Igni Irae
[member="Tegaea Alcori"]
"Miss Elpsis, please! I'm on your side!"
She regarded the beaten, shackled Firemane pilot without pity. There was only serenity and absolute certainty in her eyes. "There is no Elpsis here, only Roxane, avenger of the Light," she said serenely and pulled the trigger. He died.
"She was a Sithspawn. You have freed yourself from the Darkness, Roxane," Lea spoke. "There is no emotion.."
"There is calm," Roxane finished.
"There is no ignorance."
"There is obedience."
"There is no passion."
"There is serenity."
"There is no chaos."
"There is order."
"There is no death."
"There is no light."
"And you have been reborn in it." Everything was as it should be. Lea looked so serene and compassionate. "You will be a great weapon of the Light. With you are our side, we shall defeat those who have brought war to our world. Do you pledge yourself to the Dominion and the Great Crusade?"
Something was wrong. She had been here before. "No!" she yelled shaking. "This isn't real. I didn't wan to murder her! I'm not your puppet!"" she turned and fired at the Inquisitior. She kept squeezing the trigger until the woman lay slumped against the wall, covered in blood. "I'm not Roxane. I'm Elpsis. I'm free. I'm not Roxane. I'm..."
"A traitor," she heard the voice of the Firemane pilot. Suddenly the woman was standing again. Her tattered, soiled uniform was stained with blood. The bullet hole was clearly visible. "It didn't take much for you to turn on your comrades, huh?"
"I didn't want this. It wasn't my choice! I was brainwashed!" she yelled angrily.
"Right. All they had to do was lock you up for a bit, make you hear voices, and the next thing you know you're an enthusiastic convert. I suppose it wasn't much of a switch of you, considering you already do whatever a voice in your head says. To think that thousands died for you."
"I fought for my freedom! You think this was easy? I went through hell."
"My name is Danita Barek. I had a wife and children. What will you tell them? 'I'm sorry, the voices made me do it?' Or perhaps it will all be swept under the rug? After all, your mothers could not possibly allow for their little princess to look like anything other than hero. Good thing you didn't murder anyone who's part of the brass."
"I'm sorry..."
"Sorry doesn't cut it."
"I didn't want any of this. I just wanted to save lives."
"Save? You're no saviour. Your talents lie elsewhere.
"This is just a dream. I'm not in the camp. And you're not real. You're just a voice."
"Maybe I'm your conscience talking. The part of you that knows you do not deserve to escape. Are you sure you really did?"
"Shut up!" she hissed and fired. She was certain she could hear her father's laughter.
xxx
Mezha inclined her head slightly. "Your Sergeant fights very well," she said. She was being matter-of-fact. "I accept your gifts. I have no requests for myself...other than that Firemane does not forget the struggle taking place on our world. If you cannot deploy your forces, we can use supplies. The war is not over. The Guard's not perfect. But we're fighting for our freedom," She stepped back.
"The freedom to replace Dominion and Sith chains with Vong ones," Phoebe muttered under her breath in her native tongue. There was clearly no love lost between the Nautolan and the Republican Guard.
"I've seen enough death down there. I want to get off this rock," Harald said. His aura was that of a man who wanted to get away as soon as possible.
"I have no family, ma'am. Not the way you would think of it," Mel addressed Tegaea. "No one in the Dominion does. No one who was born the proper way, at any rate. We have those who came from the same birthing pod. I would not mind seeing the stars. On my own terms. I would like to learn to fly."
"I must confer with my people," Phoebe spoke up. Her tone was authoritative. "And with the other prisoners. They all deserve a say and I will not abandon them. We need to know under what conditions you would take those of us on who wish to join you. We would not want to be broken up and dispersed across the stars. Or be treated as primitive hirelings. If we return home to bring the oppressors to justice, will Firemane give us any support?"
Rhea had remained silent till now. "I would study under Elpsis, if she would have me," she added the last part quickly. "But I cannot stay in the stars forever. My family was murdered by the Sith. The Jedi used me and taught me to revile my origins. They cannot go unpunished. I will have retribution."
"There's one thing I would ask for. The Guard gets many Dominion refugees. Many of them are sterile. We have clinics that try to restore their fertility, but our success is limited. Do you have technology that can help there?" Mezha asked. She was thinking of Synthia, among others. After a pause she added, "I imagine many prisoners have the same issue."
"Yes, that would be very helpful," Phoebe affirmed, as annoyed as she felt about finding herself in a position where she had to agree with a Vong. We've all been there.
