Arabella Darkhold
Daddy's Princess in Pink
Have you ever walked down the street alone in the quiet of the night? That feeling of insecurity, of someone is watching, of the unknown lingering in your thoughts. Without thought or reason your pace picks up, you might even turn your head looking and watching for any would be attacker. It is in these moments where you are unsure, where the shadows hide more than you can see it is then a hand can reach out brush the hairs on your neck and steal your breath from you.
It is in these shadows Arabella walked. It is here she hides from the world the galaxy not wanting their piercing gaze or benevolent words. No. How she felt was of her own doing, and how she felt would either lead to her undoing or it would make her stronger. But when would she reemerge into the galaxy, did she need to.
She let out a deep sigh that passed through her it sounded more like a moan of remorse a deep low sound that could be mistaken for a wounded animal. What had she done, and why had she done it. Her father had warned her multiple times but she had not listened thinking she knew better. She was wrong; she knew little and at times nothing. She tilted her head upwards cobalt blue eyes looked upon a sky full of stars. Was he looking at the stars, was he still alive. He was so wreckless so…she stopped thinking of him to do so was risky it could trigger sensation in the bond they shared.
A sith needed no one, she told herself countless times. A Sith was stronger without the ties of friendship, family, allegiances yes as they could be used and then destroyed. But the other held no hope. She pulled her jacket tighter and walked silently along making her way back to the two room flat she occupied. She had stopped living when she destroyed her world now she existed within the darkness. When she had gone into dark places before there was always that flickering blue light to bring her back. She missed [member="Muad Dib"], her Maudie. She shook her head cleared her thoughts again. Why was she thinking so much on him tonight, was he in trouble? Or. Was he close to finding her? She made a face. Wishful thinking he had probably forgotten her married Leylah Draclau, and had little fire starters. Or. He was dead.
If he was dead, wouldn’t she know, wouldn’t she feel it? She pushed the thoughts away again. “Get a grip” she admonished herself she walked a little quicker down the walkway, she needed a drink. She headed towards the nearest cantina.
The Dragons Wing Cantina, someone had a penchant for the medieval she thought as she went in. Her eyes took a moment to adjust to the brighter lights. She nodded to those who looked her way and headed toward the bar. “Strongest whiskey you got” She wanted to be numb.
A few pair of drunken eyes looked her way, some moved closer. Arabella noted them but dismissed them she’d slice them in half and pick their bones if she had to. Bones. She met them both over a bone. She closed her eyes and downed the glass, “another” She needed to forget. She looked down the three rune markings still on her arm, she still did not know what it meant. It was not a reminder, a painful reminder. The next glass arrived. Arabella nodded again. Another thing she learned from her father, alcohol kills the pain.
A whisper from the back talked about munitions and Balmorra. Balmorra they had gone to Balmorra to invest. She closed her eyes, and downed the next glass, “one more” She was beginning to feel it now the off balance feeling, the ease of forgetting.
Too late the memory of Tattooine filled her senses. She lost it as soon as the glass arrived she downed it. She looked around, where to start. Someone grabbed her by the waist, without even looking she balled up her hand into a tight fist and slammed it into the face of whoever it was. Someone then yelled BAR FIGHT!
It was on.
It is in these shadows Arabella walked. It is here she hides from the world the galaxy not wanting their piercing gaze or benevolent words. No. How she felt was of her own doing, and how she felt would either lead to her undoing or it would make her stronger. But when would she reemerge into the galaxy, did she need to.
She let out a deep sigh that passed through her it sounded more like a moan of remorse a deep low sound that could be mistaken for a wounded animal. What had she done, and why had she done it. Her father had warned her multiple times but she had not listened thinking she knew better. She was wrong; she knew little and at times nothing. She tilted her head upwards cobalt blue eyes looked upon a sky full of stars. Was he looking at the stars, was he still alive. He was so wreckless so…she stopped thinking of him to do so was risky it could trigger sensation in the bond they shared.
A sith needed no one, she told herself countless times. A Sith was stronger without the ties of friendship, family, allegiances yes as they could be used and then destroyed. But the other held no hope. She pulled her jacket tighter and walked silently along making her way back to the two room flat she occupied. She had stopped living when she destroyed her world now she existed within the darkness. When she had gone into dark places before there was always that flickering blue light to bring her back. She missed [member="Muad Dib"], her Maudie. She shook her head cleared her thoughts again. Why was she thinking so much on him tonight, was he in trouble? Or. Was he close to finding her? She made a face. Wishful thinking he had probably forgotten her married Leylah Draclau, and had little fire starters. Or. He was dead.
If he was dead, wouldn’t she know, wouldn’t she feel it? She pushed the thoughts away again. “Get a grip” she admonished herself she walked a little quicker down the walkway, she needed a drink. She headed towards the nearest cantina.
The Dragons Wing Cantina, someone had a penchant for the medieval she thought as she went in. Her eyes took a moment to adjust to the brighter lights. She nodded to those who looked her way and headed toward the bar. “Strongest whiskey you got” She wanted to be numb.
A few pair of drunken eyes looked her way, some moved closer. Arabella noted them but dismissed them she’d slice them in half and pick their bones if she had to. Bones. She met them both over a bone. She closed her eyes and downed the glass, “another” She needed to forget. She looked down the three rune markings still on her arm, she still did not know what it meant. It was not a reminder, a painful reminder. The next glass arrived. Arabella nodded again. Another thing she learned from her father, alcohol kills the pain.
A whisper from the back talked about munitions and Balmorra. Balmorra they had gone to Balmorra to invest. She closed her eyes, and downed the next glass, “one more” She was beginning to feel it now the off balance feeling, the ease of forgetting.
Too late the memory of Tattooine filled her senses. She lost it as soon as the glass arrived she downed it. She looked around, where to start. Someone grabbed her by the waist, without even looking she balled up her hand into a tight fist and slammed it into the face of whoever it was. Someone then yelled BAR FIGHT!
It was on.