AS you may see, my username is the same as the title. That is because I would wish to remain anonymous during this conversation. When it is done, I will be done with this account and the admins can delete it.
I've come to many people for help, but nothing is ACTUALLY working. When I was in grade school, I always thought that this would be something other people would suffer from, but not me. At the moment, my life is in a pit. I am depressed beyond belief and nothing actually makes me happy. It all started on December 10th. The 7 month anniversary of the girl of my dreams. My life was perfect. She was the first girl I ever loved, and our relationship was perfect for each other. I won't go into details, but on our seventh anniversary, she left me.
My life collapsed during that week. A death in the family, my best friend leaving and I probably will never see him again, my family neglecting me, it all happened in a span of three days. I have contemplated suicide, but I'm too scared. Everything i see is just black and white, there is no laughter, or happiness at all.
I have-not gone one minute in the past weeks without thinking of everything that ever lost. I depended my happiness on this girl. i associated everything that makes me happy with her. I pushed everything aside because i loved her so much.
I'm at the breaking point. I'm too weak to go on like this forever.
Please. All I ask for is some sort of answer.
I've come to many people for help, but nothing is ACTUALLY working. When I was in grade school, I always thought that this would be something other people would suffer from, but not me. At the moment, my life is in a pit. I am depressed beyond belief and nothing actually makes me happy. It all started on December 10th. The 7 month anniversary of the girl of my dreams. My life was perfect. She was the first girl I ever loved, and our relationship was perfect for each other. I won't go into details, but on our seventh anniversary, she left me.
My life collapsed during that week. A death in the family, my best friend leaving and I probably will never see him again, my family neglecting me, it all happened in a span of three days. I have contemplated suicide, but I'm too scared. Everything i see is just black and white, there is no laughter, or happiness at all.
I have-not gone one minute in the past weeks without thinking of everything that ever lost. I depended my happiness on this girl. i associated everything that makes me happy with her. I pushed everything aside because i loved her so much.
I'm at the breaking point. I'm too weak to go on like this forever.
Please. All I ask for is some sort of answer.
