[SIZE=10.5pt]After witnessing firsthand the destruction of her homeworld and being chased out of the system, Helly had mostly kept to herself on Cynthia's ship, not knowing how to cope or even what to feel. Thinking of playing at Coruscant again only made her cry, and thinking of all the time it took to form a band there, start her career in music, and how simple everything used to be.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Her lead guitarist, Raska, entered the small quarters Helly had been hiding herself away in, sitting down on the bed while Helly continued staring out of the window. It took a minute for Raska to begin speaking, the atmosphere as still and somber as it could be.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"We're almost to Halamir. We'll be in the clear soon enough."[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"We can't go back,"[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] Helly said almost immediately. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"Remember feeling alive? Having fun... staying up late drinking your dad's awful beer... all four of us sleeping on the same couch... our first concert? Do you remember that?"[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] She turned to face Raska, who had gone silent, whether out of pain or worry, she didn't know. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"Raska? Do you remember that?"[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"Yeah..." [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]Raska responded solemnly. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"Coruscant will be rebuilt. It'll go back to what it was, and we can be there for that."[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Helly gave it a bit of thought before shaking her head, looking down beside her. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"We can't go back..."[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] she said again. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"It'll never be the same. Not anymore. It won't be [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]our[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] Coruscant. We can go home, but it won't be home at all."[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Raska knelt down beside Helly, taking her hand in one of her own. Before long, Helly found herself enveloped in all four of Raska's arms, feeling the tears begin to stream down her cheeks, mourning the empty pit where her comfort used to be, caressing the memories of Coruscant like a doting mother.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"It's like everything good I used to know is gone," [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]Helly said through the tears. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"The guys hate me, I can't just have worry-free fun anymore, and now my home, this... this shining beacon of hope... I don't even know what that hope was for, you know? It was just... [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]hope.[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] Maybe I thought I could someday go back to living on Coruscant fulltime. Buy out my old garbage apartment, paint my own designs on the walls again... ignore the noise complaints whenever I practice guitar or sing too loudly..."[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"Remember when I got locked out of my parents' place?" [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]Raska asked. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"You gave me a place to stay for months. I'd be dead on the streets if it wasn't for you. So... don't forget that you've still got me. Forget about the guys, they've got sticks up their asses. I'm still here, and I'm the same goofy Raska I've always been. I love you, Helly, and even if the guys won't admit it, they love you too. After everything we've been through, how could they not?"[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Taking a deep breath, Helly nodded and even offered a smile. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"You know I love you too, [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]and[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] the guys, even though both of them can eat my ass..."[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"Only one person on this ship is gonna be doing that,"[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] Raska teased, picking herself back up only to fall back on the bed.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"You offering?"[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] Helly asked, returning her gaze into the space separated by a glass pane. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"Three's company, y'know..."[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Raska offered a slight chuckle at the thought as Halamir came into view from the window. Lights where the cityscapes resided lit up the planet's night, and Helly could only imagine that Cynthia was busy being hailed by Halamirian planetary security. They could have gone to a number of places, from Naboo to Alderaan, but she had heard of the stance that Halamir had taken, one of vengeance for what was lost. They were practically extremists, but Helly was feeling extreme, at least at that time.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]Accompanied by her band, her personal assistant, her chief guard, and [member="Cynthia Solus"], Helly made the "Spirit Walk" to the Horde Boss herself, entirely unafraid of anyone or anything. As Leo made her announcements and began socializing with her fellow Horde members, Helly walked on ahead of the rest towards her, shrugging off the massive, furry hand of Adroth as she went. It didn't take long for Leo to notice her approach, and the closer Helly got, the more intimidating the colossal figure appeared. But it didn't matter, not then. Not when her home was up in flames.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=10.5pt]"You the Horde queen?"[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] Helly asked when she was close enough.[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] "Glad to see you're holding a [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]celebration[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] while Coruscant is being reduced to [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]ashes![/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] I heard you'd go to any cost to get back at the Sith for what they've done. I heard you wouldn't rest until they were all [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]dead in the ground!"[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]Tears filled her eyes once more, her jaw quivering uncontrollably. [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]"So get your ass back out there and [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]fight,[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] goddammit. You don't [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]get[/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt] [/SIZE][SIZE=10.5pt]to rest. None of us do! Not anymore!"[/SIZE]