Location: Sinner's Well, Ryloth
Tag:[member="Srina Talon"], [member="Alkor Centaris"], [member="Ode Vi'dreya"], [member="Damsy Callat"], [member="Cardinal Vi'dreya"], [member="Kishala Vi'dreya"], [member="Betty Americus"], [member="Taramaz Laurs"], [member="Lace Vi'dreya"], [member="Allya Vi'Dreya"] <3
The Defense of Freedom? Defiance of Tyranny?
There was something about that…
chill...that caused the Sith Lord to pause. Something about the way his daughter settled her eyes upon him. Her expression was neutral. But he knew better. He could
feel as much. Beneath the surface was a cacophony of...sadness. An ocean which crashed against the rocks of her newfound family. And. Behind the Sith, there was frustration. A muted heat almost lost among the fire of the bonfire. What's more, a faint sense of apprehension grew louder as the latest arrivals to the gathering made their arrivals.
Some were quieter than others. But through it all, whilst standing among this cyclone, the joy Darth Metus thought he would feel was tattered by the cold. And as [member="Alkor Centaris"] uttered what their family should stand for...for the first time, he understood why.
He was always focused on the "big picture."
Always. For as long as every single person who had gathered knew him, his head was always in the heavens. As the younger warrior who had sired the numerous offspring standing about, he had been obsessed with the bigger picture of personal power. Of pushing Alchemy to the very limits. Of taming the Dark Side and becoming an invincible force. On paper he would always credit his lust for power as noble - for with such might he could protect what he cared for.
But did he? As his burning gaze regarded his family in the present, he had to quietly face that reality. If he cared then, would [member="Damsy Callat"] had spent her formative years calling a doppelganger father? If he had truly cared then, would he had have not held [member="Ode Vi'dreya"] from the moment she was born?
And even as he got older, the issue persisted. When [member="Alkor Centaris"] became his brother, was it not during his reign as Mand'alor the Reclaimar? Was it not during a time when the Sith was devoted to reforming his people and reclaiming their territory?
Again, he told
himself that he was making a world that those he cared about could prosper within. That he was building a nation they could call home. At times, he even used that excuse with the Confederacy he erected in the present. But what good had it truly done? He had children - a whole
army by some estimates - but did they have a Father? Or did he give them the
idea of one? He had siblings, but did they truly
have a brother? Did Cardinal know anything about his sibling in his off-time? Did Alkor know anything beyond a mutual affection for netra'gal? Did [member="Kishala Vi'dreya"] know
anything beyond their maternal heritage and infrequent checking up on one another? If the Sith was being perfectly honest with himself and them?
No. They did not. It was disgusting to admit to himself, but the person who he treated the most like how family
should be treated was his apprentice [member="Srina Talon"]. But even then, it took the Force itself binding their lives together with a Bond to commence that connection. It took the literal
period power
period of
period Gods to make him value something other than the "big picture."
"No." he said, looking towards Alkor briefly.
"This family...should not strive to be like me."
"I…" The Sith placed his hands on his hips and unleashed a sigh to the heavens.
"My priorities have been karked from before most of you were born. And there's no kind way of putting it." He motioned around, indicating all of them.
"Yet none of you were born recently - save the little one over there. All of you have lived your lives. Grown to be who you are. But today is the first most of you have met." He shook his head, fumbling for the right words.
"I've built so much since you all have been alive. I've given myself the excuse that I'm making the Galaxy a better place for you all - but really, what matters more? Borders rise and fall. But seeing first steps? First words? Scraped knees? That's forever."
"And in a lot of cases, I chose the wrong thing over you all. Even now...I called you all together to talk about whether or not we go back to being Mandalorians. That is what it took for me to bring siblings together - an Empire going full Vyrassu in the middle of bum-kark-nowhere from here." He placed his hand on the back of his head, punctuating his "rant" with yet another sigh.
"This family shouldn't be about the big picture. It should be about family. And I've been at the center of karking that up. And to all of you - I'm sorry. I can't make up for the years in a single sentence. I can't make up for any of it. But I'm sure as hell going to try."
"I want to know you all. My siblings. My children. All of you. And I want you to know me - the real me. Not just the idea of me while I'm off...building something. And I want you to know each other. I want you all to have one another so that, when all of this is gone, you'll always have one another. That's what this family will stand for." With his rant over, he motioned to them all, adding:
"Questions? Comments? Things you want to throw at me?"
He wouldn't be surprised if a rock came sailing at his skull. But, instead, the littlest member of the family sneeze. [member="Betty Americus"] had introduced him as Allya's brother...and the Sith lofted a brow.
"Bets." he began.
"When?!" To say he was
surprised was the understatement of the karking century.