Aspiring Jedi
The sarcasm was interesting, but it was a shield, a screen designed to throw off her real feelings, though naturally there was no fooling the sense she gave off in the Force: the girl's presence was clear enough to him, but rather than possessing that simple self-assured clarity that so many Jedi aspired to, that calm purity of spirit that was the ideal, her presence was tainted by distortion, waves of emotion that chipped away at that conditioned serenity and threatened to find it's way into true expression. Such a fragile thing, these emotions, Tirdarius thought reflectively, eyeing the girl calmly. At a moment's notice, they can overwhelm, become a torrent of psychological chaos that was far from tranquil, disturbing even the most composed of minds.
She had to be aware of the danger she was in simply by having this conversation and drawing a weapon on him - it took courage, courage and conviction. You have to feel truly right in your cause to act like that, even knowing what it might cost you, the Sith Lord mused. To an extent, he admired her, but that wouldn't stop him from snuffing out her life if her resistance seemed likely to interfere with his goals. She threatens me, but she's no true threat, at least, not in the sense that she was likely to cause him harm. I think her own inhibitions would prevent that. She's no killer.
"Put your weapon down, girl," he instructed with a touch of weariness in his tone, gesturing with one hand that she should lower her lightsaber. It wouldn't do her any good anyway. "Don't let yourself be killed over something you don't fully comprehend," he continued. There were few enough good reasons to sacrifice your life, and fighting a futile battle against a Sith Lord in order to match up with a set of misguided perceptions was certainly not one of them. "Killing you would offer me no pleasure, and there would be little point in it," he observed softly. "Unless you insist on interfering. Then you graduate from potential nuisance to an obstacle," Tirdarius observed with a very slight touch of menace punctuating his otherwise polite voice.
He took several steps forward, moving towards the girl but careful to stay just outside the range of her lightsaber - she would need to take a step or two herself in order to be able to strike at him, and that would avail her little anyway. Tirdarius knew he wasn't in any true immediate danger from her, and there was still that sense of hesitancy. If she'd been smart, she would have simply attacked and placed me on the defensive from the very beginning. It would have gotten her killed, but she'd have had more of a chance. The delay at the start of this...confrontation had all but swept that away, or so he felt.
"I am not evil, though I can do evil things, it's true," he continued softly. He half-turned and waved a hand back down towards the smouldering remains of the Power Generator Room, indicating an example. "To kill is evil, though perhaps a function of nature for all that. Why did I act that way, then, if I am not evil?" He turned back to face the blonde girl, nodding towards her. "If you kill me, is that not an act of evil, though you do it for a cause you feel to be righteous? Do the Jedi not teach, then, that life is sacred?"
Oh, he knew more than enough about what the Jedi taught, it was true: peace of mind and body, the ability to remain objective in the face of chaos and adversity, acting as a conduit of the Force, to be moved by it, but never to move it directly. And to teach that all life was sacred, for through life did the Force exist, and from the Force did life spring into being. A lovely little interdependency, he thought, without a trace of irony. Perhaps the girl had indeed swallowed the brochure: certainly she had done with regards to the nature of the Sith. Yes, we're all very, very evil people. We'd far prefer just killing you than talking to you, he mused.
"I didn't come here for evil purposes. I came here because I have a plan that will help us to establish a little order and peace in a chaotic world," he intoned with a little more force than he had before. "The Order here has always been complacent, assuming that sweeping away the violence of others and placing themselves in the middle of every battle that peace will come of it's own accord", he remarked, shaking his head dismissively and scowling softly. The naivete of it all... "True peace will never exist unless it is imposed, the gift of insight we receive through the Force available for all to witness, and not merely the providence of the few." He wasn't entirely sure why he wanted to persuade the girl of this, but still, it seemed an appropriate time, despite the urgency.
"Remove the Sith, wipe us from the Galaxy, and you will have peace, do you think?", he asked quietly, again arching an eyebrow questioningly at the Padawan, wondering if she truly believed there would. No doubt many believe that. "Sentient beings thrive on chaos: it is their sole escape from the boredom of a tranquil life. There will always be those who use violence to achieve an end, or seek ascendency over those less willing to fight back," he remarked, having well seen the truth of it on the streets of this very planet: those with muscle able to take what they wanted from those too timid or too weak to fight back to protect it. And the Jedi think to be the shield between them and such scum, Tirdarius thought.
"Peace can only be achieved when the strongest force it upon those who would otherwise overrun the galaxy," Tirdarius professed fervently, his voice gaining a little of the passion that was so rarely observed in his mannerisms, banishing the icy-cold exterior that he so often presented to the world. "You intervene, to protect those who cannot protect themselves, but you never get to the root of the problem: the bully always comes back. But put a person of strength over them, and they dare never step out of line, because they know there is always a bigger fish. There's the lesson you've failed to teach, girl," he concluded.
Pushing aside the long fold of his cloak, the Sith Lord drew his lightsaber from the tight sash at his waist, his weapon a slender cylinder of silvery-metallic metal and moulded black plasteel, fitting into the palm of his hand as though fashioned for it, a mere extension of his arm and not something crafted seperately for his use. He held it there at his side, the obvious threat present, though he personally had little wish to pursue this battle. Force me to, however, and I'll have no choice but to leave you here in pieces, he thought.
"Were it possible that peace could be achieved only through peaceful means, there would be little difference between us, girl," Tirdarius remarked, his expression returning once more to the colder, dispassionate facade he preferred, concealing what feelings he might have otherwise revealed upon it. "The path to peace lies only through those ruthless enough to take responsibility for all," he asserted. "The Sith take it upon themselves to rule, not because we wish it, but because we must, for our gifts grant us insight and the power to be the ones who stop the bullies, the thugs, the depraved. You are not among that number, so I need not use force on you unless you make me." He raised his right hand and pointed the hilt of his lightsaber towards her, activating it with a brief depression of his thumb. "Now stand aside, or I will be forced to act against you. Make your choice," he ordered.
