Sundari, Training Yards
Torva noticed her instructor glance at her, but she kept her eyes ahead, scanning everything - especially the smaller ring that Iron Wolf Adelle pointed out. It was a good thing that it was separated from the others, at least for the time being. Less noise to draw Torva’s attention away from her lessons for the day.
When they reached the ring, Torva noticed an item sitting on the wall, as well as weapon’s racks that lined said wall. Torva wasn’t sure if they would be using any of those weapons, but she figured she would be told one way or another at some point.
Now that they were inside the smaller ring, however, Torva took a moment to take a deep breath and try to bring her nerves under control. She focused on calming breaths, easing her heart rate back down to near normal levels - as best as she could anyway. She was still jittery, her nerves of excitement for meeting someone new and being out of Mandalore still prickling underneath her skin.
“Before we begin,” Adelle stated, drawing Torva’s attention right back towards her, the red head’s blue eyes sharp with focus. “I want to clear something up. Aether’s talked with you about the Manda, I think he calls it, and the power it gives you, right? I was not raised among Mandalorians. I know it by a different name. The Force. And I will probably slip and call it that in training you. But the Force or Manda, I mean the same thing—the power you and I can both wield.”
“Manda and the Force…got it.” Torva replied, willing her shoulders to relax as she brought herself further into focus for the lesson. “Aether referred to the Manda as the Force too, so either way I will know what you mean.”
Torva’s eyes watched Iron Wolf Adelle’s hands as she reached behind her and withdrew what she now recognized to be the hilt to a lightsaber. Her blue eyes traced Adelle as she walked across to the far side of the ring from Torva then turned to face the younger Mandalorian. Her voice echoed across the space to Torva, instructions for what was to transpire next:
“I’d like to see what you can do. There is a crystal in this that feels like me, my presence. I want you to first tell me if you can feel it. Then, I want you to call this to your hand... Don't push the button though.”
The red head swallowed to try and clear the sudden dryness from her throat, before nodding her understanding.
“When you’re ready.”
Torva inhaled another deep breath, shifting her eyes from Adelle’s to the saber hilt in her open palm. At first, it seemed as if she was trying to will the saber towards her by staring at it, but it was just her way of pulling her focus back towards herself.
I’ve done this before…I can do it again. Torva told herself. Remember…Don’t touch the button…
She closed her eyes, attempting to shut out the noise from beyond the ring, the clash of distant training weapons, the calls and shouts of voices. Just like she had practiced in her meditations, she began to shift her focus from outwards to inwards, starting slowly and taking her time.
Torva inhaled and exhaled softly, calmly. Her heart had settled its pace, and now she felt as if she could move to the next step - shifting her awareness from inwards, back outwards. She was more aware now, not of the noise of the training yards, but the way the currents in the air moved around her. The thrum of the ground beneath her. If she pushed too hard to try and feel something else too quickly, her focus would start to slip. She didn’t want to keep her instructor waiting forever, but she knew from her prior practices in even attempting to feel the Manda that things like this could not be rushed.
Eventually, however, Torva felt something different. It was the hum of the ground, or the way the air moved around her, or even how her own blood pulsed in her veins. It was like a spark, flickering faintly in her awareness. She focused more intently upon it, the more she realized that it was ahead of her.
“I feel something…like a spark, flickering…” Torva replied slowly, her voice muted with her concentration, following the instruction to inform Adelle if she could feel the crystal inside the lightsaber first. She was assuming that was the spark she could sense. “Ahead of me.”