Rafeesh, seeing that his master had left, decided to first collect the two logs needed. It took him only a little while to find two acceptable trunks, each only slightly smaller than the one he had crushed moments ago. He used the Force to pick them up one at a time and move them back to the clearing. Once this was done he looked around making sure no one was present that he could see.
Rafeesh left the clearing again, when he returned he held in his Force grasp 3 large stones, 2 small rocks, and a variety of trunks about 7, all of which were smaller than the logs he had chosen to crush. He set them in front of the logs at first. Then he moved each individually around the clearing until each was in a different spot scattered about the clearing. He stepped back to his place between the two logs and looked around the clearing, making sure all the rocks and trunks were in place. Then he ignited his lightsaber, both sides blazing to life. He took a defensive stance, though it appeared a little clumsy, before making a charge at the nearest trunk, which was 2 meters to the right of his original position. "You shall perish." He raised his lightsaber high and right before he reached the his target log he let his lightsaber slip between his fingers. Falling to a roll he just caught his lightsaber, which had switched off during the fall, and came up beside the log. He slashed it in half from the right side then leaped back in an incredibly clumsy somersault. "Blast.." Landing at a bad angle, Rafeesh stood quickly took a few steps to where off the now excruciating pain in his ankles.
After a moment Rafeesh reignited his saber, taking a look he again charged another log, this one was three yards to the left of the previous log. He came at it with a full on charge before making a swipe, but he deactivated his lightsaber right before it struck the log, or it would have had his timing been right. There was a cut mark a quarter of the way through the log. Not taking heed of the damage, Rafeesh made a full spin before turning and grabbing the log and lifted it off the ground with his hand and supported by the Force. He held it for a good ten seconds before using his lightsaber to impale the log three times and then dropping it to the ground. He looked it over and found the spot where he had cut it by accident. He shook his head and deactivated his lightsaber again.
Taking a moment to look over the two logs he had been ordered to crush, he felt their rough bark covered surface. He thought for a moment of Dromund Kaas as he remembered it. His first day there he had accidentally crashed a speeder into a tree and had had to fight his way through a number of wildlife to reach main city from the outlying spaceport. He had had a large splinter stuck in his arm for over an hour, but he had made it to the city eventually.
Rafeesh snapped himself out of the memory, "Don't even think about that. It is long gone and there is no way to bring its return, let it go." He said aloud, not aware of a[member="Darth Ferus"] being present. Bringing his mind back to the present he looked over at one of the small stones, about 10 feet away from him on his left. He stretched out his hand and lifted it from the ground with the Force. He then looked over at another trunk on the opposite side about the same distance. He used the Force to pull the log towards him while throwing the stone at the log as hard as he could. He jumped as the log came tumbling past, right over where he had been standing. Once the log had stopped moving he moved to trunk and checked it for the stone. It wasn't in the trunk, but he did notice a scored mark down the side of the trunk, where he guessed the stone had grazed it. He went back to where he believed the stone had struck the earth and noticed a small hole in the ground, where the rock had struck the ground and buried itself a good 4 centimeters into it. He left it in the ground and moved over to the log, he kicked it in anger before moving it out of the way.
Rafeesh walked over to where he had left his helm, on a tree branch he had decided was perfect for his mask. He looked at it for a moment, then moved back to the two logs. He sat down, taking a position similar to Jedi meditation, and focused on the two large trunks. He used the Force to lift them off the ground, as he did so his hands laid on the ground, cupped as if they were holding something. "My chains shall be broken. The Force shall set me free." He spoke the last part of the Sith code as he closed his eyes and tried to crush both the logs. Nothing happened, the trunks just floated there moving slightly back and forth; then suddenly the bark on the trunks splintered and flew all over the area, as if they had been in an explosive that had just been set off. The wood underneath was not harmed though and Rafeesh dropped the now clean wood to the ground. "What did I do wrong?! I did as my Master said! Why didn't it break!" He stood quickly and began pacing back and forth, his anger building and as it did so memories came back. The Sleep chamber, his old master, Sabrina, being defeated by Sabrina. All of them added to his anger until he closed his eyes saying, "There is no emotion, there is peace." Opening his eyes again he still felt enraged. He repeated it, while closing his eyes "There is no emotion, there is peace. There is no emotion, there is peace. There is only emotion, peace is a lie!" He opened his eyes once more, but this time they glowed faintly with red. He looked at one of the other nearby logs and said, "This cannot be. I am a SITH! Nothing can Stop ME! Blast it, BLAST IT ALL!!!" As he said this lightning jumped from his fingertips for a moment, striking the log and sending it backwards.
Rafeesh blinked, he had remembered when he had not needed to be so worked up to have such power. He remember when he could flick lightning at his opponents and make them weep and scream for mercy. With all those memories and those thoughts in mind he lifted the two logs again, this time they flew up as if the whip of the Devil was upon them. Then concentrating on his hate, his anger he created a crude imaginary pictures of paper in his mind. He quickly crumpled both pages, one in each hand. The corresponding logs appeared as if they were swiftly imploding, though in actuality it was simply them being crushed. After the initial crush, Rafeesh took each paper and began smashing it further and further until they were shreds and pieces in his imagination. The trunks followed, soon becoming shrapnel and chunks of wood.
When Rafeesh returned to reality from his imagination, he looked upon the twisted ruin of the two trunks. He smiled, "The Force shall set me free." he said. He stood and put his hands to his face, he felt tired he had burned his emotions out pretty well there. When he looked around again and then back at his hands, he noticed they were covered in a light layer of blood. He looked at them dumbly for a moment then taking in what it meant he felt around his face for the splinters that had struck him. He found one in his right cheek and two that had only lightly struck his forehead. The wounds, while not deep were bleeding profusely. He took a moment to remove the splinters and then used a shred of cloth, from his somewhat torn clothing, and wiped away the blood.
Looking around Rafeesh decided he was done for a little. He didn't wish to wake his master though, so he walked over to one of the large stone he had brought and sat lightly upon it. He picked up 3 tiny rocks on the ground and used the Force lightly to make them circle a forth larger stone like an electron would the nucleus of an atom. He sat there, he was going to wait awhile before continuing.
