Am I proud? Teynara frowned slightly as she thought about it. No, I guess I'm not, she mused reflectively. Sure, it's a big step, and it suggests that the Council are confident in my abilities - and it's a good thing somebody is - but even so, pride's not the first emotion I feel when thinking about it. No, she couldn't say that she felt proud, and in truth, she wasn't sure she would be able to justify it even if she had - pride was very much the way you ought to feel if you'd accomplished something, and simply accepting responsibility for the training another spoke more of burdens accepted than of any accomplishments made.
"Pride's a tricky emotion around here, because it has a lot of different meanings," she remarked softly, continuing to walk alongside her new student. "Some view it as a path to arrogance: to feel good about what you have done and to maintain a sense of satisfaction over it can lead you to believe that you are too good, too capable, and therefore better than those around you," Teynara observed. She personally didn't feel like that was true, but she'd seen it happen a fair few times: ultimately, those possessed of obvious competence were unlikely to simply keep it to themselves. "It's good to feel a sense of having achieved something, but I think it's better to keep it grounded, use it as a platform to do something better."
The blonde found is slightly amusing and perhaps a little disconcerting that her Padawan was the one taking the lead and asking what to do next - practically giving her options - as though she were the junior partner in this relationship. Teynara didn't like to reflect on hierarchy - she tended to think of it as a distraction - but something suggested that this wasn't quite how things were supposed to go. Now the bigger question: do I shrug it off and wait to fight a more important battle, or do I bring her up short and make it clear who's in charge? Either one risked causing issues: to berate the other woman might wound her pride and make her feel bad about herself (or perhaps, make her believe that Teynara was being unfair), or, if things were left alone, that might damage her reputation in the student's eyes, make her think that her new instructor was unassertive or weak-minded. Caught between a floating rock and an asteroid, she thought wryly.
She had been tempted to give the younger woman time to explore and settle in, but she could sense a little restless energy coming from Serra, and something suggested that this would be the wrong move to make. Good thing I thought to have that extra cup of Stimcaf this morning, she mused, inwardly resigned to a more active day than she'd intended. Not many Jedi these days were given to contemplation and reflection, so that made it far harder work for those teachers who were. She'd play along for now, though.
"If you're in the mood for activity, why don't we start with a brief test of your skills, so I can see what you can do?", she asked, quirking a pale eyebrow inquisitively, wondering if the girl might be game for that. I have just the thing in mind, too. Several levels of the Jedi Temple had their own training courses available to test different skills: sensory awareness, physical fitness, combat capability, mental reflexes, and so on. Teynara obviously didn't intend to throw her into the higher level zones first, but it would be worth taking a shot at some of the intermediate ones, since Serra had some training under her belt already. Let's see how she does. "Follow me," she added, a faint smile curving her lips.
They took a turbolift to one of the Temple's lower levels, not needing to stop in at Serra's new quarters to drop off her things, since they'd already been taken along by several of the Temple's droids, so she could acquaint herself with that later. The first training complex she intended to guide Serra through was on the third level, a sequence of rooms with different obstacles and puzzles to overcome, though Teynara would naturally not follow in - rather, it was better for her to monitor her student's progress via monitors and a comm-link.
"Okay, we have to go our separate ways here," the blonde woman remarked as they came to a door painted in a soft metallic colour, the sign above it registering it as the start of one of the training courses, the Aurabesh letters written neatly in black against the soft colours. "This course will test a good few of your capabilities. I can't tell you what to do, though," she added with a wry smile. "That'd defeat the idea of a test, wouldn't it?" Teynara reached over with a slender hand and patted the young woman amiably on the shoulder. "Good luck!", she finished, walking away and heading for the observation room nearby.
The metallic doors slid open quietly with barely a noise, presenting a room of pitch-black darkness for the Padawan to step into. Once the doors sealed behind her, she would find herself in a dark room filled with utter silence. A few steps forward, and the mechanisms within the room would detect the motion and start the first training sequence, one she would have to bypass to proceed to the next room.
"Your first task is to navigate your way through the room as carefully as you can." Teynara's voice, slightly muffled by the comm unit, floated through the air within the room, offering what guidance she could for the purposes of the test. Not that every test will have instructions. Some you have to work out for yourself... "All the obstacles in the room are pressure-sensitive, so touching any of them will cause a buzzer to sound. Three buzzers and you're out," she remarked, slightly amused. And that's not your only obstacle...
Teynara sat down in a chair right in front of the room's control systems, her slender fingers brushing against several of the controls and activating the other obstacle that Serra would have to deal with. As she did so, the dark, silent room suddenly became alive, several overlapping humming noises now destroying the tranquil peace within. Just a few repulsorlifts. Or so it was, until one of them, emanating from a small spherical droid, still concealed from view but visible on the observation screen due to the infrared imaging overlay that enabled Teynara to see, but left Serra completely in the dark.
At least until one of the little droids spat a dark-blue bolt of energy in her direction...