Kasca Fen
Character
Choices... She heard the whisper and ignored it.
Kasca sat on a large boulder at the edge of where the beach met the tumbling waves. Archae Teuthis was a beautiful planet. Autumn had settled and it made Kasca shiver just a bit even though she was covered enough. The wind from the waves was a little more chilly than it was over where the party had been. The moon was full and glorious though, casting its pale peachy glow across the otherwise dark and murky water. It was quiet and peaceful here away from the party and on her own.
Choices... She heard it again and screamed NO into the dark part of her mind.
Joining the Confederacy had been a choice. Joining the Mandragora had been a calling. Yet was she better off now than she had been sitting alone on her ship running her science experiments? Her pale eyes looked down in unease. Two years of travelling on her own had been enough to teach her that she didn't like being alone despite her more solitary inclinations during her years in the Jedi Temple. She could feel the voices pushing, insistent that they be heard and finally she could fight them no longer.
They didn't want you anyway... The Jedi abandoned you... You abandoned them, who are you kidding?
[member="Darth Metus"]
Kasca sat on a large boulder at the edge of where the beach met the tumbling waves. Archae Teuthis was a beautiful planet. Autumn had settled and it made Kasca shiver just a bit even though she was covered enough. The wind from the waves was a little more chilly than it was over where the party had been. The moon was full and glorious though, casting its pale peachy glow across the otherwise dark and murky water. It was quiet and peaceful here away from the party and on her own.
Choices... She heard it again and screamed NO into the dark part of her mind.
Joining the Confederacy had been a choice. Joining the Mandragora had been a calling. Yet was she better off now than she had been sitting alone on her ship running her science experiments? Her pale eyes looked down in unease. Two years of travelling on her own had been enough to teach her that she didn't like being alone despite her more solitary inclinations during her years in the Jedi Temple. She could feel the voices pushing, insistent that they be heard and finally she could fight them no longer.
They didn't want you anyway... The Jedi abandoned you... You abandoned them, who are you kidding?
The ocean is beautiful... The ocean calls to you... Drown yourself, you don't matter. Of course you matter, but about as much as a servant scrubbing their floors.
The Mandragora have left you. You never belonged anyway. The calling was imagined...
You thought you knew, but you were wrong. The Force cares not for you or your troubles. Only we do. Give it up and go steal a ship so we can travel again in the silence of space. It is all an illusion.
You are too young. You are too stupid. You are too Arkanian. You are too boring. [member="Darth Metus"]