She had to be aware of the danger she was in simply by having this conversation and drawing a weapon on him - it took courage, courage and conviction. You have to feel truly right in your cause to act like that, even knowing what it might cost you, the Sith Lord mused. To an extent, he admired her, but that wouldn't stop him from snuffing out her life if her resistance seemed likely to interfere with his goals. She threatens me, but she's no true threat, at least, not in the sense that she was likely to cause him harm. I think her own inhibitions would prevent that. She's no killer.
"Put your weapon down, girl," he instructed with a touch of weariness in his tone, gesturing with one hand that she should lower her lightsaber. It wouldn't do her any good anyway. "Don't let yourself be killed over something you don't fully comprehend," he continued. There were few enough good reasons to sacrifice your life, and fighting a futile battle against a Sith Lord in order to match up with a set of misguided perceptions was certainly not one of them. "Killing you would offer me no pleasure, and there would be little point in it," he observed softly. "Unless you insist on interfering. Then you graduate from potential nuisance to an obstacle," Tirdarius observed with a very slight touch of menace punctuating his otherwise polite voice.
He took several steps forward, moving towards the girl but careful to stay just outside the range of her lightsaber - she would need to take a step or two herself in order to be able to strike at him, and that would avail her little anyway. Tirdarius knew he wasn't in any true immediate danger from her, and there was still that sense of hesitancy. If she'd been smart, she would have simply attacked and placed me on the defensive from the very beginning. It would have gotten her killed, but she'd have had more of a chance. The delay at the start of this...confrontation had all but swept that away, or so he felt.
"I am not evil, though I can do evil things, it's true," he continued softly. He half-turned and waved a hand back down towards the smouldering remains of the Power Generator Room, indicating an example. "To kill is evil, though perhaps a function of nature for all that. Why did I act that way, then, if I am not evil?" He turned back to face the blonde girl, nodding towards her. "If you kill me, is that not an act of evil, though you do it for a cause you feel to be righteous? Do the Jedi not teach, then, that life is sacred?"
Oh, he knew more than enough about what the Jedi taught, it was true: peace of mind and body, the ability to remain objective in the face of chaos and adversity, acting as a conduit of the Force, to be moved by it, but never to move it directly. And to teach that all life was sacred, for through life did the Force exist, and from the Force did life spring into being. A lovely little interdependency, he thought, without a trace of irony. Perhaps the girl had indeed swallowed the brochure: certainly she had done with regards to the nature of the Sith. Yes, we're all very, very evil people. We'd far prefer just killing you than talking to you, he mused.
"I didn't come here for evil purposes. I came here because I have a plan that will help us to establish a little order and peace in a chaotic world," he intoned with a little more force than he had before. "The Order here has always been complacent, assuming that sweeping away the violence of others and placing themselves in the middle of every battle that peace will come of it's own accord", he remarked, shaking his head dismissively and scowling softly. The naivete of it all... "True peace will never exist unless it is imposed, the gift of insight we receive through the Force available for all to witness, and not merely the providence of the few." He wasn't entirely sure why he wanted to persuade the girl of this, but still, it seemed an appropriate time, despite the urgency.
"Remove the Sith, wipe us from the Galaxy, and you will have peace, do you think?", he asked quietly, again arching an eyebrow questioningly at the Padawan, wondering if she truly believed there would. No doubt many believe that. "Sentient beings thrive on chaos: it is their sole escape from the boredom of a tranquil life. There will always be those who use violence to achieve an end, or seek ascendency over those less willing to fight back," he remarked, having well seen the truth of it on the streets of this very planet: those with muscle able to take what they wanted from those too timid or too weak to fight back to protect it. And the Jedi think to be the shield between them and such scum, Tirdarius thought.
"Peace can only be achieved when the strongest force it upon those who would otherwise overrun the galaxy," Tirdarius professed fervently, his voice gaining a little of the passion that was so rarely observed in his mannerisms, banishing the icy-cold exterior that he so often presented to the world. "You intervene, to protect those who cannot protect themselves, but you never get to the root of the problem: the bully always comes back. But put a person of strength over them, and they dare never step out of line, because they know there is always a bigger fish. There's the lesson you've failed to teach, girl," he concluded.
Pushing aside the long fold of his cloak, the Sith Lord drew his lightsaber from the tight sash at his waist, his weapon a slender cylinder of silvery-metallic metal and moulded black plasteel, fitting into the palm of his hand as though fashioned for it, a mere extension of his arm and not something crafted seperately for his use. He held it there at his side, the obvious threat present, though he personally had little wish to pursue this battle. Force me to, however, and I'll have no choice but to leave you here in pieces, he thought.
"Were it possible that peace could be achieved only through peaceful means, there would be little difference between us, girl," Tirdarius remarked, his expression returning once more to the colder, dispassionate facade he preferred, concealing what feelings he might have otherwise revealed upon it. "The path to peace lies only through those ruthless enough to take responsibility for all," he asserted. "The Sith take it upon themselves to rule, not because we wish it, but because we must, for our gifts grant us insight and the power to be the ones who stop the bullies, the thugs, the depraved. You are not among that number, so I need not use force on you unless you make me." He raised his right hand and pointed the hilt of his lightsaber towards her, activating it with a brief depression of his thumb. "Now stand aside, or I will be forced to act against you. Make your choice," he ordered.