"Miss Elpsis, please! I'm on your side!"
She regarded the beaten, shackled Firemane pilot without pity. There was only serenity and absolute certainty in her eyes. "There is no Elpsis here, only Roxane, avenger of the Light," she said serenely and pulled the trigger. He died.
"She was a Sithspawn. You have freed yourself from the Darkness, Roxane," Lea spoke. "There is no emotion.."
"There is calm," Roxane finished.
"There is no ignorance."
"There is obedience."
"There is no passion."
"There is serenity."
"There is no chaos."
"There is order."
"There is no death."
"There is no light."
"And you have been reborn in it." Everything was as it should be. Lea looked so serene and compassionate. "You will be a great weapon of the Light. With you are our side, we shall defeat those who have brought war to our world. Do you pledge yourself to the Dominion and the Great Crusade?"
Something was wrong. She had been here before. "No!" she yelled shaking. "This isn't real. I didn't wan to murder her! I'm not your puppet!"" she turned and fired at the Inquisitior. She kept squeezing the trigger until the woman lay slumped against the wall, covered in blood. "I'm not Roxane. I'm Elpsis. I'm free. I'm not Roxane. I'm..."
"A traitor," she heard the voice of the Firemane pilot. Suddenly the woman was standing again. Her tattered, soiled uniform was stained with blood. The bullet hole was clearly visible. "It didn't take much for you to turn on your comrades, huh?"
"I didn't want this. It wasn't my choice! I was brainwashed!" she yelled angrily.
"Right. All they had to do was lock you up for a bit, make you hear voices, and the next thing you know you're an enthusiastic convert. I suppose it wasn't much of a switch of you, considering you already do whatever a voice in your head says. To think that thousands died for you."
"I fought for my freedom! You think this was easy? I went through hell."
"My name is Danita Barek. I had a wife and children. What will you tell them? 'I'm sorry, the voices made me do it?' Or perhaps it will all be swept under the rug? After all, your mothers could not possibly allow for their little princess to look like anything other than hero. Good thing you didn't murder anyone who's part of the brass."
"I'm sorry..."
"Sorry doesn't cut it."
"I didn't want any of this. I just wanted to save lives."
"Save? You're no saviour. Your talents lie elsewhere.
"This is just a dream. I'm not in the camp. And you're not real. You're just a voice."
"Maybe I'm your conscience talking. The part of you that knows you do not deserve to escape. Are you sure you really did?"
"Shut up!" she hissed and fired. She was certain she could hear her father's laughter.
xxx
Mezha inclined her head slightly. "Your Sergeant fights very well," she said. She was being matter-of-fact. "I accept your gifts. I have no requests for myself...other than that Firemane does not forget the struggle taking place on our world. If you cannot deploy your forces, we can use supplies. The war is not over. The Guard's not perfect. But we're fighting for our freedom," She stepped back.
"The freedom to replace Dominion and Sith chains with Vong ones," Phoebe muttered under her breath in her native tongue. There was clearly no love lost between the Nautolan and the Republican Guard.
"I've seen enough death down there. I want to get off this rock," Harald said. His aura was that of a man who wanted to get away as soon as possible.
"I have no family, ma'am. Not the way you would think of it," Mel addressed Tegaea. "No one in the Dominion does. No one who was born the proper way, at any rate. We have those who came from the same birthing pod. I would not mind seeing the stars. On my own terms. I would like to learn to fly."
"I must confer with my people," Phoebe spoke up. Her tone was authoritative. "And with the other prisoners. They all deserve a say and I will not abandon them. We need to know under what conditions you would take those of us on who wish to join you. We would not want to be broken up and dispersed across the stars. Or be treated as primitive hirelings. If we return home to bring the oppressors to justice, will Firemane give us any support?"
Rhea had remained silent till now. "I would study under Elpsis, if she would have me," she added the last part quickly. "But I cannot stay in the stars forever. My family was murdered by the Sith. The Jedi used me and taught me to revile my origins. They cannot go unpunished. I will have retribution."
"There's one thing I would ask for. The Guard gets many Dominion refugees. Many of them are sterile. We have clinics that try to restore their fertility, but our success is limited. Do you have technology that can help there?" Mezha asked. She was thinking of Synthia, among others. After a pause she added, "I imagine many prisoners have the same issue."
"Yes, that would be very helpful," Phoebe affirmed, as annoyed as she felt about finding herself in a position where she had to agree with a Vong. We've all been there.