Feeling the flickers of annoyance from the Imperial was thrilling. The woman always had an air of perfection, with the perception that nothing got under her skin. Allyson knew otherwise. She could feel the shift between desire and anger, blending perfectly into something unique for the Corellian. Allyson found herself relishing it. She wanted more of that feeling that only Madelyn could give her.
Allyson tasted her victory on the tip of Madelyn's lips until the woman one more shifted the power once more. Perhaps it was a foolish measure to think that she could gain ground over the former Grand Vizir. There were reasons that Madelyn had survived while others in her same station had perished. The woman was cunning, intelligent, and too stubborn to cave to death. Even now, she defied age, much like the Corellian she commanded. Two souls that had seen the worst of the galaxy, finding each other, craving that moment of solace. Or it could be something deeper that they could only understand from each other.
There was no fixing, only making each other worse. Products of their environments, only they could understand each other.
Madelyn pulled away from her, her voice thick and sweeter than honey. Allyson felt her attention drift toward the room. She understood, but the prospect of dinner was forgotten. Desire's hunger needed to be fed, and the warm light pouring from the cracked bedroom door drew her closer as the blonde guided her towards it, transcending the forbidden threshold of their relationship. There were no more lines between their positions, leaving their struggle for power over the other as their boundary.
Like the living room, Madelyn's bedroom was much the same. No pictures and no semblance of her life before now. A part of the Corellian felt pity for the woman, knowing that her wife had died, that life was gone for the Imperial behind her. A flicker of hope lingered in the deep recesses of Allyson's soul or what remained of it. This could be a new beginning, a clean slate. Her childish thoughts were cut short as the command came from her handler. Turning slowly, Allyson faced the other woman. The command was laced with her directive nature and the desire that had been building from the evening prior.
"As you wish," Allyson answered, obeying the woman's order. She stripped away the layers of the suit, piece by piece, while never breaking eye contact. The watch clattered onto the bedside table, the tie slid from her fingers, and the vest unbuttoned with deliberate care. Sitting back on the bed, she stared into the storm of emeralds that was Madelyn's eyes. The Corellian leaned back, resting on her elbows, as she watched. As much as she wanted to be the one peeling away the fabric from Madelyn's skin, watching the woman do it herself was just as tantalizing.
Madelyn was methodical, making sure the spy felt every moment of it. The way the black silk and lace clung to her body was elegant and perfect. She didn't rush; this was her moment, this control, and this game she played far too well.
Allyson held her breath, watching her would-be lover crawl over her, settling into her place, fingers toying with the buttons of her shirt. At the same time, the other hand's touch burned her jaw and brushed her lips. Her touch was maddening and a silent reminder of who was leading the moment.
As Madelyn spoke, her voice melting the Corellian.
Allyson surrendered.
Hours passed in a blur of heat, whispered commands, and breathless pleas. Hands searched, took, and memorized another. Allyson lay there, exhausted, as she tried to catch her breath. A hand rested over her face as she tried to process everything that had led to this moment. The sudden feeling of Madelyn's weight was warm against her, nestling close and lingering in a way Allyson hadn't expected. Her fingers spread just enough to peer through, catching the sight of soft blonde hair against her chest.
"After all that, you still fight it?" Allyson whispered, her voice teasing but burned with something deeper.
Madelyn Lowe never ceased to surprise her. Allyson hadn't expected her to want to stay close or be the one clinging in the aftermath. But, it could be the safety of this space, the protection of being behind closed doors. This was their secret, one for them to escape to. The Corellian mused and gave into the woman's unspoken wants. Slowly, she shifted and wrapped her arms around her, letting their legs intertwine. Allyson rested her head over Madelyn's, allowing the woman to nestle against her.
For the first time in years, Allyson felt still. It terrified her, but she allowed it to continue. Madelyn's breathing slowed against her, and her body softened, surrendering not to Allyson, not to control, but to sleep.
Allyson remained awake long enough to let it sink in before finally pressing a lingering kiss to the top of golden hair and allowing herself to follow into slumber.
The sun had barely begun to rise when Allyson finally pulled away and climbed out of bed. She wandered around the room, collecting her clothing, pulling on each article as she found it. As careful as Allyson was trying to be, the jingle of her belt caused Madelyn to stir. Allyson paused and waited to see if she woke up, but luckily, sleep still kept the woman.
Allyson sighed gently, rubbing a hand over her face before stepping over to the bedside table to retrieve her watch. As she slipped into her pocket, her gaze drifted back to Madelyn. She looked different and peaceful in a way that Allyson rarely saw. The powerful and sharp Madelyn Lowe, undone and resting in the warmth of the morning sunlight. A smile pulled at Allyson's lips, and a quiet laugh slipped past them.
She reached down, brushing aside a few strands of blonde hair, and let her fingertips linger just a second too long. For a moment, Allyson allowed herself to imagine happiness. Leaning down, she kissed Madelyn's forehead, something soft and dangerous for whatever they were supposed to be.
Then she left.
When Madelyn would awaken, the apartment would be empty, but she wasn't alone. A small brown bag from her favorite breakfast spot sat on the counter alongside a perfectly prepared drink. A note was attached to the bag, and its message was simple.
"Hopefully, breakfast makes up for dinner."