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Letters to the past. (#1)

Hey Alyscia,

I feel really weird writing this to you, I mean, you’ve been long dead for what? Eight hundred years now? Man, I am so sorry that I was not there for you as you got older. It’s not like I had a choice, I was crashed and frozen in ice, but still. I think the reason why I’m doing this is because I need to get things off my chest and I was always at my happiest when I was around you. You’re my daughter, my pride and joy. Your mom was great, I wish that she didn’t do what she did, and I know you do too, I mean we would have had your entire life together, but she thought it was best to keep me away. She did it for you. That’s in the past.

Heh, everything is in the past.

There is so much to talk about… write about. You were in college, I know you finished with honors, you have my stubbornness in you (that’s a GOOD thing ;)). Did you follow in your career dreams? Corellia is and was always going to thrive, it’s just the way of the planet, did you have a part in it? You had such loyalty to your homeworld, as I still do of mine, I have always admired that about you.

What about that Zabrak you were dating? Yes, I know about him, and no, I never cared that he was Zabrak. I would not have cared if he was Chiss, Morellian, Zeltron, Wookiee, Hutt… okay maybe I would have an issue with a Hutt, I mean ew. Did you find someone that made you happy if it was not Tarak? See, I knew his name too :)-)). I know I was overprotective of you, but you’re my daughter, it was my job being the daddy. Besides, you know my little girl always had me wrapped around her pinky. I hope you had an amazing life, you deserved it and I wanted it for you more than I could possibly give myself or imagine.


I’ve been living among Jedi on Kashyyk(is that how you spell it? Was never really great that, I have this writer who narrates for me… wait nevermind) for the past few months since I was rescued. In all places, this Temple was built next to the same Wroshyr tree of the Wookiee tribe that Garyn and I rescued. Remember them? Remember Retsub? The Wookiee I introduced to you with the affinity for huge hugs? His great-grandson was just granted his right of ascension, Llabruf. The hilarious thing is that he has the same affinity for hugs.

I have a Padawan again, two of them. Remember Talitha? How much you two hit it off? Milya is almost just like her. Vibrant and fun, she has a lot of potential and is a great kid. Desbre, her friend and the first Padawan that I took on, I’m going to tell you, she’s a lot like you. She’s thoughtful, she is so caring, and she is just as tough as you. I want the best for her, for both of them, but she deserves a few wins in her life. I want to be there for them, to help her, both of them.

There’s more to it, and I know that I don’t have to explain myself to anyone but you. I’m not looking at either of them like you, don’t worry, but maybe, if I am there for them, then maybe, just maybe I can feel better about not being there for you. I know, I know. I take on too much weight to carry, but it’s me, it’s what I do, you know that.

I want you to know that I’m okay. Really. I miss you, more than words could say. I miss you, your Aunt Tyria, Uncle Arestul, Kameron, Kayla, I wish I could see you one more day and not just in my dreams. Oh, speaking of Uncle Arestul, did you know that there is another Angellus here? I’m hearing rumors of some pilot with the name. Maybe it’s him, maybe it’s not, but I thought it was a funny story. Anyway, yeah. I’m okay, these Silvers, that’s what everybody calls us, “The Silver Jedi Concord”, one of a few factions of Jedi out there. They're trying. Trying to make the galaxy a better place.

Man, that was cheesy coming out of my fingers, let alone reading it on the screen.

They brought me in, I recovered from my hibernation, all of that. I learned that I still have something to offer, and I can still be me. I don’t have to sneak away.

I guess what I’m saying is, I hope you had the best life possible. I’m still working on mine.

Write to you soon…

Love always and forever,
Daddy (only you could call me that ;))
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