Allies:
Darth Strosius
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Madrona A’Mia
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Lina Ovmar
Location: Old Tree [Near Alisteri Holding Up a Pillar]
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Srina listened without interrupting.
It was her way, mostly, when someone was circling toward a truth they weren't ready for. Snow settled along her cloak, and the fragile flakes melted after a moment, darkening the fabric by degrees. She used the tree at her back as an anchor when the seemingly youthful Sith Lord questioned her. This moment was cold, solid, and real, among such an ephemeral atmosphere. This moment of peace…It was deception.
It was a lie.
She watched the Sangnir go through the motions while allowing him the opportunity to see her face properly from beneath her hood. The white of her hair caught the light when she shifted, and the runes along her sleeves dulled as they drank in the worst of her presence. It had reached a point in which hiding was…
Difficult. It should have been simple, really. In the same way that
Darth Carnifex
had his black tattoos, Srina should have been able to temper it.
Contain it.
"…There are no chains on me…", she breathed at last, soft. It wasn't an attempt to contradict him but simply spoken. As if she were merely correcting a small, factual error. It was true that duty could be mistaken for restraints, that a crown could look identical to a cage. Her eyes remained steady on his visor…Still curious, from what she witnessed.
"I am bound by…Decisions…."
"Moments."
It might have seemed confusing, a strange place to split hairs, but if he knew slavery as intimately as she did, he would realize that "chains" were never the word to use in her presence. Srina had never been held in bondage, but her connection to Empyrean hid nothing from her. She had experienced his pain, loss, degradation, and disappointment. Every lash, she knew. Every scar to Maliphant…She had documented. Calculated. Judged his pain, mostly, by the wounds no one would ever see. The most terrible of things, that never left a mark.
She noted the way his attention kept slipping despite himself, and her lips fell into an unfamiliar curve. Understanding, perhaps, with something that might have been amused recognition. How long had she run from her husband? How long had she tried to pretend that he held no sway over her, that nothing he did affected her? That his smile, cheeky and entirely irreverent, didn't move something in her frozen heart?
Darth Empyrean
had been…Everything she wasn't.
Everything she could
never be.
"Do you feel that it is a failing of discipline? This pull you feel toward them?"
Her words were probably a bomb, even though they were meant as a quiet offering. Her way of discussing intimacy held the same weight as someone discussing the weather…And it was how she had felt, at first. As if all her training and efforts to be the perfect soldier had been shattered in an instant. She'd felt…Exposed, raw, and there hadn't been anyone capable of understanding to tell her she wasn't losing her mind. Whatever it was…Attachment, curiosity, want…Perhaps an ember of forbidden affection.
"We pretend that these things are weaknesses to justify our cruelty... We pretend that desire is a flaw rather than…Proof. That we are, to some degree, still alive."
Lord Haxim had been thought dead, perhaps, more than once. It shouldn't surprise him that something warm and living found him again. Few had the life that
Madrona A’Mia
emanated, and
Lina Ovmar
, if nothing else, was bursting was spirit. Her gaze drew back to the dancers…Knowing, from a logical standpoint, that they were attractive. She was just…Unable to fully appreciate them. Women were too soft, and they held no appeal for her, save for a fighting partner.
"Do you know why they leave you off balance? It's because...Every meeting means that they see more of you... Not the symbol, the prophet, or the martyr…Not the problem, the Order does not know how to solve."
Her head tilted, drawing out of reminiscence, before turning her focus back on
Darth Strosius
at his suggestion of adopting some of his habits. A huff of air escaped her, a quiet breath that could have been mistaken for amusement.
"I think I already share some of them…I am only…"
She paused. Thinking.
"Harder to ignore."
Mostly, because when her mind was set on something, she retained the quality that had always driven @Darth Metus up a wall. Srina Talon, more than anything, was a pain in the ass. She was stubborn and unrelenting to the point that it was almost offensive. It was only in her favor that most people didn't realize she was luring them to her perspective, silently, and without so much as lifting a finger. They came on their own. Moths to flame.
The cold thickened around them then, not hostile, not sharp—Just present. Srina lifted one pale hand, and her fingers relaxed as they drew through the air between them in a curious motion. It would look like she was brushing frost from glass while ice gathered slowly, obedient. She did not conjure it but coaxed it, condensation crystallizing, gaining solid form. A mask began to take shape, milk-pale, but it mirrored the contours of the one he wore. Familiar lines, familiar angles. It was obvious that it was supposed to be his…But there were subtle differences. Such as expression.
She raised it to her face, and it settled neatly, just opaque enough that it couldn't be seen through.
"…I am now you."
Her hand moved as if it were something fragile, rising over it, and the ice shifted with a soft sound that was reminiscent of a lake freezing over. The smile faded. The "mouth" area straightened. The eyes hollowed, touched with grief, rather than menace. Not monstrous…Just resting.
That same hand came down, and the mask smoothed, mirroring his perfectly.
"Clearly, my disguise is perfect."
It was in jest, as well, as Srina Talon could tell a joke. Maliphant had tried to teach her, but the lessons had ended when he died. Neither of them felt much like smiling after that. Her head tilted with the ice mask of Darth Strosius in a way that was almost innocent. He seemed to be speaking to her honestly, and she returned the favor, if only because it was deserved.
He hadn't yet called for her head, demanded that she bow, nor declared himself Emperor again.
That was something.
"My absence from your eyes is not a slight. You are not less, than."
Her head tilted the other way, eerie, because any part of her true countenance was hidden from view. It made it thrice as hard to read her.
"It was an exercise in respecting a boundary."
A sigh—Whisper soft.
"I intended…To let you come to me."