Born of Madness
Vibrant, coarse, turbulent, even daunting. Each apt in their nature, divisive in their course but all incorrect in juxtaposition of the other the longer she observed it. It sitting in her hand pulsing with the same warmth and reflection as the day it had become as it was. It mattered not how long she watched or studied it, nor how far she strained her mind to understand it. The crystal remained defiant in it's unwillingness to welcome her into recognition, as though the very essence of it craved for something she knew not how to reproduce; standing as both a temptation and a testament to an indiscernible mystery she had yet to solve.
A look of contempt furrowed her features as she slowly clenched her fist around the glowing red stone and tucked it away into a pocket of her coat as she rose to her feet. How many times had she stared at it in an inane effort to seek answers she knew wouldn't come? How long had she pored over the reflection of herself she saw in it whom she could not reproduce with which to reach it? Again, for the first time in days, she grit her teeth and passed a sharp and rigid sigh through her nostrils as she glanced up towards the polluted night sky. The stars weren't visible, twin satellites shining through the thin miasma as the only means to signify passed time.
She found such sights to be grotesque. Not out of contempt for they themselves, but rather for the means by which they coalesced. As her eyes fell upon the lights and buildings on the horizon a moderated scowl that formed stood testament to her feelings as she watched billowing pillars of smoke rise to the skies from the colony's mines. She understood the need for such things, the nature of resource on the galactic economy, but an itch at the recess of her understanding contemplated why some backwater colonies resolved to implement rudimentary technology vastly contrast to many, many others. Even still the notion was fleeting.
Moments passed, lights streaking about barely permeating the sheet of miasma, and her gaze was gradually captured by a large vessel lowering itself into the space above the colony's city center. The light from the satellites slipped away behind it's vast hull, the shape of it determining it's nature to her from the catalogues in her mind that had been shown to her by her raving patron. It was a cruiser by the looks of it and one that appeared to be present with the purpose of collecting whatever material this colony produced, regardless as to what value it did or did not hold. For a moment she let her gaze linger, tracing along the sleekness of the craft before pulling away and turning back to her makeshift camp.
Even should she know it's origin, or it's purpose, a days travel from the colony moderated her anticipation as she accepted it would still be there when she departed and arrived there the next day. One of the loon's few sane adages came to mind as she closed her eyes and tilted her head with a small pop as she relieved tension in her neck. 'Giving way to impatience and expectation only grants an inadequate perception of true value regardless of it's nature or purpose.' As much a sane as it was an inane phrase, she thought to herself, proving to be just as much a confusing riddle as it did a comfort when desires often loomed just within reach of such things.
With another heavy sigh and a click of her tongue she once again produced the stone from her coat and rolled it around between her fingers. In time it too would have no longer be able to hide behind the demands of patience.