Nimir-ra to Iella, Jedi Shadow
The Defender-class corvette was there, more or less hovering over Shri-Tal as the jedi master meditated and brought his attentions forward. Slowly he had been finding less and less things of interest or above that finding reason... He had after the drama isolated himself from the jedi preferring to stay on Tython and away from their madness, then he had seen them condemn actions but gladly do the same and reason it away as no one else understanding. He had watched the jedi break apart and chosen not to fully follow either side.
Perhaps that was the danger and the problem, he had not committed to her and her choices. Standing up while he slid the sash on Syn moved to go and find Iella. She had left with Aika, Rasu and Sochi to form the Silver Jedi and he had not fully followed wanting to protect the people of the Republic. Also to try and help the padawan's like Anarya and [member="Keiko"] who needed direction.... better direction then some he had seen. So staying had condemned him at least until his friend Sophia appeared but he was protecting and training her daughter.
"Iella..." He said it while walking and both into the silence of the ship and into the force. He loved her more then she knew and he did not want to see something that had been strong and faced dangerous obstacles disappear because he was a fool. He was committed to above all else her and as he stood there in his robes just looked into the force for her. He felt for that bond and entered offering himself only while he moved. "I have reached a decision, I have been terrible to you in not supporting you fully. I shouldn't have stayed to help the jedi and should have followed you."
He moved and was focused solely on her while the events from Tython and Rhen var filtered through his consciousness. He had been through a great deal and slowly continued on while he went to his knees. "I know staying was a mistake and after Korriban we have drifted apart, I want to be more with you. More attentive and caring with you, I promised to take your burdens and you have been so strong here leading your order to make them safe. The crisis with the sith and the hammers have kept me from seeing to all of your problems and working to heal them."
[member="Iella E'ron"]
Perhaps that was the danger and the problem, he had not committed to her and her choices. Standing up while he slid the sash on Syn moved to go and find Iella. She had left with Aika, Rasu and Sochi to form the Silver Jedi and he had not fully followed wanting to protect the people of the Republic. Also to try and help the padawan's like Anarya and [member="Keiko"] who needed direction.... better direction then some he had seen. So staying had condemned him at least until his friend Sophia appeared but he was protecting and training her daughter.
"Iella..." He said it while walking and both into the silence of the ship and into the force. He loved her more then she knew and he did not want to see something that had been strong and faced dangerous obstacles disappear because he was a fool. He was committed to above all else her and as he stood there in his robes just looked into the force for her. He felt for that bond and entered offering himself only while he moved. "I have reached a decision, I have been terrible to you in not supporting you fully. I shouldn't have stayed to help the jedi and should have followed you."
He moved and was focused solely on her while the events from Tython and Rhen var filtered through his consciousness. He had been through a great deal and slowly continued on while he went to his knees. "I know staying was a mistake and after Korriban we have drifted apart, I want to be more with you. More attentive and caring with you, I promised to take your burdens and you have been so strong here leading your order to make them safe. The crisis with the sith and the hammers have kept me from seeing to all of your problems and working to heal them."
[member="Iella E'ron"]