Republic Grand Army Emergency Medical Detachment
Pathfinder Recon Team
Medical Triage and Tent Area
Nearby:
Corazona von Ascania
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Aurelian Veruna
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Ariel Korvane
At the end of his life, Raylin was not sure what was to happen. Perhaps the Jedi and the Sith were right, and he'd simply return his life to an endless stream of energy that bound together the universe. Perhaps others were right, and there was nothing after death. Some thought the Gods would take him to paradise-
But as he stood over the dead bodies of two-dozen people, some not even adults or barely even, being zipped into body-bags after his medical team failed to keep them alive, he hoped that there was a hell like in some stories. He knew if there was one, he was going there. That he didn't have any doubt over. The very idea, laughable as it was, that he was deep down, a good person- he never considered it. He had too many sins, too many vices. But, he wished for another reason, not his own damnation.
That all the people that caused this, these petty feuds of Sith and Jedi, Imperial and Republics, the politicians, the Senators, the Emperors and Mandalores and all the like of the galaxy-
Would burn there forever.
His hands were bloody above the wrists, where his gloves stopped. He wiped away tears from his eyes, before looking over at the ever-growing fields of dead and dying. The triage was overflowing, and not all the powers in the universe could save these people. Dead, dying, they were being laid out under the stars, face-up towards a galaxy that rarely did anything but destroy and splinter. Eyes that did not shut, mouths agape in a mixture of final breaths, painful last moments, and fear lay strewn out before Raylin.
He stood at the edge of the ever-growing field of dead. Survivors that escaped the battles they were running from, only to meet their end in a dingy camp far away from home. Raylin walked through the neatly-laid out body bags, each marked with a name, and as much identification as they could muster. Raylin fell to his knees- and unable to do anything else, the man screamed.
He wailed and screamed, finally reaching his breaking point. He could only do that, in the face of immeasurable tragedy, violence, and hate that was only going to amplify in the coming weeks. The Empire was not to be stopped, the Black Sun, the Sith- they all were coming. And there'd be more body bags filled. He ran his hands through his hair, screaming, cursing. Tears welled in his eyes and finally found their way out. And those around him simply watched. They understood. But it was something to say that he was the first to break- a veteran, the elite. But Raylin screamed and cried not only for the dead lying around him, neatly in rows and rows-
No, he knew what was to come. And the refugee camp he found himself, the smelly, cramped, nature of it was going to be paradise compared to the hell that was to come from the next battle.
He sat there, and could only let himself break down. He had no other choice, and he wanted to do nothing else. Not a person stopped him, not a person dared approach him currently. He was not inconsolable yet- no, he just needed to let it out, then get back to the task at hand. There were more people needing his help- and the other medics from the Republic Army. But there was also the prospect of how many were coming here to die, how many they couldn't save, and how hopeless the entire situation was. He had no comfort to offer. He had no peace to give.
And he had no peace to hold onto.