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Crown Princess of Aaven, Priestess of Ashla"Galactic Common" | <"High Nelvaanian"> | ["Essonian"] | ~ telepathic communication ~ | << comm. channel >> Objective: Meet with Lord Barran
Location: A café in the affluent part of Coruscant
Equipment: Noble Attire | Ashlan Rosary || Empyrean gland | OPBC-01m
My heart shattered the moment I heard that Tancred had been captured. Ella came to tell me herself, and she also told me that my twin brother was going to be executed. Now the two of us were prisoners of the Galactic Empire, though I was still far freer than he was. I tried... I begged my sister to let me see him, but she refused, just like everyone else did. Tancred was being held in a prison cell somewhere, though I did not even know on which planet. And while I was allowed to walk freely on Coruscant, I could not leave, nor could I contact anyone.
I would have much rather been home on Aaven;
Still, I managed to send one message to Lord
And when I was not praying, I tried to explore Coruscant, visiting museums and monuments. Not because that is what a noblewoman should do; I would much rather have been in a medical lab or hospital, but I was not allowed. So I created this routine to avoid drawing too much attention to myself when the day finally came to meet Lord Barran. I was not good at this, but after the library, museum, exhibition, or any artistic event, I would sit in a café or teahouse and drink something calming. Because I had asked for our meeting to take place in such a place; somewhere inconspicuous, somewhere busy.
As the day of the meeting drew closer, I grew more and more nervous. I tried to soothe myself with natural teas and calming foods, but they did very little. I panicked as well, what if my behaviour ended up endangering not just my brother but those who might try to help him? With these fears knotting my stomach, I began the day I was supposed to meet Lord Barran. I recited prayers to Ashla silently in my mind. There were not many artistic programmes in the morning, only a contemporary play about the rise of the Galactic Empire, so I watched that. When it ended…
… when it ended, I headed to the teahouse where the meeting would take place. I was nervous; every small sound made me flinch, even someone brushing past me. No matter how much I wanted to, I could not calm myself. Even when I finally arrived at the teahouse and sat down at the agreed spot, I kept glancing around anxiously. I ordered a calming tea, and the serving droid brought it soon after. I lifted the cup; my hands were trembling, but I still took a sip of the hot liquid.
And all the while, I kept praying to Ashla, beseeching that my anxiety and fear would not doom us all.