way he did troubled him, as did his short comings in his training which were most likely a result of his inability to focus properly and his frustration in that regard were clearly not helping matters. Dagos wished he had someone to turn to but he didn’t know any one here aside from his master and Caira Zee another Padawaan like himself and he hardly knew her at all and was still too ashamed to admit to his master what had drove him to leave his home with her, Dagos wished his brother were here.
Thinking of his brother hurt, he missed him more than words could ever describe. Dagos had been responsible for his brother’s death literally hours before he left the planet with his master and that knowledge was central to his emotional conflict but he saw no way of changing that and honestly he didn’t want to change it, he did, but he didn’t at the same time and that confusion was contributing to his lack of focus and sleepless nights. To Dagos how ever he didn’t deserve peace of mind not for what he did but if he wanted to succeed as a JedI he would continue to search for it.