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Maybe?> He shrugged. <
I dunno what goes on in her head.>
That was actually only half true. He had discovered her feelings for him after an incident in which he had to dive into her mind to save her. He'd found himself in a simulation of what she wanted most: kissing him in the midst of a garden.
Then there was Boz Pity, where Ax had died and he and Claudia had been forced to fight for survival. She had begged him to leave her behind and save himself, but he refused. He kissed her to give her courage, to give her something to look forward to if she made it out alive, but he had no idea how far-reaching the consequences of that kiss might be.
Kind of screwy, that.
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I know she has an idealized perception of me. It's more of a crush than true love.> He was speaking in the human vernacular, but even he barely understood the concepts he was naming. <
I don't want to hurt her or anything. But feeling sorry for her isn't love either.>