Mercy’s fury was something to behold; it flashed, hot and undeniable, when Varin’s words reached her ears. And then, that rage was gone, pulled back in with little effort. It awed Revna, for she knew how difficult one’s vast anger could be to bring back under control. She hoped Varin noticed, and was paying attention.
It was a lesson not in words, but in simply being in the moment and experiencing it first hand.
Upon Revna’s little…confession…Mercy gave Varin an arched eyebrow, before turning her gaze slowly to Revna. The little Marr knew such an admittance was risky, especially with someone as fickle as Mercy, but she was not going to hide the truth from someone she intended to make an ally, perhaps even a friend.
"Oh, was he now? That's good to know."
“Not for sabotage or for undermining, simply an extension of knowledge. I had decided to stay not because of orders, but because of necessity and want.” Varin replied, speaking for himself about that particular matter.
“I did not send Varin to spy on you all for nefarious reasons. Only to see if the Covenant could become a place not only for him…but for myself as well, and to form bonds of an alliance between the Covenant, and Korriban.” Revna replied quietly, not in an act to placate or excuse, but simply to make her reasoning clear to the giant woman on the throne. She could care less if Mercy accepted her words for what they were or not. She would not be made to feel sorry for the decision she had made in sending Varin in. If anything, her calculated risk had paid off - and would continue to do so, if she played her cards right.
As for the rest of what Revna had to say, Mercy seemed…amused. Her lip curled, and her comment about how Revna had spent too much time around Strosius, was the silent warning to the little Marr that perhaps Mercy did not see eye to eye with her statements, nor agree with them entirely. That was fine, Revna didn’t really care if Mercy did or not. She wasn’t here to appease her or make her happy.
But she was aware enough of the fact that she needed to tread carefully now, especially as Mercy posed a question to her: "What purpose is obedience in an Apprentice? We are forging them into Lords. Masters of their own Fate. What is the point of pressing obedience into their flesh, when all we wish is to see them succeed and rule in their own right?"
“Oh I think He would say that I haven’t spent enough time around Him. But I digress;” Revna quipped back, before she exhaled a soft breath and closed her eyes for a moment, almost as if pulling her thoughts together and settling a sudden spike of indignation. When she opened them again, she did so with a slight dip of her chin towards Mercy.
“I need to apologize. I recognize that what I said and how I said it was not…reflective of what I was trying to say, or what I believe or how I even am as a Master. I do not expect blind, total, slavish obedience nor do I demand it. I was a slave once, I know rather intimately what that is like - and I refuse to treat those who are under my guidance in the same manner. I do not even treat other’s slaves as slaves, when I am around them. And I am aware that what I said was disrespectful towards you in your own throneroom, Mercy. That was not my intention.”
She let those words settle for a moment, before pursing her lips in thought. “I would like to believe that I have given Varin as much freedom as I possibly can, to go and do as he wishes. Yes, we do have a contract that remains in effect until he is Knighted, he dies, or he leaves it. Yes, there are certain…expectations for both of us that are within that contract. I provide teaching moments, push him in areas of weakness so he can strengthen and grow himself, and challenge him in various ways that I believe will benefit him."
"In return, I ask for loyalty from him, and obedience if or when I give him a directive. He is welcome to challenge or question me at any point in time, and that is something I do expect him to do. He also has the option to leave his apprenticeship with me, if he feels that another would better suit his needs as a master. One of my former apprentices has already done that, actually.”
She cast a glance towards Varin for a moment, before returning her gaze back to Mercy. “I believe that obedience should be the result of respect, not fear. Because one should want to obey, not because they feel that they have to. That is how my Master was with me, and that is how I endeavor to be with Varin. Or any future apprentice I may acquire down the line. That…is what I was trying to say earlier, but it came out…wrong.”
Revna sighed and broke eye contact for a moment, her gaze flickering downwards, before she gave a somewhat rueful smile. “Wouldn’t be the first time I’ve said something that came out in a different way than I intended. Anyway…back to the matter at hand.”
To Revna’s inquiry about being within Sith Covenant space, Mercy told her that her involvement was as open or closed as she wanted it to be. The Core Empress was not trying to take Revna away from Korriban or the Order really for she did understand how important those matters were. But Mercy touched upon something else that made Revna’s eyes narrow slightly.
"But I sense the hunger inside of you. That void that wishes to devour. It is hunger that I possess myself. So I suspect... if I tell you, that Covenant space is open to expansion for any Lord of the Sith who pays homage to me... you'd be extremely interested. No?"
Her eyes narrowed a little further as the term paying homage was mentioned - not quite a full glare, but certainly…opinionated about that.
Not to mention, Mercy was more than aware of the Void that resided within Revna. That much was now plainly obvious. But of course the Core Empress would zone in on that - if she too did indeed deal with a hunger in her own right, then she certainly understood at least a small part of what was going on within Revna.
“I…would be interested, yes.” Revna said cautiously. “Obviously, I would render due respect to you, being the Empress. Especially if I took up territory or space within your domain and realm of power." Revna inhaled another breath and released it, before speaking again. Except this time, there was certainly an edge to her voice now as her eyes flared with an influx of emotion. "But I will not bend the knee to you. I would rather shove my own lightsaber down my own throat, than kneel to anyone...ever again.”