King of Naboo
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Her knack for wedging logic into his thick skull was nothing short of legendary. She had a way of dismantling his rigid perspectives, forcing him to see the gray areas he preferred to ignore. This confusing interrogation had been a trial, a lesson in empathy he hadn't asked for but clearly needed. Standing in the shoes of those he judged was uncomfortable, yet he finally understood. If Sibylla were the one lost to the dark, he wouldn't just mourn her or let her be; he would be the one holding the torch while she burned the galaxy down. He would do far worse than Cora ever could with her brother just to stay by her side.
Everything made sense now, filtered through her stubbornness and impossible questions. He grasped the weight of her loyalty, though he still maintained a healthy, specific spite for
As her hand settled against his chest, the warmth of her palm anchored him. The vulnerability he usually masked with a dangerous smile began to seep through. She was choosing the wreckage and the repair alike, promising to walk any path as long as he gave her the truth.
Honesty had never been a native tongue for a man raised on political theater and shadow plays. It felt heavy and clumsy in his mouth. "I have tried," he finally admitted. "I have really tried to be better, ever since we found each other. You know that."
Memories of his darker impulses threatened to surface, the ones he kept locked beneath the floorboards of his mind. He wasn't a man of half-measures, and his past was littered with the consequences of that intensity. Being with her was the first time he had ever felt a reason to check his own blade.
"But there are things I have done that are unforgivable, Sibylla," he said, his gaze dropping to hers. The air between them felt thin, charged with the gravity of his confession. "I have already crossed that line you're looking for. I crossed it a long time ago. But you... you are the only one pulling me back from it."
Gently, he moved a stray strand of hair from her face, his fingers lingering against her skin. The admission felt like shedding a layer of armor, leaving him exposed in the middle of a foreign fething garden. He didn't have a plan for this level of sincerity, but for her, he would learn to speak without the script.
"If the truth is what you want, then that is it," he whispered. "I am a man of many sins, and I suspect I will collect more before we reach that yacht. But as long as you are the one holding the line, I will keep trying to find my way back to you. Always."