Grief & Rage

B R O K E N - T H I N G S - A R E - S E L D O M - E A S Y - T O - F I X
She awoke again, panting in a cold sweat as she pulled herself up from the medical bed. The sheets fell of her as she shuddered, desperately shaking herself awake and reminding herself she was safe now.
Well… she was safe, but…
She looked down to where a drenched, tangled sheet was kicked to a side of the bed with her one good leg. Her other leg was cut off above the knee. Another wound her father had inflicted upon her. Well, wounds, actually. He had cut off her leg piece by piece.
She sighed, curling up as her heartrate steadily lowered. She then pulled herself off the side of the bed and used the Force to pull her cane towards her. She was not just laying around healing up today. She had contacted a member of her buir's squad whom she learned could help her with her lack of leg. They were meeting in a visiting area today, and she needed to look better than the sweaty girl in a hospital gown.
She pulled herself up and limped over to the shower, willing herself to get ready. She took a shower, making it quick. She spent over half the time struggling not to slip and fall over, leaning against the shower wall. When she finally washed up and got out, she resorted to changing into a simple shirt before pulling some pants over her one leg. She rolled up the loose leg and tied it, once again wincing at her permanent wound.
How could she recover from this?
Was this what Eliz had felt like when he lost his arm?
Tearing up as she thought of her dead lover, she forced herself to focus on walking. Yes. Walking. She could not think about him now. She needed to walk to reach her destination. Using the Force, she grabbed her hospital room keys and hobbled towards the door.

Eventually, she made it to the cafeteria. It was bland and grey, with only one or two pieces of Mandalorian art to make it pretty. Having grown up in a heavily industrial and metallic setting, however, she was used to this. She once again grew frustrated as she used her cane to slowly drudge towards the nearest table. It was a snail's pace journey she was on, and she was growing evermore angry at her misfortune. Rage towards her father, shame for her circumstances, and defeat over this misery flooded her as she sat down with a heavy thud, throwing her head back and groaning. After a moment of frustration, she opened her eyes and looked around for the Mandalorian engineer she was supposed to meet here.
